"I knew you were a boy but you have this girly face and you were the most beautiful person I have ever seen but do you know what drew me to you?"
"...." The Sudden question made Si Ning bite his bottom lip softly, he doesn't want to say Xiu Zhicheng was drawn to me because of his beauty because that was what Xiu Zhicheng said so he shook his head without thinking if it was appropriate to reply by the gesture.
"What drew me to you most was that you didn't see me or try to get closer to me even after your father told you to be good to me." Xiu Zhicheng continued. "After some time of getting you to see me as a friend, I treated you like my brother but after some years I discovered I don't want you to see me as a brother anymore, I wanted the whole of you and all of you, I wanted you to be mine then do you remember when I confessed to you." Xiu Zhicheng paused even though it wasn't a question.