Anxiety (2)

"We need you to use your power to heal Reagan, it's the only way to save him." William said.

"What? But that's impossible, he's already dying." She replied.

"No, he's not. He's just disintegrating. You have to use your healing powers to bring him back." William said.

"I understand." She replied.

She knelt down next to Reagan and put her hands on his chest, and a bright light engulfed his body.

"Come on, Reagan, fight." She said, gritting her teeth.

I watched as Reagan slowly started to come back to life, but he was still in bad shape.

"We need to get him to the infirmary immediately, or else he's going to die." William said.

"Yes, sir." I said.

I picked up Reagan and carried him to the infirmary.

When we got to the infirmary, the nurse told me to put him in one of the beds, and he would be taken care of.

"Will he be alright?" I asked, concerned.

"He will be fine, Sora, but he will need a lot of rest. He used up all of his energy when he used the Timeline Erase ability." The nurse said.

"Thank you, nurse." I said.

I sat next to Reagan, and I couldn't help but feel like it was my fault that he was in this condition. If I didn't ask him to use his ability, then he wouldn't be in this situation.

"I'm sorry, Reagan." I said to myself.

I put my head in my hands and started to cry. I felt a hand on my shoulder, and when I looked up, I saw Reagan.

"It's not your fault, Sora." He said.

"But it is, if I didn't ask you to use your ability, then you wouldn't be in this condition." I replied.

"Sora, it's not your fault, I chose to use my ability, it was my decision." He said.

"I know, but I can't help but feel like it's my fault."

"Don't worry, Sora, I'll be fine, I just need to rest for a bit." He said.

I nodded my head and left the infirmary, but before I left, I looked back at Reagan and I saw him smiling at me.

"He really is something." I thought to myself.

I walked outside, and I saw the sun was starting to set.

"It's been a long day." I said to myself.

I sat down on a bench and watched the sun set, and I couldn't help but feel like the world was a different place after everything that had happened.

"What am I going to do now?" I wondered.

I sat there for what seemed like hours until I saw Scarlett walking towards me.

"Hey, Sora, what are you doing out here?" She asked.

"Just thinking about everything that's happened." I replied.

"I understand." She said.

"How's Reagan doing?" I asked.

"He's doing better, he just needs to rest for a while." She replied.

I let out a sigh of relief and smiled. "Thank you, Scarlett."

"Don't thank me, Sora, I'm just glad that he's okay." She replied.

"So am I." I said.

"Well, I'm going to go back to my room and get some rest." I said.

"Alright, I'll see you tomorrow." She replied.

I got up and went back to my room, and I couldn't help but feel like something was wrong.

"I wonder what it could be." I thought to myself.

I tried to shake it off, but it was still bothering me.

"Maybe it's just the stress of everything that's happened." I said to myself.

I laid down on my bed, but I couldn't sleep. I just laid there, staring at the ceiling.

"What am I going to do now?" I wondered.

I got up and went to the bathroom to take a shower. The hot water felt good against my skin, and it helped me relax a little bit.

"Maybe I just need some sleep." I thought to myself.

I got out of the shower, dried myself off, and put on some clean clothes. I went back to my room and got into bed.

"I just need to get some sleep." I told myself.

I closed my eyes and tried to fall asleep, but I couldn't.

"Why can't I sleep?" I asked myself.

I tried to push the thought out of my mind, but it wouldn't leave.

"I need to find out what's wrong." I thought to myself.

I got out of bed and walked around the dormitory, hoping that would help me fall asleep.

"Maybe I'm just stressed." I thought to myself.

I went outside and looked at the moon. It was a full moon tonight, and the sky was clear.

"Maybe I just need some fresh air." I thought to myself.

I walked around the campus, trying to clear my mind, but it didn't work. I went back to my room, but I couldn't sleep. I laid awake all night, trying to figure out what was wrong, but I couldn't come up with anything.

"Maybe I'm just overthinking things." I thought to myself.

The next morning, I woke up after getting barely any sleep and went to class, but I couldn't focus.

My mind was elsewhere, and I couldn't focus on the lecture.

"Maybe I should just skip class." I thought to myself.

I was about to leave the classroom when I heard someone call out my name.

"Sora?"

I turned around and saw Reagan standing behind me with crutches in his leg and a missing leg that was disintegrated from his fight with Future Sora.

"Hey, Reagan." I said.

He gave me a sympathetic smile and said, "It's good to see you, Sora, how have you been?"

"I've been okay, I guess." I said.

"That's good to hear." He said.

He gave me a sincere smile and said, "I'm sorry about everything that's happened, Sora, I know it's hard, but you can't let it get the better of you."

I nodded my head and said, "I know, Reagan, but it's hard. You should be focusing on resting though, that leg of yours won't come back if you still have no mana."

He chuckled and said, "Don't worry about me, Sora, I'll be fine, I just need to rest for a bit, then I'll be good as new."

"You sure?"

"Of course, don't worry about me, Sora." He replied.

I nodded my head and left the classroom. I walked around the campus for a while, trying to clear my mind, but it wasn't working.

I was constantly on edge, anxious that something was going to attack me at any given moment. That is why I haven't been able to go to sleep.

"Sora, are you okay? These past couple of days, I have noticed you have begun to have bags under your eyes." Remi said.

"Yeah, I'm fine, just tired." I lied.

I could tell by the look on her face that she didn't believe me, what was there to believe, I looked like shit I wouldn't even believe it.

"Sora, I need you to open up, it isn't healthy for you to have all this pent up emotion inside of you." She said.

"Remi, I'm fine, I promise." I said.

She sighed and said, "If you say so, Sora, just know that I'm here for you."

"Thank you, Remi." I said.

"You're welcome, Sora." She said.

I gave her a smile and said, "I have to go now, I'll see you later, Remi."

"See you later, Sora." She said.

I walked away from her and went back to my room.