RJ & Dave walks past me into school as I'm daydreaming about what life would be like if I could be them. My bestie Lily comes over yelling earth to rose hello rose snap out of it!
I just laugh saying sorry then we walk to class the day goes by fast as the last bell rings and I'm stuck going back to that dreadful place I'm forced to call my home for the next 3 years. Oh, how I wish dad was coming back or would have just took me with also.. I remember asking my birth giver once when I was 7 if dad was ever coming back for me, she kicked me down the stairs and told me to never speak of him again. Then yelled he's never coming back for you he left because of you, your a useless good-for-nothing little bitch. I still cry to this day thinking about that night. I'll be 16 in three weeks maybe I'll just run away.
"Smack"
I grab my face. Oh god, what did my daydreaming get me into this time? I look up to see May & her friends laughing, while Mark is staring at me with the most hateful look on his face yelling something at me. He hit me so hard that my ears are ringing and I can't hear anything from it. I look over & can see RJ & Dave standing there with pissed-off looks on their faces which I don't know why any other time they just walk right past like nothing is happening.
"Smack" then "kick to my stomach"
Dave is now pushing RJ away with the help of a few friends. Mark gets down in front of me grabs me by my hair and yells you ugly worthless mutt. Wtf are you still doing here take your ass home I'm sick of seeing your face. My room better be cleaned and there better be tacos ready by the time I get home. Now fucking move or you won't eat for the next year. I run to lily's grab Dovey then home as fast as I can and cut through the football field. I clean Mark & Mays's room then run downstairs to start making steak tacos with chips and homemade salsa.
I make myself & Dovey a plate first and run it out to my shad because We're only allowed the leftover scraps but hey what they don't know won't kill them. Then I run back inside and set the table just as the heartless bitch and her offsprings walk in from work and whatever they were doing. I run back out to my shad & eat real fast so we don't get caught just in case for some unknown reason they come to beat me up again.
At about 8:30 pm everyone goes to their rooms like always so I head inside and clean up they didn't leave any food tonight so thank god I made us some first. I can hear the birth giver & May talking about me, May sounds sad asking why it has to be this way. Why can't we just go back to being a family? How it wasn't my fault dad left the bitch slaps her and tells her if you don't wanna end up like her I suggest you STFU and do as I say.
I sneak back out of the house and into my little shed and lay on my mattress May gave me 6 years ago when she got a new one & lay down next to my sleeping Dovey. After hearing their conversations it got me wondering if May loves me and puts on an act so the birth giver & Mark don't treat her like me. I lay down in my bed wondering why they hate me so bad. I need to get away soon for the Safety of my daughter.