Chapter 1 Death and Memories

A/N This is just life story of MC so if you want to skip then go ahead. I just feel like I need to write it so I hope you enjoy the backstory

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Is this it. Is this how I died. Is this how death feel like. At first when the truck hit me I can feel all the pain from the very moment the truck hit me and send me flying tumbling across the street

My bone already have broken and I can feel my organ inside of me is squish together by the truck from the hit but sending me fly and me hitting the ground hard just make it even worst and I can feel it that my bones has pierce my skin and some of it can be seen outside of my skin and I can feel one of my ribcage bone has pierce my heart. It was very painful and I want to scream because of it but I can't because I have start to drown in my own blood

I was in so much agony but then little by little the pain start to gone and everything start to feel cold and time seems to flow slowly

People say that once you are near death experience

You will start to see how your whole life play infront of your eye as you start to slowly losing consciousness

I start to see how when I was a kid. I spend my time with my parents playing with them and having so much fun with them and watch our favourite movie, Godzilla

My parents love to watch Godzilla Movies so much that when I was born they decided to name me Goji and that is where I also inherited my family love for Godzilla movie

Kids start to laugh at me because of my name but I don't care about them for making fun of my name. In fact I like my name and I thank my parents for giving me this name. I also start to watch anime and to my surprise my family is fine with it as long my grade is good. Remembering those happy memories make shed a tear.

I grow up to become a amazing students and become a good child for my parents. They always support me and help me. When I was 15. Me and my parents went to a family vacation. We enjoy our family time together and when we were about to go home. I start to feel something not right.

My heart start to beat fast and I feel like something bad gonna happen. My mom ask me if I am okay or not because I suddenly stop moving and start to touch my chest. I told my mom that I feel something not right and my dad just told me that it is nothing and I just need to rest. I listened to my dad and we got into our car and my dad start to drive. If only I listened to what my heart was saying. My parents, they would have been with me in this world. When my dad was driving suddenly there is an drunken driver driving behind us. The driver lose control and he hit our car and making my dad lost control and we hit a tree. I then lose consciousness and when I wake up I was in an hospital bed. The nurse see me waking up start to call the doctor.

My head hurt and I feel like it going to explode. The doctor came in and do some check up. I ask the doctor what happen. The doctor told me that I had an accident and the car I was in crash into the tree. I then remember everything and was in shock. I ask the doctor about my parents and they told me that they didn't make it. My whole world crumble and my heart hurt. I start to hallucinate that the doctor was lying and try to get up and call my parents. The doctor try to hold me but I keep struggling to get up. The doctor tell the nurse to get him something but I can't hear him much because in my head I was only thinking about my parents. The nurse came back with a syringe and the doctor inject it to me. I start to lose my strength to struggle and I start to lose consciousness again.

Week had passed since the accident and my parents death. My parents doesn't have any sibling so I am alone in this world.

The drunk driver has been caught and send to a prison but it was not enough for me. I want him to suffer but what can I do when he is in prison and so I start to skip class, my study getting worse and I start to get into a fight with my classmates.

I also start to do some exercise preparing for him to come out and make him suffer. 3 Year has passed and he has come out of the prison.

I start to follow him and when he reach his home. I was about to attack him but then I see a little boy running to him.

The man bend down and hug the boy and start to cry while the boy also cry. When I see this I start to struggle. I really want to get my revenge but my body won't move and my mind say no to me.

I was in turmoil and my heart beat so fast. In the end, I follow what my heart say and I walk away back to my house that my parents left it for me.

I walk slowly while start to thinking what just happen today. When I reach my house now did I realise how dirty it is.

I start to realise that how much I have neglected everything. To think is this the house that I have make so many good memories with my parents and I have been blind by my revenge.

I walk around the house while I move my hand around the house feeling the dust and then I step on something.

When I look down i see a frame picture of me and my parents together. Our family pictures together when my parents was alive and I see that the glass of the frame is broken.

Tear start to shed from my eye and I fall to the ground while hugging the pictures frame. I cry remembering about my parents and how much I have change since they gone.

If they were to see my right now, they would been disappointed of me.

So from then I start to change. I start to clean the house and put it all back like what it use to be when I was once a kid.

Slowly I start to change the way of my living. I can't go back to the past and I don't want to see what future await me. I just want to enjoy the present.

I start to get work at work at a coffee shop as a waiter and had a good life. Then one day when I was doing my work.

I meet him again and he seem to recognise me as well. He then talk to me on how he regret what he had done to me and my family and he ask for forgiveness from me but I told him that i already forgive him long time ago.

He then told me how he had change from being a drunken and abusing husband/father to a good husband for his wife and a good father to his son.

We walk out of the coffee shop and I can see and woman holding a little boy by his hand waving at us.

The man say that is his wife's and son and he want to introduce me to them. He introduce me to his family and me, him and his family has good talk and his wife's also ask forgiveness for his husband mistake but I told her the same thing I told to him.

Then we separate and I can see him walk cross the street while hold his wife's hand meanwhile he is carrying his son.

Then I see a truck is accelerating toward the man and his family and also notice that the truck is not stop at anytime soon.

I immediately rush toward them to warn them about the truck but there was too many people.

The man then hear someone shout his name and look and see me trying to get to him and see me with anxious face.

When I near him I shout and warn him about the truck but it was too late for them to dodge.

The truck was near them and they can't dodge it and I can see that the man hold his wife's and child tight and move them infront of him to shield them.

I start to feel like time is slowing down and I can see every second the truck getting closer to them.

I use every bit of my strength that I have in my body to move toward them and push back saving them but unfortunately for me I was hit full force by the truck and it send me flying across the street.

People start to scream and the man came toward me and start to call an ambulance telling everything gonna be alright but I already know I was not going to survive.

So that is how I see my whole life play infront of my eye. I try to look for the woman and the child and see that they are fine.

My heart feel satisfies that even though I die. I die saving a family and saving that kid from the suffering that I had to go throw without a family.

I slowly start to lose my consciousness and my eye start to get blurry but I still smile in my.

It feel funny how this feel like one of the manga or fanfic story I have read where MC save someone or family and get hit by a truck and send to ROB and get to reincarnated with a wish. I close my eye and wait for death to take me

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