8: Never felt it before *18+*

"P-please... Googie go just a little harde- Ah!" The moment the request left my lips he smashed into me, and continued rhythmatic hard thrusts, and with every thrust he gave me I let out a squeele.

"Hard enough?" He breathed out, "T-to-too h-ha-hard ah ah ah ah ah ah!." Everytime I tried to say a word he would thrust harder, "Too hard? Too bad." He teased smashing harder into me, "B-bu-but m-my pros-prostate, ah-ah-ah-ah-ah~" I stuttered out and felt my dick exploding causing me to moan loudly into the blankets.

"Does it hurt?" He asked through pants, "N-no..." I answered still stuffing my face into the blankets, I was bent over the bed with my butt pointed at him while he was over me.

"B-but my b-butt is de-destroyed al-already~" I tried to persuade, which only led him to quickening, still hard as fuck, "Okey, I'll slow down for you baby.." He teased giving me another hard thrust before he calmed down and slowed into steady and nice in and out movements that can't be described as thrusts.

"Ahh~ Just like that Googie~" I moaned allowing my head to fall sideways, pressing it into the blankets made it really hard to breathe and I only did it so I wouldn't be too loud. The way he fucked me now still felt amazing but it wasn't as hard as the previous few minutes so I didn't moan as loudly.

And I honestly can't tell wether I like hard and rough better then slow and passionate, I like both the same. They feel equally amazing, I guess it depends on what my dominant likes best.

"J-jungkookie~" I moaned and got a groan back from him, "Ugh you're so tight!" He exclaimed as I came onto the blankets again, "P-please!" I begged, for nothing in particular but I felt the need to beg seeing stars.

"Yes baby?" He groaned loudly a little bit annoyed I think, I didn't answer and got a harsh slap on my butt in return which only made me whimper louder. "D-do that again please~" I begged whining into the blankets, "You like it?" He asked smacking me again, I nodded frantically releasing many tears as I had been doing this whole time.

"Don't bother telling me to stop then." He teased slapping my butt very hard multiple times, I felt my butt burning and I couldn't seem to stop my voice but I liked it a lot.

"H-harder p-please!" I begged and got what I wanted, he fucked into me slowly but hit my butt extremely hard, "Baby, your butt is all swollen and red." He teased stopping, "Don't stop~" I begged, "No, it's already very bruised and I see blood." "That's from my hole you idiot~" "No, I can tell." He said angrily squishing my butt cheeks.

"Can I go harder again?" He growled out forcing my upper body to his chest, "Y-yes please!" I exclaimed and suddenly felt myself being hoisted into the air, Jungkook flipped my body around so I'd be facing him as he pushed me against the wall still in his strong arms.

I felt his stomach grind against my dick and I moaned at the pressure, he soon began pumping my shaft without thrusting himself in.

I whined constantly hoping he'd do anything else rather then stare at me with those lustful eyes, so I kissed him sweetly and prayed to dear god he liked it as much as I did. I relaxed a bit when I heard him groan, "Fuck." Into my mouth and deepen the kiss slightly moving his hips to move his cock.

I broke the kiss by throwing my head back and into the wall as my third orgasm hit me, Jungkook smirked evilly suddenly giving me a hard thrust that made me scream.

He stopped for a bit and then did it again, he kept this pattern five times and then he went all out making me see stars for the second time already.

"Y-yes, fuck me like a toy. Googie, just like that!" I kept moaning out and he gladly did as I instructed, he feels so good~

"Hyung, don't say that, you're not a toy." He breathed into my neck, I chuckled at that. "Of course i-im your t-toy, why else would y-you be do-doing this to m-me?" I asked threw pants and moans causing me to stutter.

Jungkook suddenly stopped and stared at me with sad eyes, he pulled out slowly and let me down but my legs were too shaky to move on their own so I just sat down on my knees confused.

"You're not my toy, hyung.... you're the love of my life.... you're the hope and the only reason I still want to be alive!" He said rolling the condom off his dick, that was the first time I noticed. He already came, cum dripped out like it's life depended on it. He could've stopped this a long time ago but he chose to continue, does that not prove he was using me like a toy?

He got down on his knees and went down to my shaft to first start off as sucking it but generally it got more pain and I could tell he was biting me.

Suddenly a rush of pain shot threw my whole body as I screamed for him to stop, "FUCK IT HURTS! IT REALLY HURTS PLEASE STOP!" I begged but he didn't stop, all I could even think of doing was scream bloody murder.

I don't know what he did to me but it hurt more then anything else I've ever experienced, he eventually stopped. When he looked up at me, he was bleeding from his eyes. Blood dropped from his chin as he gave me a weak grin before he passed out on top of me. I couldn't move, not even if I tried, my legs shook like theres no tomorrow and everything hurt. I started to cry silently feeling completely paralysed and useless, I hugged Jungkook with the little bit of strength I had and just stayed like that.

I didn't know wether Jungkook would ever wake up again, I didn't know if I'd ever walk again because that pain, its undescribable. I saw my life flashing, I replayed the night Jungkook died in my arms over and over again wishing to god this wouldn't be the last time I get to hold him.

I kept on crying for what felt like hours, I was in too much pain to fall asleep and nothing I did numbed it. It was only when I started to see the sun rising that the pain I felt in my body started to decrease, I gasped in relief when I was able to move my legs enough to get Jungkook's body off of my own.

I stumbled over and tried to get up with still a lot of pain but not as much, I crawled over to the window and opened it hoping that it was the sun light that made the pain go away. Sure enough my legs weren't as painful, and eventually the pain went away completely other then the expected back pain and butt pain from being fucked so hard I saw stars multiple times.

I slowly walked over to Jungkook and bent down to check if he was breathing and he was, I smiled gratefully and started dragging him to my bed not bothering to be quiet incase he woke up because the sooner he wakes up the better.

I got him in bed and laid next to him cuddling into his side, soon I heard my mum closing the front door coming back probably coming back from a strip club drunk. I knew she wouldnt be here last night so I wasn't quiet about the sex, I heard her stumble her way to her bedroom not knowing I'm here.

I didn't pay any attention to her knowing she wouldn't come in here so I just tried to fall asleep, and with Jungkook by my side and nothing in too much pain it was generally easy.