7 Chapter 7: True Despair

My brain is almost frying at the moment, even with my Six Eyes I can't tell what this baby needs. Even worse? My mom and dad left me alone with the butler to solve things.

"Mom why did you have to leave me here?" I asked myself trying to calm the crying baby down.

"Yoshi, yoshi. Calm down Azumi calm down, your onee-chan is here." I said caressing the baby's head.

She suddenly grabbed my index finger and started wrapping it around her hands. Hugging it to her chest, she then calmed down and fell asleep. All she needed was this? I even tried giving her baby food, milk, and everything a baby I could eat in the house and all she needed was my finger. Speaking of my finger, how was I supposed to leave with her asleep. Ah, I just self destructed.

Using my reverse cursed technique to heal my brain, I was one step away from perfecting it. Something was missing and I didn't know what it is. I was using positive energy yet something was missing, even in my past life I could not figure it out. Well, time will give me the answer soon.

I wonder what Misery is doing right now, probably doing something better than what I'm doing. Speaking of Misery, I wonder what her mom's quirk is. I know she isn't normal and she is almost equal to my mom. Yomi and my mom never told me their full capabilities, one day I'll ask.

I heard the entrance of the house open and loud footsteps could be heard. It was my dad, I could always tell since my mother's footsteps were silent, while our butler's footsteps were...wait did he even have footsteps? I don't know anything besides his name, so many mysterious things in this house. Well I can't blame them, I was a reincarnated person in this world. I didn't have the right to criticize.

Slowly removing my finger, being careful so Azumi wouldn't wake up, I made my way to the living room where my dad was.

"Hey dad, what does a baby usually need when the baby is crying?" I asked cause I simply did not know. I could raise her to be a monster but my mother's wrath is a demon goddess, I did not want to get punished. I shivered at that thought.

"I don't know." said my dad. An immediate reply, as expected the most intelligent person right now is not home.

"You really don't know anything huh dad?" I asked.

"Well, I don't have motherly instincts so I wouldn't know." said my dad.

"Motherly instincts...so if I were to obtain sisterly instincts I'd know what my baby sister needs?" I said.

"Uh, I don't know about that but you should try it." said my dad turning on the TV.

"ALL MIGHT has defeated another group of villains!" said the reporter.

"All might?" I said in a confused tone.

"Yeah, he's currently the number 1 hero in japan right now. He's know as the Symbol of Peace." said my dad.

"All might huh?" I muttered to myself.

Since I didn't meet him in person, I don't know how strong he is through my eyes. Symbol of Peace? Soon that symbol will fall and everything will break apart, just like how Satoru will one day be gone and things will start to turn around.

-Somewhere in a seal-

"Achoo, is someone talking about me?" said the other Gojo.

Heroes and villains, they exist because of one's ideals. The evil consider themselves good and call the good evil. After all, it's all ideals and their actions. For me, I like to remain neutral. Something like heroes and villains aren't my thing, after all. Why would I need to follow someone else's ideology when I can simply follow my own since I'll be the strongest?

I wouldn't care if a person hurt or killed another person, though if a person hurt someone that I cared about, their existence will be removed.

Well enough of that, my mom's home!

The door opened but there were no footsteps, I knew it was my mother. She was placing the bags on the kitchen counter, I guess it's baby food?

"Honey, can you put these in the cabinets?" my mother asked.

"Yeah, you can rest on the couch." said my dad turning the TV off.

"Thank you." said my mother sitting on the sofa next to the couch I'm on.

"Mom!" I exclaimed jumping to her.

But I didn't meet her arms, I met the floor and my forehead stung a bit.

"Mom?" I said looking up meeting a stare that could kill.

"Behave yourself." said my mother sternly.

"Eh, eh?!" At the moment, something broke in me that even the ultimate reverse cursed healing technique couldn't even heal.

I fell on my back with my heart shattered in pieces.

"Go to your room." said my mother.

It was only 4pm though, but I nodded and obeyed. If I didn't, who knew what would happen.

I'm on my bed, clutching my broken heart that my mother broke without any hesitation. Ah, the world has become so dull, what did I live for again?

Then I drifted to sleep in despair that I've never felt before.

I woke up with gentle strokes touching my hair, I was in someone's lap. Looking up I saw my mother.

"M-mother?" I said.

"Sorry about before, I had a long day." said my mother. She had a sad and tired voice.

"You don't hate me?" I said with a little doubt.

"Of course not, you're my daughter. I was tired coming back from the long line and carrying the bags back. Will you forgive me?" asked my mother.

"Of course!" I said happily turning towards my mother's stomach and snuggled. It was warm, everything became worth it again and it was colorful.

"Dinner's ready!" said my dad.

Surprisingly, my dad could cook but mom's cooking was the best. I went to get my little sister who had already awoken and was sucking on her thumb.

"Come on Azumi, dinner's ready." I said carrying her.

She felt so light I could basically carry her with one hand but I would face my mother's wrath. That illusion ability she calls genjutsu of her eyes was too realistic.

I carefully placed her on her booster seat as my parents laid out the food. We ate and talked, it was normal. Then I was told this,

"Kazumi, don't you think you should make more friends besides Misery? After all, your birthday is on December 11th which is a month away. If we hold a birthday party, wouldn't you be lonely?" said my dad.

"Eh? But I only need my moth-" I shut up mouth when I turned to my mom who was giving one of those smiles.

"Alright, but won't I be busy? I have tutoring, training, and taking care of Azumi." I said.

"Don't worry, we'll take care of Azumi, you can train with your new friends, and you've solved everything correctly when the tutors gave you problems." said my mother.

Well she has a point.

"Alright fine, but where will I get new friends?" I asked.

"There's a park 2 blocks down are house, some kids go there to play sometimes in the afternoon. You should check it out when you have time." said my father.

"Yep, you can't stick with only one person." said my mother.

"Fine." I groaned.

I didn't mind, it was kind of a win-win situation. I get more friends, I meet strong people, then when I get to my strongest form, I'll challenge them. Win-win, I'm really a genius.

I spent hours in my room trying to figure what was missing from my reversed cursed technique, yet I could not figure i out. I was using positive energy and yet it was not working. I gave up halfway and started working on my other technique.

Soon, it was almost asleep. I laid down and felt someone next to me, turning around I was met with my little sister. When did she get here? Was I too focused that mom had slipped by?

Oh well, I guess I'll enjoy this.

That night a pair of sisters slept peacefully under the bright moon.

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