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CANTILEVER [BL]

Thank you for the support! Kindly check my other work ‘EGOTISTIC’ [EXPLICIT 18+, nsfw, mature content] ‘No one can predict where life will take you or which direction your boat will sail. Despite the carefully crafted plans for a smooth journey, you'll never know what might happen along the way’ Ezra, a young man who decided to end his life due to depression and long unhealed trauma, suddenly woke up back in a familiar place, he opened his eyes wide, having a hard time processing what had just happened. He was dead, 100% sure, so why he woke up again to his life in two years ago? Anxiety and doubt mixed together to create fear within his chest, not to mention that there were so many things that were constantly changing, some things that were happening were so different from his previous life. Especially with his childhood friend— Raphael. He realized the hungry eyes the man was giving him, he had never paid much attention to it in his previous life but now—the way Raphael was looking at him with greed and adoration—Things were getting more and more complicated. "Which one is the truth?" Should Ezra take this chance to fix his past? Or should he remain drowned in guilt over his trauma? [Note : I wont give a warning for the 18+ scene, I will give a warning for a sensitive content]

chacantsleep · LGBT+
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150 Chs

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Ezra couldn't sleep.

Right after he came out of the bathroom, his headache seemed to be getting worse, the ringing in his ears and the sound of buzzing keeping him stiff in bed.

He stared at the ceiling, counting a few specks of dust and dirt stuck there until he lost count, yet he still unable to sleep.

Trying to close his eyes, a sudden surge of guilt welled up in his chest, causing his eyes to snap wide open again.

He felt something he had never felt before, and he didn't know what to do, what feeling was this? It was familiar yet simultaneously foreign, something that kept pushing and nudging at the back of his mind.

A frightening sensation, mix of anxiety and vulnerability, made him acutely aware of what was about to happen, yet at the same time, he refused to acknowledge it, wanted to brush it aside, it was something that had been on the tip of his tongue but somehow he didn't want to name that emotion.