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First Glance

/Intro/ I fell in love with her smile because it was odd- her words were sweet, but she looked strange. Her smile would unwind once she was alone, her eyes narrowed in tiredness, her legs looked weak, her arms almost dropping her books, and her stomach growling out of hunger, but- around others, she played the part of a hero with a smile. She saved many, helped others, defended herself, and took care of everyone, no matter what. She acted one way but was another- everyone saw her as a perfect doll, but I only saw a broken girl giving a smile for everyone because it brightened their days- her smile made them happy, and it made her happy too. He wasn't like regular people; he didn't push me aside- he kept me close. He wanted to hear me, see the real me, and that scared me. He was able to tell the truth, see what others didn't, fight for what he wanted or knew what was right, no matter what I did- he always saw the happiness... why was he ok with being rejected? Why was he ok with pushing me over the finish line? Why was he ok with losing? Why was he ok with anything I said? Why was he ok with me yelling at him? Why was he ok with me? Why did he want me? *First Glance* {|Warning: This story contains tough topics of suicide, abuse, mental illnesses, self-harm, s*xual talk, misleading ideas of romance, lgbtq, alcohol, drugs/overdosing, rape, trauma, etc. If you have a tough time with these topics- please stray away from this book. Rated PG +13.|} Extra Information: I did not create the graphic used for this story- my best friend made it, @dani_tales4u designed it. (Check her out on Wattpad because she is a really good writer!:) *Sorry I can't link her profile- It won't let me.*

Somethin_Sue · Realistic
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51 Chs

Late Notice and Extra 2 (Late Christmas Special)

Hi everyone! I know I haven't posted in a long while, and I'm so sorry- I was super busy with the holiday's buttttt- here is a little Christmas special since I'm finally back!

(This chapter is in Third POV omniscient meaning: This will roam freely amongst all the characters- seeing all their mindsets and such also- nothing in this chapter will be called back to the real story.)

Everyone was running around for the busiest time of the month- December, where kids smile for Santa and adults get drunk after a long day of crying wallets. The good days- Sue was gift wrapping everyone's presents and locking them in her closest till midnight, which is when she would essentially pass them out.

Ad soon came inside the house with a tree; Alyra and Nicole had boxes and bags full of decorations for the tree and home. They all knew Sue would be busy for a long time- fixing presents, so they took this time to do the house for a surprise.

Alyra, Nicole, and Ad knew this would be Sue's first Christmas since she's never celebrated, so they all wanted this to be special for her.

"YO!" The door was bashed open with a somewhat drunk J holding bags of food and kids behind him. "I GOT THE CHILDREN." he laughed a bit tipsy- "J, SHUT UP!" Everyone yelled at J, who gasped, closing the ears of the three younger kids. "You b*tches shouldn't say such things in front of kids." he grinned.

"Say's the guy who just cursed in front of kids." Alyra glared at him- "Look- their ears are closed. They can't hear sh*t." he said as J's sister looked at him with a smile- "We can hear everything." Jas- Sue's little cousin said with his little brother Nate behind him. "J-Justin- what's a b*tch?" Nate asked as everyone was shocked. "Uh- you want five dollars? Everyone want five dollars?!" J asked all the kids as they all nodded in happiness.

"Don't say any of the bad words you heard here today, and you can all get five dollars from cousin Addy," J said as Ad glared- J pushed the kids to Ad, and quickly Ad gave the money with a sigh.

"You all should go outside and play in the snow," Nicole ordered, taking them outside with her closing the good. "I hate you." Ad said to J as he shrugged- "You can't please them all."

/Time skip/

Soon J got bored- "Guys- where the h*ll is mommmmmmmm." "Sue is in her room- fixing the presents." Alyra blurted as she was hanging lights on the wall. "Alright- Imma go bother her." J jumped up- "How about you help us with this surprise instead?" Ad asked- fixing the tree. "Nah, you guys can suck my d*ck." J winked at Alyra, who rolled her eyes- "Too bad, I can't find it."

She and Ad gave off some laughs as J was a bit embarrassed but quickly got his confidence back- "Hey- we match! Flat *ss." He directed to Alyra- "You wanna fight?" Alyra asked as J shook his head- "Nah, but we can play bloody knuckles later."

"Bet." Alyra nodded, with J going upstairs and scaring Sue in her room. "Get dressed- I'm bored." He threw her a coat, shoes and then put a hat over her face- shoving her out of the room and into the living room- pushing her outside the house in the snow with the kids and Nicole.

"You think he's tipsy?" Ad asked Alyra as she chuckled- "When is he never?" "Fair enough."

Soon everyone came inside, having a jolly old time while Sue and Ad stared at the tree while the others talked. "Do you like it? We worked hard- well, Alyra and I did it." Sue smiled and grabbed Ad's hand, smiling. "I love it, Addy. Thank you." she leaned into his shoulder- happy.

"EWWWWW ROMANCE! Say it with me, kids-" J said as everyone started to say- "EWWWWWW- I'M SICK TO MY STOMACH." They all yelled- laughing. Of course, they had dinner with J getting more drunk- the kids messing with their food and the others yelling about monopoly. "Everyone- hold on. We must pray- to the pickle gods." J mentioned as everyone stared at him. "Not-again."

Let's be honest- I don't want to write J's pickle praying, so just- make it up in your head, but he end's up in a pickle suit.

We move to presents- Nicole gets a bunch of plushies and Asian soda's, Alyra gets some books, Ad gets a few tickets for a trip, the kids get video games or toys, finally bring Sue and J on the stairs together. She hands him a gift- "Merry Christmas." He smiled and ripped it open- finding seven pickle jars. He blushed, smiling. "Have I told you how much I love you?" he questioned as Sue ginned- "Yep." "Uh oh-" J's sister said-

"What's wrong, sis?" J asked as she pointed up; they both noticed a mistletoe above their heads with Ad glaring. "Um-" J seemed calm until Sue kissed his cheek- "You can't defy the mistletoe," she said as he blushed.

A knock on the door happened- letting Nicole go over and show a box. Opening it and finding a panda with a collar- the name "Asia was on it." A note was inside- "For the FG Crew- see you soon." Everyone looked at each other- "Welp- we are getting another one for sure." Alyra nodded.

/The End/

I hope you all enjoy this very dry chapter- I'm sorry it's late, and a story chapter will be posted (hopefully) on Friday. Happy late Christmas and Happy birthday, Alyra. The whole cast- especially me- loves you.<3. Adios, everyone, and I love you all! Bai!