30. I will always support you

Unknowingly while Lily and Jason reconcile happily, Raya already wake up and turn her head to see how dark out side. She slowly rise from her sleep and feel someone hold her hand, Raya turn her head to the direction of sleeping head that keep hold her hand tightly. Her eyes are glassy, hold the tears that slowly fall down to her cheek. Memory from the past slowly keep playing in her head. stopping her hand while she want touch Duncan head.

Duncan who half sleep felt someone present and slowly open his eyes turn up facing Raya who still staring him deeply. "Are you alright?" Duncan sit beside her right away while stroking gently her face worriedly. But Raya did not said anything, she just silence and keep staring him lovingly, hurt, lonely and empty. The past life keep hunting her and torturing her slowly.

"Raya, please tell me what you feel? don't scare me like this..." Duncan worry getting increase seeing her silences with flowing tears on her face.

"Please tell me, if I want hurt your beloved one, will you revenge back to me?" Raya question shocking him and make him confuse, "who beloved she mean?"

"What you mean with be..." Raya cut his words right away keep staring him with her emptiness eyes "If you said to me in the beginning Dora is the one you love....I am not going to marry you for sure." Her eyes full of hate and despair. Once that words come out from her lips, her tears could not hold again. She crying as hard as she could while keep hitting her left chest.

Duncan hold both of her hands to stop Raya hurt herself. He knows what happen in the past could not clean right away as he wish. Deep down his heart knows how many miserable thing that Raya has been through because of him. "You know... my heart is hurt, hurt so much. But the most hurt when I lose my baby unjustly; my unborn baby." Raya staring him hurt and hopeless making Duncan really can't hold the heavy guilty feel in his heart.

He pull her into his embrace, "Let's do what you want to do...revenge those who already hurt you, I will always support you, But please the only thing I want that you never leave me. Not in past life or this life or even the future life."

Raya eyes wide open suddenly hearing Duncan shocking declaration. " What....didn't Dora...she..." Raya disbelief about what have she heard and the sudden conclusion to her mind. "Don't tell me, you..."