Traumas

(PoV MC)

I woke up looking at a metal ceiling, I didn't understand what was going on, but I think I understood most of it.

I was in a capsule, I woke up and they took me out, I looked around and saw that a person was staring at me cautiously, I didn't understand, but lifting the upper part of the body I soon felt a huge pain in my head and in the whole body, which forced me to lie down on the bed again, I couldn't help but scream as I held my head tightly

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaah!"

The person next to me who was sitting quickly got up, he moved as far away from me as possible, his eyes started to glow red, the pain only lasted a few seconds, but for me it was an eternity, when the pain finally stopped, the world started to speed up for me (His brain was so active from the memories coming back that it made him slow down the world around him)

I looked around again and ran to the nearest bucket, I threw up. My mind was working very quickly and soon all the information that was confusing to me was organized, as I processed it I ended up throwing up again, I-I killed people, that was something I would never be able to do, soon thoughts raced through my mind

'It was my fault? No, it wasn't my fault, it was the person controlling the body! But... the body is mine so the blame lies with me?'

I was just an ordinary college student who only wanted a good life for myself, but I killed people! It doesn't matter if they're bad or not, I just killed someone (He remembered his memories, even the smell and feeling in the place, that's why he's so over the top about it, he's feeling like he just killed someone)

My mind was overheating with guilt and various thoughts, but suddenly my mind calmed down (A/N: he was created to be a nomu so obviously they would test his brain to force him to calm down at certain times), even so the guilt has not disappeared and when I look down I have the slight impression of seeing the faces of those I killed

'Is this the burden of killing someone?'

Suddenly a voice brought me out of my inner reflections

"Have you calmed down?"

When I heard that, my face automatically turned to the owner of the voice, he was the same person who was watching me before, what differentiated him from his previous look is that now his eyes were scarlet red, and his bands he had wrapped around the neck were moving, if they told me we were in Naruto I would say with absolute certainty that he was part of the Uchiha clan, but from my analysis I understood that I was in the world of My Hero Academia, the recently released anime of heroes and villains I only watched 3 episodes

"What is your name?"

The voice asked me, I didn't answer because I was suspicious, is he a hero or a villain, I don't know for sure but I answered his question with another question

"Who are you?"

The person scratched his head and his eyes returned to normal seeing me completely calm, when his eyes returned to their original color I felt a connection with the sand, I wanted to test this sensation because it seemed to be a lot of fun but this was not the right moment, with this the fact that my connection to the sand only came back when the eyes of the person in front of me returned to normal, this made me assume that his Quirk has the ability to cancel the use of Quirks of others just by looking at people.

"I see, your reaction is normal... sorry for being rude, my name is Shota Aizawa, as you can see around, we are in a special room in a police station, and you boy? Do you have a name?"

"..."

I was silent, I didn't remember my name and the only things I remembered in my past life was your lived experiences, (Watching Anime, Movies, playing games and more) I can't remember my name, or even remember of my family became impossible, I was silent for a full minute but when I looked at my face being reflected in the metal I had made up my mind.

"…I was named Project Alpha, but you can now call me… Gaara"

"Gaara huh? It's a good name-"

Suddenly the room opens with a loud bang and with that a voice was heard.

"Entering the room like a normal person!"

'... since when is it normal to enter like that! you almost destroyed the door!'

I looked at him closely and recognized him right away by his height and smile, he is the character known as the world's #1 hero, All Might, seeing him all my caution was gone, I knew instantly that I was safe after all, in Anime All Might was portrayed as an extremely good person and that calmed me down a bit.

"Hello! Alpha Shounen! I am All Might, you don't have to worry anymore because I Am Here!"

Even with this introduction my face was unchanged, if it was earlier maybe I would have laughed at his entrance but with guilt in my heart and the bitter feeling coming from the experiments on me, I couldn't do anything but stare at him.

Aizawa also didn't express anything on his face and just showed a tired face. When All Might saw that, he ended up being a little embarrassed, I felt sorry for his situation, but what I thought before is still in my mind, with the arrival of All Might and his failed entrance, the room was completely quiet, in the place was developing a quiet atmosphere where no one said anything until...

"Turbo Hero, Ingenium has arrived with full speed!"

With the arrival of that voice another *Bam* was heard, again the door was opened strongly, I confess that the door seemed to be miserable now

(Door: Please Help Meee!)

"Don't worry young man you are safe now!"

"....Who?"

"Kuh!" (Emotional Damage)

After this moment the room again fell silent, and in front of me was All Might and the one I identified as Ingenium in a corner of the room wailing, I was impressed, after all, this only really happened in anime, because for me, this is more shameful than their input.

Aizawa who was next to me tried again to start a conversation, which I accepted, if we didn't say anything the atmosphere would get more and more awkward and uncomfortable.

"So Gaara… do you remember anything? What was going on there and why were you surrounded by corpses? And also that surprise of yours when you see All Might... seems like you've heard of him before."

Aizawa got straight to the point, when I heard that I ended up feeling guilty again, even though Ingenium and All Might's actions made me feel lighter, when I was reminded about it by Aizawa my face darkened, I didn't know what expression I was wearing, but probably it was threatening as Aizawa's eyes turned red again, Ingenium and All Might also turned serious

"... I believe that by being here you already know my origin... Before I passed out I was training with one of the people in the laboratory when I suddenly lost consciousness when the person said something offensive, when I woke up I was in the middle of several bodies, I went into shock and several memories entered my mind, I killed them all, it was not what I wanted but I ended up killing them, whether or not this guilt will never pass, you will probably arrest me, won't you? I accept any punishment-"

The more I spoke I was sure my face became more and more miserable, everyone was silent as I spoke but suddenly All Might came and hugged me

"No need to worry kid, you don't have to carry it all by yourself, after all, I Am Here! So don't blame yourself and let's carry this burden together!"

Those words if they were said in a moment of pure despair would probably make me cry, but hearing that felt some weight lifted from my shoulders

'So this is what it feels like to trust someone?'

"Thanks"

Coming out of All Might's embrace I answered his other question, I don't know how but my brain feels different, I can think faster and react much faster than any normal person, this was impossible for me before, which I find an interesting feeling , made up an excuse to pretend about why I knew All Might

"I know All Might because they told me I was created to defeat All Might"

When they heard that, they became more serious and stopped with the silly smile they were making, because they know that defeating All Might is not an easy thing, but even so they are creating weapons to defeat him, this just shows that I will not be the last to be created.

"Interesting..."

While everyone was in their personal reflections someone spoke, looking at the door we noticed two people standing still, a mouse and a dog man, I was surprised, I never imagined that I would see something like that with my own eyes, it made me think about how amazing Quirks are and mysterious, making me want to study them

"... And who are you?"

I asked without much caution because I had All Might by my side and he doesn't seem to have the wound that was previously shown in the Anime, this made me relax even more, in response to my question the humanoid mouse scratched its fur and replied

"hello Gaara, I'm Nezu, let's say I'm someone who went through the same thing as you, I'm the director of U.A, the greatest hero academy in the world, nice to meet you!"

"I'm Kenji Tsugarame, chief of police, nice to meet you young man, we have a lot of things to discuss about you"

------------Time Skip 30 min--------(sorry but I'm not good at creating discussions)

After 30 minutes it was decided through the efforts of All Might and Nezu that I would be under the custody of the two, because they found me to be an unpredictable being I was placed under extreme surveillance, which I do not find at all uncomfortable because I would take the opportunity to study about subjects related to the Quirks and society, the study of society was something imposed on me, as I couldn't go around without knowing how the most basic rules work.

So we come to the final topic... Who would be responsible for me

"Now that we've discussed most things I'd like to know who the boy should be with"

Kenji was the one who spoke first, obviously because he is the person closest to the law he has the necessary knowledge (not counting Nezu who is basically not part of any public body)

"If I may, Kenji, I would like to take care of him!"

All Might was the one who said it, I believe that because he felt responsible for my situation he wanted to take care of me, which I find very difficult to do

"Sorry All Might, but you are no good as a father, we know that since you are the #1 hero, you have a lot of responsibilities to the population, plus you can't even take care of yourself"

As I suspected he was turned down, All Might was shocked and depressed by the rating they gave him but I didn't care, Ingenium kept patting All Might on the back trying to comfort him. Ingenium was the next to speak

"What if my parents adopted him? He could stay with me and my brother, because he has someone his age, I believe he will adapt better to the current situation, if he has nothing against it "

I thought it was a smart idea if I was a normal kid (he's 24 years old mentally), but I'm long past the mentality of one so I would decline the proposal myself

"Denied"

Kenji was the first to speak again

"I understand that you would like him to live a normal life, Ingenium, but pay attention, when you found him he was surrounded by bodies, which he himself assumed he had killed, if he ever again entered a Beserk state, as we provisionally call it, and attacked your family while you are not around? Would you like to have your family taken away by him?"

"Kenji!"

All Might was the one who screamed when he heard Kenji's speech, his words were harsh but still true, what if I attacked his family? An innocent family, very different from the other people I've killed, could I handle the guilt of killing them?

Ingenium kept his head down, not knowing what to say, he just stood there, and probably in his mind the question arose, 'what if he attacked my family?'

"I understand that my words can be harsh All Might, even in front of the child, but it is still a possibility, it is very dangerous and it is still risky for the people around, I know it can be difficult to accept but it had to be said"

When they finished talking, they looked at me, I was calm, as if nothing was happening, this left them a little shocked, as they expected some reaction from me, but these answers were already expected by me, after all, not even I believe that there won't be one next time i will enter that state, seeing them without understanding i raised my arm and spoke.

"How about leaving me in Nezu's care initially? With him I can quickly learn about how life is in the country and how the rules work, I know that you are afraid of what might happen with me around, I don't judge you, that's why I'm giving my opinion, I stay under surveillance in the U.A. a place specially made for me while I'm watched 24 hours a day, when I finish my studies and after having some time without losing consciousness and the 'monster' killing everyone around, I'll be adopted by Aizawa and I'll keep him watching over me as I go out on the streets, from my analysis in the initial encounter with him, I saw that his Quirk has the ability to cancel other abilities when looking, so I follow Aizawa to all the places, simple no?"

Upon hearing my proposal, everyone became thoughtful, Aizawa seemed to have an even more tired face with my comment involving him, but that was the best thing I could think of at the time and the least risky one too

"I accept your proposal, you will have 2 months with Nezu in the U.A, until then try to adapt to life in society and understand it, with that I will allow you to leave with parole, and as you said before, we will make you be adopted by Aizawa, as he is the best option to keep an eye on you."

With that final decision, the meeting was finally over.

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Hello everyone, IsekaiFan Here, sorry for the delay but I've been busy these days with a lot of things that happened and work to do, I have a plan for the rest of the story, but I feel a little lost after this chapter, comment here for me know, should I do a time skip to the beginning of the canon? or should i continue the story with him as a 5 year old? I personally think it's better to continue the story without the time skip, but I confess that I'll be a little lost on the way, anyway, comment here and I'll take it into account

This Chapter have 2,7k of words, Enjoy!

Edit: At the end of the conversation everyone decided to leave and let me rest a little but before that All Might again slammed the door with a loud bang, which made me sweat a little

'Can you leave normally? I swear I'm listening to her sadness'

(Door: please no more)

Again the door was opened because All Might had forgotten something

(Door: I resign)

With that the door finally came off the nails and fell to the ground.