2 Not a fiction anymore

It's been two years since I was in this world. No matter how much I was shocked, I gradually accepted the matter that I have reincarnated in the Harry Potter world.

And these past years go by spending eating, shitting and sleeping.

Sometimes I wonder which one is worse, sentenced to hell or reincarnated into a baby with an adult mindset.

Being a child is torturous on its own. I have no control over my body. Not able to vocalize my thoughts, poor control over my bowels, and my limbs are so tiny.

Fortunately for me, Susan was there for me, though she is only three months older than me. All I have to do is mimic Susan's action so I won't get into any trouble.

I had a lot of time other than sleeping. I used it to meditate to clear my thoughts. Man, it was so hard to concentrate my thoughts when meditating some time I drifted into sleep, sometimes being with Susan makes it harder. She won't leave me alone at all, always clinging to me I think sometimes she cries just to attract my attention.

Sometimes I tried to sense magic. It was way too harder than clearing my head.

I can feel its presence like the air around me other than that I couldn't do anything much.

Susan began to talk after a year she was born. Rather than talking it was more like mumbling, Following Susan's lead, I just mumbled which made Amelia happy.

Amelia on other hand she was with us all the time but it all changed a year ago, when

Voldemort, the dark lord travelled to the Godric's Hollow and with the Potter's Fidelius Charm broken, he simply walked into their home. Once inside he proceeded to murder James and Lily Potter, with a Killing Curse.

Sirius Black was arrested for his betrayal of the Potters, the murder of twelve Muggles, and the staged murder of Pettigrew. As a result, Sirius was sent to Azkaban, for life long imprisonment. Sirius' imprisonment hits Amelia hard, she joined the Ministry of Magic and she starts spending more time in the Ministry of Magic to help Sirius.

I think Sirius doesn't even know he had a child with Amelia. He has been spending the past two years hiding in Godric's Hollow with potters.

Amelia already taught us how to read and write Latin and English when we are five years old. As time passed Amelia started to spend more time in ministry it also gave me enough time to learn magic and experiment on my own.

First, I want to learn Occlumency to protect my mind. Why? First, I reincarnated in this world with some of my memories. If it was known to others they will jump on me any second to do experiments. Why? Cause its magical world and everyone wants to live a longer life and find secrets of life.

Secondly, I know this world is fictional in my previous world and I happen to know future events of this world and I want to control it. So if I want to protect my mind, I have to learn Occlumency, This world has many people like Snape, Dumbledore, Voldemort who can read minds of others at their will and can influence them using Legilimency. And there is a sorting hat in Hogwarts which can read the mind of all students during the sorting ceremony.

Even though Harry potter struggles to learn Occlumency in his fifth year, well since I have been meditating all these years it greatly helps me in learning Occlumency.

It turns out the first step in learning Occlumency is clearing my mind and emotions

Occlumency is not part of the normal curriculum taught at Hogwarts and appears to be a rare and difficult skill, Considered to be an obscure branch of magic despite its usefulness.

More advanced Occlumency involves suppressing only the thoughts, emotions, and memories How do I know all that? Since Amelia is spending her time in ministry, I have a lot of time on my hands and I have access to the library at my home.

The basic concepts of magic are fairly simple — even a two-year-old wizard can do some form of magic, accidental magic. They are prone to using magic accidentally when feeling angry, scared, or confused, as a form of self-defence. They typically have no control over this magic.

Since I've been practising Occlumency, I can fairly control my mind and emotion at my will and sense the magic-using it. Theoretically Controlling magic into my body helps me strengthen my body. So I tried using it on my right eye as an experiment. Over the days my vision in my right eye improved than my left eye. I can figure out things in the dark using my right eye.

I also used a small amount of magic on my mind over years hoping it would strengthen my Occlumency shields to prevent others from entering my mind. I know it's reckless of me to use magic to strengthen my mind which can result in myself becoming a vegetable. The alternative is to ask someone to perform Legilimens on the mind to strengthen my Occlumency shields.

I would risk a chance of one being a vegetable than allowing someone to access my mind.

Using magic on my mind also helps me in organizing my thoughts and memory.

I also developed eidetic memory which proved to greatly boost my studies and my experiments using magic. Well, I think I become emotionally stunted since I use magic in mind. Who needs it anyway right? Emotions are overrated. It also becomes harder to feel since I have greater control over my emotions. Does this make me a sociopath?

It also becomes harder to distinguish emotion that I feel and that I process. sometimes It makes me wonder do I really laugh at joke cause its funny or I just laugh it just a joke.

No need to dwell on it now all I need to do is strengthen my mind to prevent sorting hat access to it.

Improving my Occlumency skill led me to finer control of my magic. While strengthening my body using magic I discovered I'm a Metamorphmagus two years ago.

A Metamorphmagus is a witch or wizard with the rare ability to change their physical appearance through sheer will alone, without the need of Polyjuice Potion or spells.

Metamorphmagus is a rare innate skill of the black family. All Metamorphmagus have a black family heritage in one way or another.

Now I cannot barge into the black family to learn more about Metamorphmagus. Getting into the black family has to be planned thoroughly. Nymphadora Tonks attends Hogwarts so I get in contact with her when I reach there and she will be in her seventh year of Hufflepuff.