Chapter 3.

NOW A DAYS PROMISES ARE LIES

WHILE JOKES ARE TRUE

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Damien POV.

She quickly replied "Yes. Yes, a million yes." she didn't even let me speak. She is so excited I just hope she doesn't think that I'm proposing to her. I don't want to marry her.

"Woah, Charlotte calm down. I haven't finished talking Mia Bella." I looked at her trying to give her a clue that I won't be marrying her. "Charlotte Carson, The future Mrs knight if I ever get married." I emphasized every word. She knows I never want to ever get married I told her so many times that I would never settle down. "Will you make me the happiest man alive and promise to always be mine." She looked at me confused so I added "That you won't touch nor kiss another man except me. This ring is a ring that I promise you that you are my only one." I took a deep breath and continued "I am not saying its an engagement ring, but this is a promise ring to always care about you and to never cheat nor make you share me with someone else."

It took her a while to give me her answer "Yes! But I want you to promise me something before you put the ring on my finger." I was just about to put the ring on her finger but I stopped. I knew as soon as she said yes there was a but coming. Damn why must she always be so, she remains me of that asshole Benjamin.

"Anything Char, as long as it's not what you asked me last time." I said remembering her asking me to tell her I love her.

She even made me sleep on the fucken floor for saying NO! Just imagine if she was my damn wife.

"Promise me, that if you ever want to get married I will be your first wife at least."

"That's--"

"I'm not done yet Damon, sorry I meant Damien. God, you make me think now!" she paused and for a minute I actually thought she knew my real name. Damon! my dad and mother always argued about my name. My mother wanted to call me Damien and well my father was the man of the house and he was rich so he gave me the name Damon.

The minute my mother passed away I changed my name to Damien.

"Promise, to never break my heart. Promise to never call quits. Promise to never leave me alone to always be there for me. To always care about me even though you say you not capable of loving anyone. Promise to always, believe me, every single time I tell you something." She finally stopped talking.

Thank god what she asked me to promise is something I can handle.

"You know you took so long that even Rihanna would have a whole hit album out by the time you finished talking." I quickly put the promise ring on her finger and got up.

"You don't even like her." she said laughing.

"I don't like anyone but to tell you something Mia Bella you talk a lot. But yes I promise." I kissed her and she pushed me away.

"We both know you won't only kiss me, Damien."

"Fine, we will just talk then." I hate when she's always right.

"Okay."

"So Mia Bella." I said not even knowing what to say.

"So Damien knight?" she wasn't even helping me.

So I quickly sat down on the grass "Did you still consider being a singer?" I asked her.

"No!" she quickly sat in front of me facing me. "I'll actually consider it if you ever break my heart so then I can sing for you." She giggled. She made me so angry that I didn't even want to talk anymore. "Did I hit a nerve babe?" she asked teasing me. She moved closer to me and whispered "I know you would never." She gave me a kiss on the lips. She really always knows how to change my mood.

*** End of flashback ***

I can't believe I dreamt about her again tonight. Its been a year and a day and yet I keep dreaming about her.

I promise to never break her heart and I did.

I promised to never break up with her and I did.

I promised to always be hers but I am not.

I promised to always be there for her and I am not.

Yet again I'm a failure. My father was right. No Knight is capable of keeping his promise. No knight is capable of love. I broke her heart. I left her crying outside in the rain that night. What if someone physically hurt her that night? What if I actually hurt her when she fell accidentally? How I wish she wasn't a Carson Black. How stupid was I not even putting two and two together? I know I have my own reason for doing everything but it's still not an excuse.

I knew Charlotte when she was a kid and yet I didn't even remember her. She was always with Aunt Lily and yet I didn't even remember her.

I quickly took a shower and got ready. Yesterday we couldn't go out because the mission took too long but I promised Diego today that I would go with him to any club he chooses.

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"The mission is done now let's go to the club. You promised to come with Damien." Diego said. I hate hearing that word promise. I promised to always be there for charlotte and I broked it. But I promise from now on that I will never break a promise ever again.

"Fine, we taking both out cars. I'll follow you." I said fixing my shirt and walking to my car. I don't even remember the last time I went to a club. I don't actually drink because it isn't good for my health.

We finally arrived at the club and then it hit me. This is the same club that I met Charlotte, Five years ago.

I went to take a seat at the corner of the club. I didn't want anyone to come and bother me. Damn, I don't even have the energy to turn down anyone.

After a few minutes, Diego finally came back with two drinks.

"This one is for you." He said but I just pushed the drink back to him. I don't want to drink anymore. I hardly even have ten years before I die because of my heart unless I do the surgery and drinking would just reduce the number of years I have left. "Looks like I'm going to drink for the both of us." Deigo said. Charlotte used to say that every time she had a drink. She knew I couldn't drink so she always drank for the both of us.

I can't believe I'm thinking of her again. I can't believe I miss her. I miss everything about her.

"I'm going to be getting laid today, and you can just keep crying over that chick of yours." He was waiting for a reaction from me, but I wasn't going to give him one.

"Who would even look at you twice?" I asked, finally speaking to him for the first time in the club. I know Diego can't sleep with anyone. He is married and his wife will probably kill him if he tries to sleep with anyone.

"Just look at her." He said pointing his finger at the bar."She's been drinking since she came in. I'm seriously lucky tonight." He added smiling at me. I quickly turned around to see who this unlucky woman is.

"What the." I was so shocked to see her here.

"Beautiful right?" He asked with an ugly smirk on his face.

Is it really her? Can it really be her? It's been more than a year and I am finally meeting her again.

"You daydreaming on my girl. I'll go ask her out." He got up

"You dare walk up to her and you a dead man." I threatened him so he quickly sat down.

"What's wrong with you now?" He asked me. That question is a question I have a million answers for.

"Charlotte." I only said her name and he knew it. He knew he didn't even have a right to look her way.

"Damn. Don't shoot me, boss. But was she blind when she told you she loves you or where you threatenin--"

"If I was you I would keep my ugly mouth shut unless of course you ready to meet your creator."

What he asked me was what I actually always wondered. Charlotte is a beautiful, intelligent, funny girl with an angel voice. I don't know what she saw in a guy like me. I'm just damaged goods and yet she always wanted to help me but I'm someone no one can ever fix.

"Boss there's a guy walking up to her." Diego said making me snap out of my thought.

"Don't worry. I'll make sure that, that guy doesn't make it out of this club alive tonight."

"Should I get him?"

"Let's wait for a few minutes then I'll kill him myself." I said still staring at charlotte and the other guy talking.

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