KC

So Cleo and I are pretty much dating now, but it's on the down low basically. It's only been a few weeks and already our couple name "KC" is in full affect.

But it felt like we rushing this a little too much, I mean this was literally a first for me. But I really don't want to tell her that. I'm scared she'll laugh at me.

And I'm pretty sure our relationship is as obvious as copying the name of the person you've copied your homework from. Everyone looks at me so differently now, I can feel their eyes piercing in me behind my back. All the girls that used to ignore me now notice me, and I'm cocky enough to say that they all want me now. Some of the guys give me props and high fives, while the others wish to be me and the few others wanna cut my balls off. I really have mixed emotions towards the whole situation, I mean I'm scared for my balls, but still acting cocky towards the other guys pettiness is at this point. Cleo's friend Daphne gives me these evil looks, and I'm pretty sure she hates me like crazy. But Cleo doesn't seem to mind. She doesn't even mind our little secret coming out. But I crap my pants every time we push the risk of being caught further every day. Just last week we almost got caught playing tonsil hockey at the secret place by one of the teachers.

I try my best to to play it cool, but it's hard to do that when Cleo has no intention in hiding our relationship.

I draw these heart cut outs for her, and she sticks them in her locker. Lunch breaks she sits next to me and we share lunch together. And for a rich girl she really keeps herself humble and down to earth. Just last week it was my turn to come with lunch for us to share, and all I had were peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, but she seemed to enjoy them. I finally figured why she prefers my company. She wants something simple and I can provide her that.

She sees in me, someone she can be free around with. She says all these rich kids act so fake. Her Dad from the stories she's told me, seems to be a control freak. He forces her to do what he feels she needs to do. And I guess seeing her pain draws me even closer to her.

But in the back of my mind is the fear of our relationship being exposed, yet I know it's as clear as day for everyone around to see. But I fear that they're all waiting for the confirmation of our relationship to come out so they can say, "I told you so" My Mom is growing suspicious of me, as she keeps saying my shirts smells like a girl everyday after school.

But I lie to her every time she asks, saying "when the bell rings all the students tend to congest the hallways, so yeah"

I'm pretty sure my excuses are running out on me.

But that's not my main concern at the moment, Cleo's birthday is coming up in a few weeks. Literally a week after her mom's. And I'm cracking my brain on what to even get her as a birthday present.

What can you get a girl who has everything she ever wanted for her birthday?