chapter 108 forgiveness
"Fine, then I will make you love me again!" Allen said, clinching his teeth in anger and smashing his lips on hers. Anna froze, but then she tried to wiggle out of his hold and to push him but Allen is so strong. The more she resisted, the more his hold gets stronger. Allen tried to remove her clothes, but he couldn't, because Anna is trying to resist, and to say something, but Allen didn't have the patience to hear anything.
After trying for a few minutes, Allen let go of her lips and looks at Anna, and she started to breathe heavily while looking at him and said "Don't do it!".
"Why can't I do that?! I am your husband and you are my wife!" Allen argued back in anger, He can't take this anymore, and is so scared that he will lose Anna just like he did before, He wanted to do everything and anything to make her stay with him, which made his mind not work right now.
"Allen, stop! don't be like this! I don't want to do that!" She said in anger, trying to get back his sense, but Allen is not hearing any of her words, as he pushed her to the bed and said "no matter what happens, you will be my wife! and no one can change that! I will never let you go! you will always be mine!". As he got over her body and started to kiss her neck, forcing Anna down after so long.
Anna tried to push him but he is strong, so she shouted: "Please stop! I am pregnant! you can't do this right now!". Allen was shocked and got up from her body as he looks at her with so many things on his head, and whispered "what?!... you are pregnant?!.... am... am I going to be a dad?!".
Anna nodded her head while getting up, she never wanted to tell him in this situation but he forced her to do. Allen's lips curled into a smile as he hugged her tight, saying "So I am going to be a dad! I... I am finally going to be a dad?!".
Anna pushed him away and shouted, "But don't you love Alina? go back to her, she will give you the child!". Allen shook his head and said, "No.... I don't love her like that! I never loved anyone as I did love you! you were my one and only woman!".
"do you think that I am stupid?! you were in a relationship with Allina and then even promised to marry her! then you married me because of Ava and now, she came back so you are going to her! like I am trash!" Anna said with tears that welled up in her eyes, she is already so hurt, and seeing Allen lying to her again is not helping it either. Allen was shocked, as he took her face in his hand and wipes her tears, saying "No... that's not true! I was never in a relationship with Allina! I always looked at her like a sister or a best friend! she was never my lover! and will never be! you are the only woman that I love!". He is trying his best to make Anna believe him but no matter how hard, he tried, he can't do that.
He took a long sigh and said "Fine, I will tell you everything! I grow up with Allina like all my other friends, but she started to like me from a very young age, I didn't know anything at that time and I didn't care, but as time goes on, I finally realized that she is so obsessed with me, and I don't want that, as I never wanted her to be my wife or lover, or anything romantic, so I tried to keep my distance from her, but she went so crazy and I have to put an end to this, I asked her to go C country her for her education so she will get some alone time and she will find other things that she loves and forgets about me, and she accepted with a condition, which is, she wanted me to get engaged with her and make a promise if I don't find the woman I love, then I should marry her no matter what! and I did that, thinking that she will find someone for her, but I found you and fell in you. Allina came back and tried to be with me for the promise I made, and that's the reason she wanted to be my personal assistant, I was just guilty and accepted her to the post! there is nothing between us and I never loved her romantically! you are the only person that I have ever loved!".
Anna was shocked, hearing all these things. but then she asked, "what about the way she was sitting on you and telling you about all those love stories?! do you think that I am so stupid that I will believe whatever you told me!". Allen took a long sigh and said "That day, she came up to me and said, she wanted to end all the feelings she has for me, and she only wanted to spend some quality time with me like we use to do when we are younger, I just thought she wanted to be with me like friends and accepted, but who knows, she will sit on me and started to cry, I couldn't do anything after seeing her tears. She started to tell me about all the love she has for me, and I was just feeling guilty for hurting her, she is someone that I grow up with, and I really can't hurt her!".
"So you can hurt me! and not your precious friend?!" Anna shouted in anger, as she didn't like his explanation for the way they were sitting. "NO... I am really so sorry for hurting you!... I even fired her from work and I won't do anything that will hurt you, so please don't be angry" Allen tried to explain and promise to never make that mistake anymore.
"What if I was sitting like that on another man's lap?! will you be happy" Anna asked straight. Allen was shocked, and then he shook his head and said "I... I will never allow that, I am going to kill that man!".
"So! if you did then it is a good thing!" Anna shouted at him, as she took her hand from his hold, Allen took a long sigh and said "I am really so sorry, I know that is so wrong and I promise that I don't get close to Allina anymore, I promise that I will never hurt you anymore, so please don't be angry!".
Anna looks at his sad face and pinched his cheeks and said "you should get punished for that!".
"Fine, I will get punished.... what do you want me to do?! I will do anything that can make you happy!" Allen said, trying his best to make Anna happy. She smiled and smacked his head, saying "you should follow all of my orders that I give you until I give birth to my child?! can you do that!".
"Of course, I am going to do anything you wanted until you give birth to our child!" Allen said with a smile, trying to touch her belly, but stopped when Anna pinched his cheek so hard and said "and now, call your precious friend Allina and put her on the phone", He looks at Anna in shock, but her one look is enough for him to nodd his head and call her.
"Allen! thank god! you called me, I thought that you are not going to talk to me anymore after that! I... I am really happy that you called me!" Allina said with a huge smile on her face as tears welled up in her eyes. Anna took a sigh and said, "don't worry Allina, he just called you to inform you that you have nothing to do with him anymore and you can't contact him!" Anna said with a smile and then she looks at Allen, who is shocked by that, and turned to look at Anna.
"Anna?!" Allina asked in shock because she has done all the things to make Anna disappear. "Yes, it's me, thanks to my husband, who came here to beg me for forgiveness and I told him, he should do this for my forgiveness so he is not going to talk to you anymore, so never contact him anymore!". Then she ends the call and looks at Allen, who is really shocked.
"what are you looking at?! do you want to talk to him?!" She asked in irritation. "I know, she made a lot of mistakes but still, she is like my younger sister that I grow up with, I really can't hurt her more than she already is!"Allen said as he doesn't want to hurt Allina
"So you can hurt me but you can't hurt her!" Anna asked in anger, as she tries to move away from Allen but stopped, when she saw Allen didn't let off her arms and lays down on the bed, hugging her and whispering in her ear "You have no idea, how crazy you make me!".