Pain mixed with ecstasy

Fifi let Winter smoke the whole cigarette to calm down. Knowing how bad-tempered she can be. 

 "Do you want to go out tonight?" Fifi asked her.

Taking the last puff from the cigarette before she put it down in an ashtray and turned to look at Fifi. "I will see if I can. I have a family gathering that I might need to attend. I will text you." She lied to her.

Fifi nodded her head."You know where to find me." She said before she stood up leaving for her work.

Winter wasn't a fool. She knew why Fifi asked her to go out. She must have noticed the new clothes and that she has been spending more money than usual. She wants to know the details but she can't allow that to happen. 

Winter was aware that whatever she was doing was wrong. But the dark side of her wanted to enjoy the thrill of wrong. She's attracted to this beautiful disaster. To that handsome stranger. Her body trembled, remembering their first time. His voice. His touch. The way he looked at her with eyes full of desire and lust. How turns weak with just one touch of her. All of these feelings were for her. Only for her. And she wanted it to last as long as possible.

It's been only a day since they last saw each other after that passionate morning they had and she was already missing him.

She was greedy and she knew it.

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Entering her apartment. Winter turned on the lights. Taking off her shoes. She walked towards the kitchen. Placing her bag on the kitchen counter. She opened the refrigerator and took out some cool water to drink before she returned it. 

Winter was about to walk out of the kitchen when her phone vibrated. Taking it out from her back jeans pocket. She checked the message as she walked towards her room.

[Are you free tonight?] It was a message from Aiden.

[Yes.] She replied.

[Then. I'm inviting you for dinner.] 

Winter runs her hand through her hair. Thinking about what to answer. She wasn't feeling like going out. So she replied…

[I'm exhausted. Why don't you buy dinner and come? On your taste.] She replied.

[Okay.] 

Putting the phone on the small table in the corner. Winter entered the bathroom to take a quick shower. After the shower. While she still hadn't dressed and was in her bathrobe. She was dividing the white powder in a straight line. When her fix was ready. She bent down and snorted it. Letting out a cry of pain. She closed her eyes. Enjoying the feeling of pain that was mixed with ecstasy. Lifting herself. She looked at herself in the mirror for a moment before she looked away and started to clean the bathroom so she wouldn't leave any evidence. 

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