Chapter 6.1

Lillian:

With just one sip of the aphrodisiac, a heat began to course through my body, I didn't know if I could control my senses, I needed to ask Issac to leave so as not to force him to do something he didn't want to do.

- Lilian, are you okay? Your face is red.

He approached despite my requests for him to move away. However, when he touched me to see if I was okay, a huge desire took over me, I needed to push him away, but I wanted to possess him, I was hiding this desire, because I hadn't forgotten his touch that day. I informed him that the tea contained an aphrodisiac.

-  I'll call the doctor.

However, if this had been an order from the king, he would discover that I did not order Issac anything.

...

In Issac's eyes, Lillian was completely irresistible. She hadn't ordered anything yet, but it was as if her body was calling him. He didn't know if he had the right to touch her, but he needed to find some way to alleviate Lillian's symptoms.

...

Lillian:

I started breathing more heavily, I wanted to touch Issac's lips, but I needed to resist this temptation, my vision was losing control. Issac lifted me and carried me to the bed.

- I will alleviate your symptoms. I won't touch your lips, only if you allow it.

Issac laid me down gently and started kissing my neck. And he asked if I granted permission, I wasn't in my right mind, but I wanted him to alleviate these symptoms. Well, every time he touched me I wanted to feel his touch more and more. He kissed my neck, and then my lap, he gently slid his hand, lowering a strap of my dress. He touched my breasts, and an indescribable feeling began to take over me, his touch produced heat in my body. I didn't understand, I hadn't yet spoken a word, but he was touching me like that, as if he was touching the woman he loves. He slid his hand down my leg, and then he would move towards my lower part, for a moment I didn't know if I should let him continue, but the aphrodisiac was taking over my reasoning, could this be the feeling of someone under the influence of submission magic. However, I'm not acting against my will in a way. The expression that Issac was showing me was one of desire and I wondered if he was also under the influence of the aphrodisiac, he was doing all this by his will. And for a moment, I thought about giving in completely when he started touching my lower part using his tongue, in a way that I didn't even know what was happening anymore. And a pleasant feeling began to take over my body. And suddenly, when I saw his face dominated by pleasure, I wanted to kiss him, but I couldn't, I wasn't sure what feelings I had for him at that moment. If that was just a feeling due to the aphrodisiac. Then, he said my name in a way as if he loved me.

- Lillian, would you give me permission to continue?

By continue, he was referring to taking my first time, but this would also be his first time. I wanted to, but I didn't want my first time to be due to the emperor's whim.

My reasoning told me to stop, but due to the moment I wanted to continue until the end. I gathered strength, stood up a little and touched Issac's face and said:

- I would like you to continue, but this is not the right time.

He walked away for a moment, put a sheet around me and took me to the bathroom, where he got into the bathtub with me, he turned on the shower, as if he wanted our heat to dissipate.

He wrapped himself in a towel and said:

- I was doing all this of my own free will, and I do not regret any action. Then I will receive the appropriate punishment, princess.

Issac was absent, I can't understand Issac's actions, was he attracted to me? This is impossible. I don't remember all the details of the dream. However, despite being a concubine, he had not slept with me or developed feelings for me. He was just a figure to demonstrate this kingdom's sovereignty over the Lynx kingdom. I can't get Issac's expressions out of my mind.