Rose : What it's like to be me

I am Julia's sister by birth, but emotionally, I was a sister to Alex and Julia both (Harper too, but it's not about him for now). It was really awkward for me. This whole situation. Updates till now: I had an argument with Alex just now. I told him to wait until I finish this chapter to truly know what it is for me. Both Alex and Julia are kids right now, but their actions, their feelings, Ugh... I can't even begin. Alex, I really want you to read this chapter, but I am not sure if you will because you loathe me right now. Please forgive me, for I am going to strip all our secrets away fast and painful like bandage. We both know it had to be done, but we hadn't had the courage to do it. I sometimes feel like it is too late but better too late than never. Right? Please comment below if you are reading it. Listen, dude, Julia is hurt since Harper is hurt, and every time she considers you, you yourself make her believe that she was wrong and she will always be wrong. I'll write full details later but please read this for now. As you know I am sick, I need to rest. I will come to it as soon as I wake up, but please forgive me. Comment me and message too. I miss the old chill, Alex. Let's talk later if you want to that is...