55 Panic Attack

Lance. 

The moment the door is closed, he pushes me to the wall and smashes his lips to mine. This comes as a surprise because I didn't even know this was what we came in here for. I thought he wanted to talk. He looks like he needs to talk. 

I try to get him off me but he is stronger than me "Ford, stop," I grab him by his waist and this time I succeed. He pulls back from me and a sigh escapes his lips. His eyes are closed as he rests his forehead on mine. 

I am confused. 

I don't know what to do or say. 

"What is going on? You know we can't do this here.'' I remind him. we agreed to be a secret. He can't be acting this way. It could jeopardize everything. I can't lose him right now when he is all I need. 

"Fuck,'' he cries out loud.