Rowan

After our conversation, Selena and I split up. She had some disciples to train while I had to return to the old man's training hall and hope that he wouldn't break too many of my bones for being late.

My mind, however, was elsewhere. I was still thinking about the talk I had with the Queen of Webs.

I felt like when I had come to this world, I was more indifferent than I thought. I was ready to make tough decisions for the sake of winning.

Even after all the time I had spent in this world, I was the same. My track record was enough to prove my callous mental state.

The choices I made in Silveserine and then what I did to Liz Snyder during the King's Tournament.

Up until this point in time, I had been able to achieve whatever was necessary for the sake of a future where my survival was ensured.

But… would I be able to continue doing so in the future too?