Book 4

How is it in my own nature to forgive the species that ruined the perception what is my own purpose as a human being ruined by issues and consequences and connections along with mistakes and failures and misgivings from both sides do both sides realize what can be obtained if everything is connected with heart and compassion and love do both sides realize the hatred and lies and chocies and descions being shown don't allow us to evolve as human beings as if human beings aren't allow to human and become before as if human being can't learn how to reach a point where they know who they are as a person will they allow this person to exist or does this person ruin the charcter they try to portrayal to give themselves false ideas and concepts eliminating possible growth do humans want to know the pieces of issues they can point out inside of them and know how to communicate them properly without hurting one another mind with damage such damage being given is never a good thing to witness in humans seeing humans not knowing or realizing who they are paints pictures of failure inside of me as if it's my job to save them is it my job to save the broken and wounded is it my job to help the manipulative and dishonest creatures is it my job to make sure who is honest and who is wrong is it my job and principle to witness a human knowing how to help and reach a point where I can be proud of them

A human who wants to be valued loved and cared for is afraid of knowing what if there aren't any humans who will love care and cherish and understand him is he allowing his own desires and decisions to allow him to reach a point where he mustn't allow them to be solved but embrace and communicate them mustn't his own descions have regrets and failures in his value that he doesn't credit himself for what he has given towards humans mustn't his givings bring some kind of reward for his actions cause if he receives the love and heart and care he craves will he remember those humans who give it to him or will he reject to look for something more valuveable for him mustn't he look for something more for he doesn't know how to receive when all his life he only gives is he ready to receive what he craves or is he not allowing himself to be forgiven for the issues and actions he partakes inside of the nature in his own mind that critiques everything and everyone around in hopes to create a gap where he is supreme and everyone is down below isn't he ego driven by his own morals that he even forgets what kind of man he ways to become mustn't he realize that no one is below or above him nor is he a God or a chosen entity but he is a human who is as flawed as everyone around him he should bring to himself what he hopes to see in others he must learn to understand and valvue himself in the humans he remains to be is he allowed to be understand or is he even worthy of being understood or is he even a human who wants to be understood or is he even a human who hopes to see others understood

Is there a judgment call for his own foolish ideas and concepts or will he not eliminate what makes him human but understand and realize who he wants to be and who he wants to invest in himself as someone who knows what is only destined for himPrinciples and power where does one princple ruin someone power due to there own inability to collect and subtract what is given and what is deserved doesn't being given has its valuve and not valuve or does it values come across as restraints combating with nonsense doesn't someone nonsense climb through mind and feelings surrounding itself confused with meaning and punishment in order to remain as a individual with qualities between good and evil as the evil reach its own values and morals so does good with its own purpose and pain and suffering all that happens is defined in what happens in good and evil qualities so does the good have its own hatred and tortement and meaning or does everything seem to be badly misunderstood by chocies that are being picked by the user not owned in problems and dishonesty but by misery and distant as does the evil have its own lies and deceiving wounds that crawl between decisions designed as destruction is such destruction allowed to have itself be healed and cared and loved for as cherished through pain and cherrised in darkness there comes a mind cherished in love what kind of love does it want what kind of love must it have to feel what kind of love must be realized in order to remain forgiven and direct determination does such values exist now in the mind regret and retreating in habitat can it be broken can it be possible to love a creature who is misunderstood and mistreated from inner and younger age to his own behavior despite knowing what caused alll the behavior to be known his behavior so happens to be seen and seeked in his own willingness to love himself in the creature he is

Depending on finding and discussing what is flawed and what is loved and what is only required to be forgotten