CHAPTER 2

FERN'S POV :

4 YEARS AGO >>>>>

I was sleeping when I felt the whole bed was wet. I wake up and felt like I pee on the bed but I when, I get up it was not pee. My water line broke. I felt a sudden pain in my stomach. I look down and feel like I am about to explode.

I wake Ehtesham up. " Ehtesham , Ehtesham wake up The baby is coming." He wasn't waking up. I head outside and knock at the door of Uncle Murat. He open the door and looking at me he asked.

" Are you alright Dear." I shake my head and said " My water line just broke and Ehtesham is not waking up I am having pain." He nods and said " Stay on the couch I will wake him up. I nodded and he went to my room. "Ehtesham , EHTESHAM WAKE UP." He was sleeping like a dead person.

" AAGGHHHH,,,,AGGGHHHH .." He this time hit him with leg on his bum and he fall from the bed.

" What the hell is wrong with you Baba?" He make him stand up and said " You baby is coming she is in pain, Let's go." He came to me and held my hand and said " I am so sorry my dear, I was sleeping in deep." He pick me up and took me outside and took me to hospital.

" AAGGGHHHH,,,,,, AAAAGGGHHHHHHH.."

"PUSH BABY PUSH."

Ehtesham was with me in the labor room. He was holding my hand. After trying hard for an hour I gave birth to a very beautiful boy. Uncle came in and asked " May I ." I nodded and handed him the boy. He kissed him and said " He is so cute." I smile and said " Well Your partner is here please name him."

He nods and said " His name will be Asher." I nodded and said " That a beautiful name ."

PRESENT TIME >>>>>>>>>>>>

I was sitting on my bed. It's been two days now. I was thinking about my daughter. Ehtesham came to the room and said " Missing your daughter?" I nodded and said " We didn't name her yet." He smile and said " She is not that far we can name her let's go to her room. That's right we arranged everything in house for her because I didn't want my daughter to suffer the way I suffer.

We went to her room and sat in front of her and said " She is so little." He kissed at my forehead and said " So what do you want to name her. I smile and said " Bhiter." Ehtesham smile and said " That's a beautiful name." suddenly the heart machine started beating fast. I look over at her and then at heart machine.

" What is happening? Is she ok?" He tap my arm and said " Wait let me call the doctor." I nodded and he called the doctor. I was sitting looking at my daughter. The doctor came in half an hour. He checked her and said " I told you to shift her to hospital. She is weak." We agreed and took her to hospital through ambulance.

When we reached the hospital the doctors look after her and said " You can't take her from nearly for two months. She is weak and pre mature." I agreed with a heavy with a big stone at my heart. We left her at the hospital.

AFTER TWO MONTHS>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

I was decorating the whole house because today she is coming back. It was the last balloon that I was fixing on the wall. Asher asked " Mother who is coming? " I smile and said " Your sister." He nods and that's when the phone rang. It was from Ehtesham.

I pick it up.

E: " Hello "

F:" Yea"

E: Can you come to the hospital."

F : " Yeah of course the house is done."

E:" Don't high your hopes just come."

It really made my heart skip a beat. I don't know what to say or do. I took Asher with me and head for the hospital. When I reached there I went to the reception and find Ehtesham and asked " What happened?" He hug me and said " Let's go to the doctor's room. We head inside and sat in front of the doctor. The doctor smile and said " I told your husband that your daughter can't survive in the air. I told him that your daughter is unable to survive so it's better to leave her here."

I look over at Ehtesham and he said " It's for her own good. She will going to survive." I shake my head and said " No isn't there any other way for her." He shake his head and said " Please fill the papers and give us the responsibility or you can take her with you abd she will not going to be under our protection anymore."

I look over at Ehtesham and he said " Be brave Fern. Give her life, Don't take her life from her just because you want her to be with you." I look down and said " Fine, I am ready to sign the papers." He nods and doctor said " We want to tell one more thing." I look at him after signing the papers" Your right over this baby is over now. I f she passed away while treatment we will inform it you. Until then she is nothing to you."

My eyes widen in shock the thing that was blasting in my ears was my prayer" I don't want a girl." I prayed from God that never grant me a daughter. I stood up and ran outside.