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Dull Sky

I hate the sky. It’s just empty. I wonder why people liked to look at the sky. They say it’s relaxing,beautiful and blabla-. When I look at it, I get bored easily and it somehow irritates me sometimes. Why is it? Eugene sometimes thought that his life is empty. Other might look at his life and think otherwise. But somehow he feels that way and it concerns him. Thus a few events led him to a change of heart. But he wonders. Would his suicidal thoughts ever go away somehow?

Sonnetica · Realistic
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9 Chs

Double Trouble

*Thock* *Thock* *Click*

"OH MY GOD!"

Holy shit how the fuck does that even happen. Did no one even check flank?

After coming back home. I wasn't really tired since I just slept. So I chose to continue my night by playing my PC.

Call that double trouble. This is why my sleep schedule is in shambles. Though I can fix it up quickly but I don't bother to cause there's no need to fix it.

Anyway holy shit. That round just now is so braindead like I just pushed in and almost the whole team fucking died cause no one bothered to check flank.

The score's 11-10 and I absolutely don't want to play overtime. I'm carrying the team right now and I just hope the team does not sabotage me so hard. Like even Noah didn't have to carry this many animal.

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"OHH! OHH!"

I screamed out a relieved sigh after barely winning the game. We almost chocked the last round but my teammate somehow ended it cleanly.

'Ah I'm not playing another game.'

I closed the game and start opening the rthyhm game. Then I played a few songs just to warm up my hands.

After 1 hour or so. I also closed the game and just wtached youtube and listening to songs on spotify.

I opened the sliding door to the balcony and walked outside. 'The night is calm and cold as ever.'

I went through my pocket and brought out a box of cigarettes. I took one cigarette from it and put the box inside my pocket back.

I lit up the cigarette and started smoking it while going through my phone.

'Yesterday was quite hectic but I still managed anyway.'

'Sasha huh?'

I knew her when I went through her classes' decoration. There was the class members' polaroids.

I've seen her a few times in school anyway but I never knew her name until then.

She is somewhat pretty and since she wore glasses she is somewhat my type. Though if you ask me, I wouldn't date her.

Actually, is there even someone I would date? I've tried getting into a relationship with a girl earlier this year but I lost interest halfway and that made me feel bad.

I haven't talked to her for months now. She's from another school anyway so there's not much chance to talk to her.

But that thought me a lesson that I probably wouldn't last long in any relationship because I might easily lose interest.

But yeah, not that I would take advantage of the current circumstances to try date Sasha.

Welp, she probably doesn't even like me anyway given my reputation in school.

After the cigarette finished, I trashed it before going inside.

I went to the kitchen to get a glasses of water. While drinking slowly and leaning on the kitchens' counter. The door of Sasha's room opened.

'Ah'

'Why is she up right now? Isn't it still damn early?'

I thought that while we exchanged looks while she's coming towards the kitchen. To avoid the awkwardness, I quickly finished the water and went back into my room.

'What the hell was that?'

The timing she came out was really bad as I just finished smoking. The smell on my shirt was still strong and she probably smelled it.

There's not many in school that knew about me smoking especially girls. Not one girl knew about it to my knowledge.

Well if she smelled it I hope she doesn't go around telling everyone about it. I wouldn't really mind much about it but if it somehow get to the teacher there is bound to be trouble.

I rest on my bed and took out my phone.

The time is currently 5.33 a.m. Not a surprise if she wakes up now to study. Anyway it's supposed to be my sleep time now. So I set up the alarms before going to sleep.