PAIN

Dear stranger, i know how you feel 

I see you trying hard to cover up your pain, those about to cry eyes from others , to pretend it doesnt hurt to breathe. That, with every beat of your heart , your chest aches. the pain feels so deep, so primal, that you dont know if you will survive it. 

you are drowning , drowning in emotion, drowning in a tide of what you feel you cannot control. i see you suspended in your loneliness, choosing to wallow in your pain rather than swim to shore. 

Your friends call out to you from the shore; they reassure you that you do not need to face the pain alone anymore. And i see you turn your back on them, crying in shame, deeply uncomfortable with what is happening . 

I know you fear both the safety of their support and the comfort of being alone. 

i know you want to cry but cant 

 i know you want someone to share the pain but you cant 

i know you want to be loved and given attention at the time like that but there is no one 

but i am here , i see you 

i will wrap wrap my blanket of positive affirmations around you and together we will create warmth. 

i will encourage you to write down all the things that are causing you pain and help you find peace 

i will be here for you

to help restore your positive energy 

all you have to do is make a new start 

love yourself and share the pain so you can heal better 

your new beginning is awaiting you 

love from here