She still remembers that at one stage of their relationship, she was feeling kind of empty.
Well,it wasn't exactly emptiness. She was feeling insecure. She started thinking about how she wasn't beautiful enough for him and things like that.
He never made her feel like she wasn't beautiful. In fact, he only made her feel loved.
But it was her own insecurities that was haunting her. She was the one who thought that she wasn't good enough for him.
Whenever they don't talk,she would think strange things that totally have no connection to the reality.
She would create fake scenarios inside of her head and hurt her own feelings. She would imagine him cheating on her or them breaking up or the worst one,him falling for another girl.
At that point, she was ok with losing her closest people but him? A big and fat no. She could lose everyone but him.