20 Chapter twenty: Heated dinner

Rian's POV:

After spraying my favorite baby cologne, exactly I heard the knock from the front door. I take my phone and my ponytail before I exited my room. Heading downstairs, I put my hair in a messy bun before I walk to the door.

I can feel all my nerves tingling in my body because of the excitement and a bit of nervousness that creeping me inside. I know it's him base on the rhythm of my heartbeat. I can feel him outside the door or maybe it's my heart telling me that's it's him knocking on the outside.

I exhaled the air that blocking on my throat before I decided to open the door... only to engulfed into a tight hug with two muscular arms that belongs to my husband. I almost stumbled due to his sudden action. I am a bit surprised by his tight hug.

He put his head on the crook of my neck and inhaled my scent.

"You smell like a baby," he said and keep on smelling my neck. I giggled as I am a ticklish person.

I wrapped my hands on his waist and also smell his cologne that filling my nostrils. After almost a minute of hugging, I decided to speak again.

"You really missed me this much that you don't want me to let go? Let's sit down first, I'm not going anywhere." I said it in the form of a joke. But the response that he gave me is more surprising that what I am expecting. He kissed me. He kissed me in a way of telling me that he also really misses me like the way I felt.

It's a toe-curling kissed that also make my stomach churned and I kissed him back. Our chest were pressed hard together that even a thin sheet of paper cannot slip between us. My hands knows its own direction, to his nape and his hair. His hands drawing circles on my waist that make my knees become weak. I think he noticed this before he breaks our kiss for a moment.

"Jump." at first I don't know what he's saying but when he bends and cupped my thighs, he want me to wrapped my legs around his waist. And that's what I did. I jumped and he immediately caught my two legs and he wrapped it around him as he continues kissing me. As long as I don't want to end this, I remember that there are foods in the table waiting for us to be noticed.

I break the kiss and whispered to his ear.

"The food is waiting."

He let out a frustrated growl and planning to capture my lips again but I arched backwards.

"You don't want to eat those when it's already cold."

"Argh! It can wait till tomorrow, I don't care! Just let me kiss you for a moment, I need this!" he said almost like pleading and I smiled before he kissed me again.

A sweet and passionate kiss that turns to a hot and steamed making out. He seated us on the couch with me straddling on his lap. He wrapped his hand on my waist and the other one is on my neck.

"Have I told you, that your beautiful even without any make-up?"

I smiled and shake my head. "No.. but my friends always telling me that."

He rolled his eyes before he pulled and kissed me like I am his oxygen and that his life is depending on me and on the kiss. He only let me pulled back when we're both panting and needed some air to both lungs.

But I noticed him staring at me with a small smile on his lips. I furrowed my eyebrows and asked him.

"Why?" I rested my two hands on his shoulders, feeling a bit shy because I'm still not used to his stares.

He said nothing and pulled me into a hug.

"I missed you, Mrs. Smith." even in his small confession, my heart jumps and squeals inside of my ribcage. Smile and blush creeping on my face, at least he feels the same way as I am. He missed me the way I missed him.

"Is that so, Mr. Smith? Was that why you're being so affectionate with me now?" I teased him with my devilish smirk.

"You don't even know, how much I missed you." but he said seriously causes my smirk dropped.

"Well... you're not alone with that. I missed you too."

-'i love you-' my heart silently whispered. I smiled again and he kissed me on my forehead. How I wished this kind of moment never comes to an end.

"How was your friendship date?" he asked after our own silent moment. His hands clasped together in my lower back while his elbows are on my thighs.

"It's fine. We went on shopping, buying girly kinds of stuff and we watched movie and of course non stopped chikas." my lips turned upwards as I remember Sierra's reaction after knowing that I am married.

"Chikas?" he eyebrows held confusion.

"Chikas.. meaning chatting in english." I said smiling.

"Where did you get that?"

"From my nanny Emily. She always used that word when we started our non-stop chatting and talking."

He just nodded his head.

"How about you? How's your day and your meeting?"

"Uhm.. it went well. They were going to sign a new contract with us together with their investment." he had a wide and happy smile on his lips. It's just a proof that he loves his work and he loves what is he doing.

"Wow! Impressive. That's my hubby!" I proudly said cupping his cheeks with my both hands. His smile turned into chuckled and my face flushed into a red shade.

"I like it... hubby." he said testing the word on his tongue. My already red face, heated up again. And because I don't want him to see me in this state, I hide my face to the crock of his neck. His chest vibrates due to his constant laughing.

"Argh! Shut up. I'll never call you that again!" I playfully punch his shoulder that makes him laugh even more.

"Why? I said I like it. You can call me anything. And you can also call me... hubby."

That's it. I don't want to hear his teasing voice again, it makes my face redder than crimson and my stomach churning inside. I am about to stand but he pulled me again and captured my lips into a quick kiss.

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"What do you want to watch?" I asked him when we finally seated again in the living room with a bowl of popcorns on my lap. We just had our dinner and he helped me with the dishes.

"Anything's fine with me." he said shrugging.

"Okay." I decided to pick a romance movie 'A Brush with Love' of my favorite Canadian actor, Nick Bateman. Besides my husband he's the other one who makes me feel like a teenaged girl again. But of course, I'll choose first my husband.

I give him the disc and I didn't miss his furrowed eyebrows after taking it from my hand.

"Oh... you said anything. Anything is fine with you?" I asked raising my eyebrow.

"Yeah. Why? I haven't say anything." I rolled my eyes on his defensive tone. I bite my bottom lip for trying not to laugh at his reaction. He's also a terrible liar.

"That's a good movie, I'll promise. You will also enjoy it." smiling, I patted his shoulder when he sit again beside me.

"Yeah.. you would really enjoy this." he muttered something in his breath but I still heard it and it makes me laugh at him.

I yelped when he suddenly pulled my waist and put me in his lap with my both legs rested on his left side.

"Much better." He said kissing my forehead and circled his arms around my waist. I didn't complain, instead rested my head comfortably on his chest. I can hear his sharp breathing and the fast beating of his heart inside.

I get some popcorn and lift up to his mouth. He looked at me first before he opened his mouth. I smiled and kissed the corner of it.

"Why do you have to be so handsome?" I crack a simple but honest joke which makes him laugh.

"Yeah, I know that. And you forget something, baby. I'm also hot. It's in my genes, so blame them."

I rolled my eyes.

Yeah, remind me the next time not to repeat this joke again... it makes my husband's head grew bigger than the Pacific ocean.

"I already know you would say that." I rolled my eyes again as he continues to laugh.

"I love this movie." I said thinking something that will test his ego. "Especially the lead actor, Nick Bateman." I didn't look at him, I focused my eyes on the screen to make my act more believable.

"Why?" he asked being serious again.

Yeah, that's it.

He kissed my hair and I snuggled more on to him. He also tightened his hold on my waist.

"Because he's a good actor. He became a model first before he became an actor. His hunk, his hot and handsome. Oh my God!" I said squealing. I can now feel him shifting from his seat and I am mentally laughing. "All the sexiness and hotness that you can describe him and his body. All the girls screaming his name whenever he smiled!" I exclaimed feeling the excitement, almost forgetting that I am doing this just to annoy my husband.

I jumped a little when I see Nick Bateman smiled at Jaime, the lead actress.

"Oh my... he's really an epitome of sexiness. A greek God sent from above." I added dreamily.

And I was back to the real world when I noticed him stiffened and his hold tightened. I bite my lip, looking up at him and wearing my cutest smile that I can make. He had a furrowed eyebrows and an annoyed expression.

"Don't do that again!"

"Opps.. don't do what?"

"Don't jump again like that. And you really describing another man's body while I'm just in your side?"

I didn't understand his first sentence. Why do I'm not allowed to jump on him again?

-'Ohh..Forgodsake!" I got it.

But the second one, it's clearly indicating that I got what I wanted.

"Aww... come on. It's true. He's really hot and he has six freaking abs, a toned chest and a body of a Greek God! Oh my... isn't he gorgeous?" keeping my best actress smile, he didn't know that the one I am describing is not longer Nick Bateman but him.

His smile disappeared when he stared at me this time more serious than the other.

"Are you serious? You're still gawking at another man's body?" this time, I can't really suppress my laugh.

"Come on, I can't help it. Besides he's an actor and a model. What's wrong with that?"

"Everything in that man is wrong! I'll show you!"

Is he seriously jealous with an actor? And without any seconds he pulled up his shirt over his head and I gasped.

"Huh! W-What are you doing?" I asked feeling my mouth dries with the sight in front of me. He's really a sight to behold. Toned chest and six freaking abs. My eyes trailed on his chest down to his abdomen and it make my breath hitched with his V-line underneath me.

"Now, describe again that man in front of me. Whatever he had on that body, I also have here!" he ordered looking serious at me.

-'Oh! man and his biggest ego!'-

"Wow. You're jealous of him?" that's all I can ask as I can't form any words or questions in my head. His freaking abs is distracting me.

"Yes. Because I don't want you describing another man except me!"

I laughed at his seriousness.

"I didn't even see him in person. What's to be jealous of?"

"The way you mentioned another man's name makes me go crazy and jealous!"

"Yeah. You're crazy, Mr. Smith." I said laughing.

"Yes. I'm crazy every time you're near me. And you don't want it to continue, so stop mentioning another man's name." I instantly stop from laughing with his different tone. His eyes turning into darker shades again. And I'm now quite familiar with that look.

Without any words and hesitation, I found myself caressing his chest. He takes a sharp intake of breath when I run my fingers on his toned chest down to his bulging abs and trace his visible v-line. I run up again my hands resting it above his fast-beating heart.

I smiled as I always imagined this to happen before. I swallowed hard feeling his intense stare on me, his eyes now wearing shades of full desire. He touches my cheek and run his hand down my neck to my collarbone and to my shoulder. I need to close my eyes and bite hard my bottom lip just to stop the moan from my throat.

He brought his hand to my lips and parted it from my teeth. The heat of his touch didn't help me to calm my own boiling desires. I can feel my body aching, not from pain but for his touch and the lust that he awakened inside my body.

"Move in with me." my eyes snapped open when I heard his voice.

"Y - You're asking me to move in with you?" I can't believe what I just heard.

"Yes. I want you to move in with me."

"Why?"

"Because that's the first thing that I should ask you after our wedding." he takes my hand and brought it to his lips.

I didn't say anything. I just pulled him and kissed him on the lips. Not the passionate one but a hard and desperate kiss. He was a bit surprised by my blunt action but he instantly responded my kiss.

All those things that I couldn't find the strength to tell him, I poured it to this kiss. And that kiss, slowly deepened. He asked his tongue for an entrance and I give it to him. His tongue tasting and savoring all of me with full of dominance. A moan escaped from me and his hold on my waist tightened. It travels down my butt kneading it and his lips now on my throat and I arched back to give him more access to it.

His erection is now poking my but that added more lust and desire down my core. I can feel myself becoming wet just by his touch and kisses. I felt him moved and not a second passed, I felt something soft under my back. He laid me down on the couch with him on top of me and in between my legs.

His hand travelling upwards from the hem of my blouse he lifted it up to my belly and gently massaging my belly skin. He kisses me again to my lips before he break it to kissed my jaw, down to my neck again and to the valley of my breasts. There is something from his touch that forming a knot inside my abdomen.

My core is aching from this new sensation and I didn't notice my uncontrolled moans that I've been giving. I squeezed my legs tight on his waist and I moaned panting when he rubbed his throbbing erection in my aching center. And he cupped my left breast that making me gasped and arched my body forward to meet his touch.

"Alex...." I whispered his name more like begging.

And he stopped when he heard my voice. Instead of continuing what he's doing... he stopped! And it frustrates me. He breaks the spell and put his head to the crock of my neck, panting.

"Why?" I cried out rubbing his back. I can't hide the disappointment in my voice. He rose up his head and looked at me.

"Baby, I need to stop now, before I can't stop myself and couldn't control my desire." he said like he was in deep pain.

I closed my eyes as I remember again what Cari said during our conversation in the morning. He's my husband, and what I am about to give him now is actually his rights.

"What if I don't want you to stop?" I asked as I opened my eyes. He's just staring down at me and taken aback by my sudden question. I'm sure he didn't expect me to ask him this question.

"Baby...." he sighed heavily.

"What if I don't want you to control yourself anymore?" I stared at him reading his expression. And I didn't miss the one that I wanted to see from it. The changing color of his eyes from bright to a darker shade of gray, which shows lust and desire like mine.

"Baby, you don't know what you're asking for."

"Why? you don't want me?" I asked him feeling the hurt from inside. "I admit, I'm a virgin and I can't promise you those things that your past woman did------"

"Hey! Don't you ever say that again! Don't compare yourself to them. We already talked about this, right?" he cut me off. I needed to take a deep breath again to control my tears from showing. But I think I failed miserably because he brought his thumb to my face and wiped the lone tear that run unnoticed.

"Baby.. I want you. If that's what you're asking... I want you. I really want you so badly but I won't force you on this. I want to take you and make you completely mine right here, right now. But as I promised you, I won't do that till you're ready. And I'll just wait for it."

"Then what's with the waiting? Take me. Right here and now." I said without blinking. I noticed how it affects his breathing and his pupils dilated.

"Are you sure? Because baby, I'm telling you... I don't know how would I able to control myself if I started it. You will end up in bed and I can't promise you to stop myself even if you beg me to." he said full of warning and authority.

And God! It only made me crave even more for his touch.

"Yes. I am sure of this. Take me to the bed if that's what you want or everywhere... I don't care! Take me and make me completely yours even if I ended up in bed and can't be able to walk for tomorrow!" I bite my bottom lip and smiled seductively.

His breathing becomes rigid and his chest turning up and down.

Forgodsake! what is he waiting for?

"Baby-----------"

That's it! I pulled him down to my face and kisses him hard like my life depends on it. I don't want anymore to hear his excuses. I want him to take me and show me the world that I know no one ever can show me but him.

I shove my tongue inside his mouth and we fight for dominance. I heard him moan when I put my palms flat on his chest. He didn't waste any time... he pulled my blouse up on my head. I am now on my black plain bra. I saw him gasped in surprised before he looked into my eyes.

I felt a sudden feeling of shyness and I covered my breasts with my hands. I crossed it over my chest.

"No, baby! Don't cover that. You don't know how beautiful you are. And this..." he kissed both the swell of my breasts. "You don't know how it made me crazy the time I saw you wearing those little lingerie of yours." I bite my lip because of the moan I am suppressing.

His hands go around my back and unclasped my bra. He removed it from my body with one hand. The other one is rested beside my head, supporting his body weight.

"Fuck! Baby! You're going to drive me insane! This is it, you can't be able to stop me!" he said after seeing my hardened pink nipples that showing the needs to be touch.

'-Don't worry, I won't ever stop you.-'

He lowered his head and bring my left nipple to his mouth, while kneading the other one by his fingers.

"Alex..." I subconsciously moaned his name because of the sensations and lust that creeping down my whole body. My toes are now curling and I need to wrap my legs around his waist to control its shaking.

"Yes, baby. Say my name." he continue kneading and sucking my nipples and it almost make me screamed for pleasure.

"Alex..."

"Hmm?" his hand travels down my stomach while sucking each of my nipples. He massaged my butt, kneading it.. and down my thigh, to my inner thigh. I am just wearing a thin sheet of clothes and my shorts can't shield the burnt from his touch.

I shuddered when his hands travels up and finally touches my aching center. He massaged my clit over my panty and I gripped his shoulder hard and moaned again his name.

"Alex... please..." I don't know why I am begging but he continued sucking my nipple. He turned my panty aside and he plagued me by slowly inserting his finger inside my throbbing core.

"Fuck! Baby! You're dripping!" he groaned as if he was in pain. I returned it with my moan of pleasure. He then again kissed me and inserted another finger inside me which causes me to whimper in pleasure.

The pleasure and something I couldn't explain by words are now building up inside me that I know needed to be released.

"Alex... please.." I begged again.

"Patience baby, patience."

I want to scream in frustrations when he pulled out his fingers from inside. I groaned and glared at him but he only chuckled.

"Baby, as long as I want to take you here, I cant. The couch is too small for us. There are things that needed to be done in bed." he said with his flirtatious grin before he picked me up in bridal style and started to walked going to my room.

I didn't complain as I can feel my face heated up when I heard his words.

This is it. We're going to consummate now our marriage after four waiting years.

I hold on to his neck and rested my head to his chest while he's walking to the direction of my room. I can't help but to run again my other hand on his bared chest. I put a feather-like kisses on it that make him glared at me.

"Don't do that! You're making me weak. You don't want us ended making love on the hallway, do you?

My eyes widened and I giggled. I stopped what I'm doing and just rested my hands on his chest.

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