Book 7

humans remain unforgiven and have consequences on there own beliefs and actions blinding ones mind in to think it's necessary to obtain all that is broken from a human mind there souls there heart there love there value there morals causing other humans chasing closure and revenge through foolish games and foolish tactics must such misery and tortement from each other be Trappe within themselves that they can't forsee the wrongings in there pathetic actions seeing the conditions they put one another in is truly sickening such humanity being ripped apart without there being a help in sight must they benefit not knowing themselves well enough to enter a self examination that shall heall the darkness and the hatred inside of them

must the actions that they take feel disgraceful and meaningless there own pain and hatred and love and heart and morality and value taken away within them from others like them all humans do is give each other ideas that will only danger them in the end must it become a sign of being given the morality that is nowhere to be seen or the morality that seems to be not found in the first place must there be a place to be found for the humans I want to have connections with or will they disappear into nothingness can everything be returned or learned or taught to them or is everything to late to help the humans worthy helping or help the ones Willing to grow

does such willingness to contain morals valuves and love and ethics really exist anymore or is everyone gone inside the mind of the human not being able to learn to be human cause will I be human to allow humans to be themselves Depending on the circumstances can such values and morals be destroyed by such disturbing descions and chocies? Do such values remain unseen and unpresentable in consequence with how a person can be created and sealed while trying to understanding others? We I be able to understand and valvue and create a human to be more helpful and more loving and more hopeful and more understanding of one's past and tragic isuse within there mind caused by one another? Will the love and value and morals be created while searching for humans who love and care and feel and express themselves ? Will they disappear or be not find with the connections proceeding and wishing if they were ever real and true ?

Must I comprehend and understand a human thoughts feelings and value and morals to be in one with the human they are or the human they can't escape and can't change due to circumstances from the world around them ?where does the love and heart and morality go to if it was not established due to society's mind games and foolish tactics?

Does ones heart and love be missing or created or lost or stolen could it have been taken away from them for the humans they have run into and now worry if those humans will hurt and throw them again once more as before ?

Many humans have lost there own ways due to other humans foolishness it isn't my fault to be in control of how they feel or what they do but I realize how dissponting to see a world so lost and so afraid to be themselves? and to not be scared cause I only wish I could help the humans I see be miserable manipulative and dishonest with the reality they made I only want to love and care and see joy in others but in today's world I have feeling everyone will continue to hurt and misuse one another I can't help those are to deep into the mind the is broken but I can help the ones I can to see them evolve and be better.Does such a hollow world feeel consumed with its own hatred and wounds that it forgets and substitutes its own prioritys on runing and maniplatting one another for there mindless games that will reach there own downfall and not allow themselves to take a look inside the mind they carry for its own lies and deceiving and pathetic attempts at revenge will they ever allow them selves to look within to sense a pattern they can learn to love and care and have heart and have awareness and and have support where does ones morality even go to when anyone is deceiving the person in the mirror they dare say they tell the truth mustn't no one realize a humans truly capabilities or is everyone true capabilities just full of uncertain messages and meanings that only ruin the perception inside of the mind and surrounding itself with fears and worries mustn't no one learn to understand who they are and see the issues and learn to know who to ask for help and communicate without attacking one another mustn't the world feel more human mustn't the world feel more mistaken mustn't the world feel more obligated mustn't the world witness what is everyone true potential mustn't the potential that is seen is used and defined with honestly and care and passion does such honesty and care and passion even is regard inside there minds or is everything blocked out by previous mistakes fallen recognized and attached through memories and unsuccessful desires being taken from them is everyone justified in actions partaken inside the world they live in is the world we live being attacked by one another or is everyone just attacking who or what they can or can't be

Can a human learn to be Loved and valued and cared for without being consumed by there own ego and nature that it allows him to conjure disturbing ideas and tactics that will only feed into his own deceiving chocies and mistakes? Must those choices be dissponting and dangerous to his own mind and heart within himself will it damage the chocies that were once inside his mind? Will those chocies learn to be in control and influenced by his own mind by being more careful in what's he's saying ? Is what he's saying destined to be true or is it influenced by older philosophers not being relevant in his own mind and confused weither or not these ideas and concepts could work and make peace with the heart he has inside himself? Will the heart and love still care and not being wounded from previous relationships as if those realizations didn't teach certain aspects about himself that were also very hypocrital and disturbing and disgusting ? A human still learning how to be human allowing criticism to be placed on others when he himself has done and said things he didn't mean? Must he himself learn to take responsibilities and reflect on the ideas and morals and values and love he has so proclaimed to be and become? Must he connect with himself and love the wounds and flaws and darkness inside of himself or will the feelings shape and scatter through the mind surrounding itself with fears from previous experiences ? Some things I feel deserve such forgiveness in the mind that is wondering if that is safe to feel but he mustn't forgive those who wish madness on one another that is only backwards from the words he wishes to proclaim and speak and embodie for the flaws he has seen and learn to live with his can wish to communicate and express what he can or can't allow due to his own nature and who he is for he is is a human who sees himself in loving and caring nature but he sees there are things holding him back from his own mind his mind that he loves and cares for and wishes it be loved and cared for as well for what he is as a human

How is it in my own nature to forgive the species that ruined the perception what is my own purpose as a human being ruined by issues and consequences and connections along with mistakes and failures and misgivings from both sides do both sides realize what can be obtained if everything is connected with heart and compassion and love do both sides realize the hatred and lies and chocies and descions being shown don't allow us to evolve as human beings as if human beings aren't allow to human and become before as if human being can't learn how to reach a point where they know who they are as a person will they allow this person to exist or does this person ruin the charcter they try to portrayal to give themselves false ideas and concepts eliminating possible growth do humans want to know the pieces of issues they can point out inside of them and know how to communicate them properly without hurting one another mind with damage such damage being given is never a good thing to witness in humans seeing humans not knowing or realizing who they are paints pictures of failure inside of me as if it's my job to save them is it my job to save the broken and wounded is it my job to help the manipulative and dishonest creatures is it my job to make sure who is honest and who is wrong is it my job and principle to witness a human knowing how to help and reach a point where I can be proud of them

A human who wants to be valued loved and cared for is afraid of knowing what if there aren't any humans who will love care and cherish and understand him is he allowing his own desires and decisions to allow him to reach a point where he mustn't allow them to be solved but embrace and communicate them mustn't his own descions have regrets and failures in his value that he doesn't credit himself for what he has given towards humans mustn't his givings bring some kind of reward for his actions cause if he receives the love and heart and care he craves will he remember those humans who give it to him or will he reject to look for something more valuveable for him mustn't he look for something more for he doesn't know how to receive when all his life he only gives is he ready to receive what he craves or is he not allowing himself to be forgiven for the issues and actions he partakes inside of the nature in his own mind that critiques everything and everyone around in hopes to create a gap where he is supreme and everyone is down below isn't he ego driven by his own morals that he even forgets what kind of man he ways to become mustn't he realize that no one is below or above him nor is he a God or a chosen entity but he is a human who is as flawed as everyone around him he should bring to himself what he hopes to see in others he must learn to understand and valvue himself in the humans he remains to be is he allowed to be understand or is he even worthy of being understood or is he even a human who wants to be understood or is he even a human who hopes to see others understood

Is there a judgment call for his own foolish ideas and concepts or will he not eliminate what makes him human but understand and realize who he wants to be and who he wants to invest in himself as someone who knows what is only destined for himWhat makes me reconsider and recognize issues and mistakes that redefine my own values and morals into questions and answers to not discredit my own issues but to define such issues and consequences to notice what is the best situation to handle what ever comes in the events that happen internal and external weither or not certain events happen is truly on descions on others for I don't control such desions even if some descions leave to wonder where is the heart and love and care to help one another instead of deceiving and ruining each other futures do my own values and morals belong apart from each other or in between my own soul and heart inside that reach a point where control of my desires and passion and compassion are necessary do my desires and compassion follow the command I must follow to speak my own morals and values into others must I have a condition for everyone to be the same human as me for naturally flawed I am will I be mistaken to hope other stay the same or change patterns and paths for me such foolishness and nonsense can't only save me from my own needs and selfishness mustn't not do damage and regret to give myself small happiness mustn't I give happiness to my own self trapped into self sabotaging decisions colliding with my own wants for they stay confused for what I be prepared to encounter and survive without others around or will those others not be able to find humans like me who hope to only see the best in others but only sees disappointment in the world he views as a flawed individual himself

Creatures of value and morals can u wish to be more of despair and fear and loathing to your fellow humans do u wish to be excused from the right to be able to understand and focus on dreams and visions planning to spend outcomes on foolishness and nonsense doesn't someone matter more to u as another's subject more then someone with actual love and heart do u wish to see humans as miserable and misguided creatures never focusing on there own beliefs and actions before speaking on such unsuccessful desires unsuccessful morals must there be a sense of purpose to the principles to there own failures and destruction as if the human u falied to notice is someone inside nightmares and lies someone inside misery and distant someone inside distance and disappointment someone more feeling righteous and more questioned and more critical on those who seem to be more or less above or lower then him are those lower then him worthy of keeping around or will there be such a discount and distatse for whatever outcomes that comes before you mustn't you yourself have responsibilities and consequences to the lies and manipulation done by yourself isn't not right to be uphold to the standards played and said by yourself that u mis the point of such views and control to be in line of views said by you mustn't there also be judgement to you as well mustn't there be a figure of issues solved and done by you teaching and not to be the teacher isn't so righteous by you isn't it for the teacher himself is as disturbing and disregarding as everyone else is not to notice what everyone else is doing not pathetic as well but to realize I as well hold time wasted efforts and time wasted poteinal for time is not wasted by teaching or being the teacher but to be able to understand everyone desires and morals and values if there is even is any as if there isn't any in me for I shall not allow anyone to be withhold from my own words but to place words on to me for balance

Might we be replaced by our own values thus not noticing pieces being withdrawn from the hand of disaster ones disaster claims justice and safety but is it ones intentions to be withhold from such desires and decisions absorbing mind tricks dancing in shapes of good and evil qualities thus creating heart love and joy into my own creation of beautiful darkness not defeating and eliminating ones who past from there own mistakes and failures being taken into consideration must we take care with passion and compassion not with naive nature but with intentions that claim our own clarity and perspective thus creating such principles that we may bring ourselves along to hear and understand ourselves and learn our own principles and morals without there being a connection that disspoints us and our desires mustn't we be trapped into our own needs for connection and love and intimacy we forget ourselves actual in the mirror of wishing existence not wishing in beauty of nature that is feeding but nature that is feeding our love and happiness from each other do understand ourselves and learn to embrace our own good and evil qualities not to justify any dishonest actions nor good actions that may play a part in our decision making but rather create human beings who love and embrace humanity but how does humanity really saves us from the world own sickness upon the sayings of such other beings who may never even step a line in a mirror that is calling them out but will they ever receive messages in minds they are in but minds they have yet to discover are there minds never to be embraced are there minds never to be noticed never to be destroyed but also never to realize the underlying reasons and problems beholding inside of there hearts

Bring love and care and passion to what you understand cause no matter how misunderstood you are as a human u may be understood by the values and morals you have made by yourself such morals and values being not used and formed and corrected by in ways that may be deveceving towards the nature you have upon yourself but that nature that u corrupted and misunderstood yourself at first glance may be trapped and taken from you for what is understood can only be changed and established towards you for that existence you choose to be with has its roots and responsibilities may not there be another human who will love and understand you but you can learn to love and understand yourself you can learn to be involved and learn to embrace what is only faded and given by nightmares and negative faded by love and joy faded by mortality and compassion faded by understanding the love u have to reach is something within yourself for that love and happiness that you may learn to be inside of you the love u have for others will only mean to love and care and bring then joy no matter the condition and consequences from what they can or can't understand but what they can have are interpretations of what human I am may or may not there be love towards but learn to love what is only inside of me to love and care for what I have to offer and to reestablish certain sayings to my best ideas those ideas can either collapse or be broken but no destruction and distant will ever take away the love I have for the human world no matter the hatred and disspontiment I have for some I can learn to love all for all there efforts and considerations never to not notice what I have seen from others but learn to be involved in another human life and help and take care of them in ways that I can