Why?

I am finally awake! Good- old self. Hello pain and agony!

I wish I could bring back what was done. I wish I never met you and even knowing you. YOU left me without saying a word. Left me with all the pain of why can you leave me like this? All I did is to love you with no hesitations yet you left me thinking how worthless I am. Hoping to be okay. My heart aches a thousand time whenever I remember you. Everything I touch anything it all reminds me of you. And all I want is to escape of all this to bring myself back. Its been 2 years and I can not forget you. Why do you still stay on my mind? Why do you hunt me in my dreams?

All questions in my head, why could you just drop me and leave. Having a new life full of life. Trying to dry my eyes from all the tears. Thinking how all of this started. I wonder what made me fall for you. Memories flashing back to me. I know that.....