How difficult can it be to marry my first love?!

“How difficult can it be to propose and marry my first love? I could do it in the blink of an eye. I go to her and say I love you and seal her lips with mine. Very simple!” That’s what he thought in his innocent teenage days. But when he missed the first chance to confess his love, and the further attempts he made failed horribly in the future, he realized how foolish his thoughts were! “It is difficult, indeed! In fact, very much difficult!!!” Days became months, and months turned into years. Till the end, he could not express his love for her, and they went their separate ways. Or, to be more precise, she left the country to explore the world while he went to another city to secure his future. When he just thought everything was over and accepted his fate that he could never meet his crush again, she sat in front of him to plan his wedding with another woman. Even today, he could feel that she still had the power to make him lose himself and go weak in his legs. ‘Should I tell her now?’ Just when he was about to lift his head, his fiancee kicked him on his legs. “I am sorry! he was never like this before. I am not sure why he would behave as if he is not interested in this marriage,” His fiancee complained to his crush. His heart sank as he saw the person who was seated opposite him had no reaction on her face after hearing that.