199 Insecurities

Trick 

Time stops as those words escape his lips. 

in fact, at first, it feels like I didn't hear him properly. 

"What?'' I ask him to repeat what he just said because I don't want to believe those words. 

He sits up on the bed, the sheets pooling at his waist, and he looks at me. 

"Someone kissed me tonight,'' he repeats. 

after his words, it feels like there is a tugging in my heart. I just don't know how I feel about his confession. there is only one thought roaming through my mind and that is. 

"Did you kiss this person back?'' 

it feels like I am in a loop, one that I can't get out of. This feels heart-wrenching. I have never felt this way before. 

I have never felt so broken as I wait for him to tell me the truth. I don't want to hear him tell me yes. 

if he says no, then I will be okay. 

"No, I pushed him off immediately I realized what was happening.''