I left him in my dreams (part 6) -Taehyung

he dropped you off, while others were still at the party.

He asked you if you wanna go with him as he wasn't feeling well.

walking you to the gate, he rubbed the back of his neck, and said "Umm.. Y/N.. Today.." he was all embarrassed by the thing he did.

"i know.." you smiled "it was because of her... Its okay oppa" sadness was clearly showing in your smile. 

But then..  He smiled back, in a gentle way..  And it got cleared that he didn't noticed that you were sad.

'I'm the only one suffering here..  You stupid..  Why would he love you back?' you told yourself.

for few days, the environment between you two was awkward. But it was because of you avoiding him. You didn't knew why, but you wanted some distance from him.

you all were having icecream in your break. Being a messy eater, you got some ice cream on your face.

"aigoo..you eat like a kid" he chuckled and leaned in to rub it off. But you leaned away before he could reach you.

you bowed to thanks him and left, leaving all of them behind in awkwardness.

"it annoys me when she ignores me like this" taehyung mummbled as his face dropped. Obviously, it wasn't tae's fault that you liked him and that he unknowingly hurt your feelings.

"you don't know why?" yoongi laughed when he heard him mumbling. "hyunngggg what?" taehyung whined as yoongi's laugh was pissing him off. "it's because she likes you and she is jealous" yoongi giggled.

later at the evening, tired of the work, you went to the vending machine to get some cola.

you flinched when a pair of arms grab you from behind.

He snuggled his face in the back of your neck, letting his hot breath touch your skin.

"stop avoiding me, please" taehyung whispered still hugging you from the back. "i like it when we fight, when you tease me, so please don't ignore me" his voice turned you soft. For some reasons he sounded sad. Was he feeling guilty?

you decided to stop pushing your feelings on him. Afterall, he did nothing wrong to deserve this.

you turned to face him and cupped his cheeks. Pressing his cheeks with your palm "you need to control your diet, your cheeks are getting chubbier" you chuckled teasing him.

"yahhhhhhh" he whined while laughing.

he wanted to go for a walk at night so he called you to ask if you wanna join.

you agreed and got out of your pajamas. You both talked while walking to the park. You just wanted to enjoy these precious moments with him, without ruining them by your feelings.

you stopped when your eyes fell on a couple proposing in between the crowd. Taehyung noticed you and followed your gaze.

he saw you looking at them as the guy went on knees in front of his girl and asked her to marry him.

"what are you looking at?  Lets go back" he grabbed your wrist dragging you with him.

the rest of the way back was really hard for you as your heart was continuously beating like crazy.

he walked you by the gate and was about to leave when you stopped him by grabbing the corner of his shirt softly.

"hmm?" he turned around to look at you. "oppa.. " you paused to take a deep breath collecting all the courage "i love you" you yelled at his face and ran into the building, leaving him behind with a question mark on his face.

you smashed the door close ,heavily breathing due to all the running and your rushed heartbeats.

you sat on the ground, trying to calm yourself down. And then you started screaming "WHAT HAVE I DONE?  WHY DO I KEEP EMBARRASSING MYSELF IN MY OWN DREAM?"

the night went hard for you as you kept thinking about it and was not able to sleep at all.

you were lifeless next morning and went to the vending machine to get some coffe to keep yourself awake.

all the members passed by, greeting you a good morning but taehyung stopped and came to you.

he teasingly rubbed your cheeks "yahhh...  Why is your face like that?" taehyung laughed playfully.

he seemed pretty normal while you were still embrassed about what you said.

the day went noisy and you had no energy to do any work.

without being aware of it , you fell asleep on the couch, taehyung noticed it and smiled seeing you sleep peacefully.

he arranged a blanket and covered you carefully and went back to the practice.

"y/f/n y/l/n ssi...  Are you enjoying this?" a familiar strange voice rang in your ears.