CHAPTER 11

As good as last week was, this one kind of sucked because I didn't. I didn't get together with the geeks or Bobby. I was on my period and just didn't feel sexy. You know, you kind of feel unclean and icky. On the bright side, on Friday my mom took me to the doctor to get my pre***********ion for the pill. It was an interesting situation.

In order to get the pre***********ion, the doctor wanted to do a full examination. That meant I was sitting in an examination room waiting for him wearing just a paper gown. I had told my mom I was okay seeing the doctor on my own, so she was waiting for me in the waiting room. As with all doctor's offices, for some reason, I was freezing my ass off. Why are exam rooms always so cold?

The doctor came in with a nurse. I was kind of hoping the doctor would be by himself so I could kind of flirt with him while being naked. I should have realised that doctors intentionally come in with a nurse to protect them against some trollop trying to seduce the doctor and then claiming he molested them. It was actually kind of funny when he started to examine my little titties. He was telling me how I needed to periodically check my own breasts for lumps as he was doing. I laughed and said, "You've got to be kidding? All I have are two lumps. Can you really have lumps within a lump?" I got him laughing at that. "Now Beth," the doctor said, "your breasts may be small now, but they probably won't always be so small. You'll see, within a year or two your breasts will start to grow and they'll seem to get bigger every day for a while. I probably shouldn't say this, but you know I see women's breasts every day. I never get tired of looking at them no matter what size they are. Personally, like a lot of men, I have always preferred women with smaller breasts. I bet there are a lot of big breasted women who wished they weren't so big. They're heavy and they start to sag later in life. Small breasted women don't have to wear bras unless they want to and they don't get back aches from heavy breasts." He turned to his nurse, "Do you agree with me, Betty?"

The nurse, whose breasts looked to maybe be B-cups or a small C agreed. "Yeah, I agree. Beth, I was small like you until the summer before the eleventh grade. When I got back to school that next year, I was about the size I am now and nice and perky. They just sprang up over the summer. Hang in there, Beth. It'll get better soon."

"Thanks," I said. "I always feel like I look like a little kid and I get ignored by most of the boys at school. I just try to console myself by realising that they are just that – boys. Hopefully someday I'll have some tits that can attract a man."

It was really interesting when he put my feet into stirrups and examined my pussy. I think he was the first guy to really stare at my pussy and I couldn't help but get wet. I was afraid he'd be able to smell my arousal, but he never said anything. I bet he's used to it and never embarrasses his patients by saying something. He was the first guy to finger my pussy, even if he didn't go in too far, but I loved it. It should have been embarrassing and, instead, it turned me on. Am I fucked up, or what? In the end, though, I got my pre***********ion and so the countdown starts to losing my virginity to Jim. My mother would shit if she knew I was already planning my deflowering.

I had waited all week, and finally mom left for church on Sunday morning. As usual, I pranced into the kitchen in my tank top. And, as usual, I gave dad as many peeks at my body as possible. We sat in our usual seats to watch a ballgame. I didn't really show anything or say anything sexual until halftime. Once halftime started, I got up from the love seat and went over in front of my father. I pulled up my shirt and lifted it over my head so I was naked in front of him. "Oh no, Beth. Please don't start again," begged dad. I ignored him and climbed onto him and straddled his lap. I grabbed his hands and put them on my breasts.

"I just want to talk to you, Dad," I said. "But I'd like it if you played with my tits while I talked." I had his hands pressed to my chest and I was rubbing them in circles around my little tits. When I let his hands go, I was pleasantly surprised that he continued to play with them. It felt great. "Dad, I wanted to tell you that I really loved what we did last time when we masturbated together and you covered me in your cum. I absolutely loved that and I really loved seeing your incredible cock. I want to suck your cock even more now than ever. I guess I should come clean and tell you that I have sucked a few dicks. There are a few guys at school that I suck because I love giving blow jobs and I love the taste of cum. I also found that I don't seem to have much of a gag reflex and I've been able to take them all the way in, but these are just boys. They have dicks, not a big cock like yours. I think I could take your cock down my throat, if you'd let me try. I'm not sure if my mouth would open far enough, though, to be able to get all of your cock in my mouth to the base, but I'd love to try. Please Dad, let me suck your cock. Your cock is so beautiful that what I really want, Dad, is to put your cock in my mouth and then I want you to grab the sides of my head, or my ears, or my hair to get whatever leverage you need to be able to move my head on your cock so that you can fuck my mouth. I usually do all the work sucking the boys' dicks, but I want your cock to fuck my mouth, fuck my face. Please Dad. I need to suck on your beautiful cock and swallow your yummy cum. I promise I'll never do anything to let mom suspect, let alone know, that we're doing anything. I won't give you suggestive looks with her around. I won't flash my tits or my pussy to you behind her back. Nothing that would get you or me into trouble with her. I promise Dad. Let me try to deep throat your cock, Dad. I want it all the way down my throat. I want you to fuck my face. I want every drop of your cum that I can get. You can even come into my bedroom at night when I'm sleeping, pull back the covers and jack off and cum all over my body. I'd love to wake up covered in your cum. No limits, Dad."

With that I got up off his lap. I saw that I'd left a wet spot on his pants from my dripping wet pussy. I didn't even give him a chance to respond. I just left and went to my room to rub my pussy raw thinking about what I'd just said to my dad. I can't believe I actually had the guts to say all that. I'm hoping that his cock will win out over his head and he'll soon give in and let me suck that big cock.