24: Yoongi

I'm not some stupid, ignorant fool. I know what goes on. Jin had been secretly helping her. This jealousy within me grows stronger by the day. Jimin haven't noticed. How can he be so dull? Tonight I'm going to go to her room and bath her with kisses. I miss her. I feel so empty without her. Yesterday, I so badly wanted to drag her away from Jimin's embrace. She looked so breathtakingly hot in that bikini of hers. At least I've held on to her hand every time that she were in my reach. The looks that both Tae and Hobi gave her proved that she had sealed it with both of them. She will most likely seal it with another one of my brothers today. This pang of jealousy that surfaced by the mere thought isn't helping either. Unfortunately, it needs to be done. Time waits for nobody. There's only three days remaining and seeing how we're running our last errant tomorrow, the days to follow will be considerably hard on her. I can't even begin to imagine how she must be feeling. That's most likely her reason for not joining us this morning. She must be drowning in guilt. All of her emotions must be taking its toll on her. I wish that I could be there for her. Comfort her, as to be here, running this errant. I would much rather kiss her lips. I fully aware that this is just the curse talking and after this seven day period, when the curse had been lifted, this feeling of utter affection will dissolve as well. Even so I want to make the best of my time with her and forget everything that happened after successfully lifting the curse. It would be to painful otherwise.

I exhaled deeply as we entered the house. He heavily whiff of food caught me completely off guard. Is Monie cooking? Not possible! When we reached the dining room table, a full course meal laid spread out in front of my eyes. "Welcome home. Help yourselves." She said with a broad smile. I wasn't going to be invited twice. She cooked for us, and what a feast it had been. I can really get use to this. I wish there was a way to keep her around even after the curse had been broken. Sure, we won't starve otherwise. Both Jin and Hobi can cook. A little change never harmed anyone. As we finished, she put the dirty dishes together and carried it towards the kitchen. "Give it to me, I'll wash it," Jin offered. She sidestepped him effortlessly saying: "No need, I can handle a few dishes. No, problemo." She swiped his offer clear away. A radiant smile upon her mouth. How I wish that, that smile were rewarded to me and not him. Jiminie followed her like a little lost puppy, but he weren't to only to do so. Seeing how the kitchen is only an archway away, I could easily hear the conversation from their side, without the need to eavesdrop. "Do you need any help, love?" Jimin cooed in a sugar coated voice. This is not going to end well if she rejects him too. Which she's most likely about to do? Her remark confirmed it and I need to stifle a laugh. My brothers shared an amused stare. "Don't be mad. When I'm done here, I will come find you, okay?" she concluded. He, Hobi and Tae slouched out of the kitchen, their mood much calmer than I've expected it to be. She's starting to warm up to us and I have to say that I'm finding her complacency intriguing. It makes me love her even more.

True to her word, she found Jimin after washing up and we were all forced to look at them. Being all lovey-dovey. It's making me sick to the stomach. I try to focus my attention on the game, but I couldn't cope. After a while, without little luck, I excused myself from the room. The look she gave me, silently pleading me to stay, is breaking me to pieces. I can't! He's claiming her as his own and seeing them like this hurts to much. I locked myself in my room and laid stretched out on my bed. Listening how the house drew quiet. Waiting for the perfect time to head over to her room. I have to see her!