AUTUMN
When Gretchen and Cynthia are done, they leave me looking gorgeous. Savvy would definitely give them props. Maybe - because they did such a fabulous job - I won't have to speak. They can just focus on how great the hair and makeup are, and I'll sit next to Alex while he does all the talking.
Speaking of...
I glance over my shoulder, wondering where he is. Wondering what I should do. Just sit here and wait? I'm about to bite my lip but realize there's a thick layer of lipstick and gloss and I don't want to ruin Gretchen's work. I tap my fingers instead. I don't want to move too much and ruin anything. Maybe I can run to the bathroom quickly and hide. Maybe -
"Autumn?" A woman with a headset approaches. "You ready?"
I look around and then back at her. "Where's Alex?"
"He's already on."
"He's already...on? Like, already being interviewed? I thought..." I look around, feeling the air leave my chest, "...I thought I'd be able to talk to him before."