198 The truth

Jack

I run out of the bathroom without even saying a word to him. I don't even know how to handle this situation. I didn't kiss him back but once Trick finds out about this; he is going to freak out. he is going to make a big deal about this and I might end up not even starting at that job. this is something I am finally excited about and I don't want to just let go of it so quickly.

I find Lance at the bar. He is talking to the bartender again. now I know that this was a bad idea. he is too drunk to even know what he is doing. I grab his arm and he turns around. I tell him that I want to leave and he just looks at me like a deer in headlights.

"Come on Lance, please can we just leave?'' I beg him. I don't even know how to explain what just happened. I am still trying to process it. Gill kissed me. 

I try to think back to earlier. 

did I lead him on or something?