What happened?
*****Flashback********
It was a break for us. I went to stand on the staircase, normally students aren't allowed in that area. Most students go there to smoke or even have sex. I was standing there when I suddenly felt someone pulling my hair from behind..
"Fuck who's that!"? I shouted.
"Who's that? Did you think you could hide forever,you outcast, Killers daughter"
I have a habit of biting my fingernails when I can't control myself. It's like a ticking bomb, I have to endure by myself then the victim will survive.
I pulled her from behind and threw her to the floor. I felt as if I was being possessed, seeing her scratch my hand , that little blood oozing out made me dangerous.
I grabbed her collar and slowly squeezed her neck " Die! Die!" I said angrily.
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"Your mum told me you went to train this morning, I have been waiting for you and here you are lost in thought,you haven't even touched the rice I brought to you" Pat said.
" Oh yeah, umm... Umm... Sorry. You know how exhausted you become after training. I had a spar too, by the way, where's mum" I said.
She replied " she won't be home sayin' there's something she has to do".
She covered the rice, took it to the kitchen… I joined her to wash my hands,
" What truly happened between you and that girl?" Pat asked.
Pat is a kind that always trusts her haunch.
She went on saying " I just saw her hairpin in your drawer, it was said to be missing during investigation, it had blood on it, suspiciously covered in a white rubber".
I pulled her to the corner and said " it's nothing, do you also think I am a monster.".
She took my hands off her and said " No, I'm just looking out for you. Remember I am going to be a prosecutor once I pass my GED. I know you can't harm her. But what will you do about your acute dementia".
After having our dinner, which I know you'll think I like food but no, I just ate a little and my stomach seems to be messing up now.
" As if you know me. Let me take a dump and get back to you" I said.
* Water flashes*
Pat suspiciously searches through Gramel's wardrobe. She removes every single dress to find anything that can prove she's right about Gramel killing the girl.
Gramel enters her room, switches off the light without noticing Pat was under the bed, she throws herself on the bed only to hear Pat moan in pain.
"Ouch! How could you not notice?" She shouted, getting out of the bed.
I glanced at her and said "Why were you searching through my stuffs"
I thought you're frying an egg in the kitchen, I even told you, I went to take a dump..." I added,faking a smile.
"I didn't because I noticed you were full, no need to prepare whatnot when you aren't feeling hungry" she replied.
Pat went to take her shower since she will be spending the night at my house. She wears her transparent light peach nightwear. She jumps onto the bed...
"Hey, how do I look tonight?" She asked me with her eye calling for something which I can't tell.
I gave her the pillow asking her to quietly switch off the light and sleep.
She did so, I thought there was silence until I could feel a hand moving on my thighs, removing my pants. The bedsheets raised as if someone was under me.
"Pat is that you?" I asked with a whimpering voice.
She giggled and said " well, I thought you wouldn't enjoy it. You know I like girls and I can't sleep by you without getting what I want. Please understand.
I couldn't do a thing lying there, feeling her hands around my thighs, she threw my pants out. She removed the blanket on us and threw it aside too.
She parts my legs with his hand, slowly kissing upwards until she reaches my lower stomach. She clenches her hand leaving one finger stretched out,I stare at the ceiling.
"Use this to cool down okay. And I'm sorry" she said.
She slowly pushes her finger inside my pussy.
It didn't exactly hurt but I want to feel more, guys, it's just friends making out. "More" I whisper,but in the silence she seems to hear me.
She continued with the one finger, I could hear myself breathing heavier and that's when I felt myself stretch more.
"Pat! Pat! Stop!" I shouted and woke up.
"What's wrong with you, Gramel?" She asked.
"Damn! Why did you have such a nasty dream! This is boring, why is my sex life deteriorating? "I whispered.
Pat switched on the light,heard what I whispered and said"I bet you had a nightmare, get back to sleep, it's another day for tomorrow" .
I wondered why I had such a nasty dream with my friend.
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It's another day and it's my final test today. Once I'm able to pass, I'm entering college but then what can someone like me pursue.
I wonder if there's anyone in the world like me.
I and Pat arrived at the school entrance looking at all parents wishing their children best since that's the final exam for the GED.
Gramel, this is the passport of the world you will be entering in!.
Pat came from behind and hit me on the head " oops! Sorry, when is your mother coming back, I heard she bought that American lottery ticket" she said.
I nodded my head as a reply to her question.
She then continued to ask " which course will you wish to study at college".
I turned a deaf ear to her question and headed to the hall where the exams will take place.
But I wish to study medicine, you know once I get to study medicine, I might be able to figure out how and if the doctor's test was correct and it can or not be treated.
I have heard a lot about college life, so from this day after the final test I will start to study emotions.
Everything is a mess in the word.