C3

Platoon disperse!

My platoons commander dressed in an urban camoflague field uniform with a green beret with our battalions emblem on his head and black waxed and shining combats boots just like me and evryone else in my company that was standing in a line up at ease position gave the order while facing and saluting us after my company commander gave the order to disperse to the whole company.

Evryone including me dispersed and ran to their family's, friends and girfliends waiting at the edge of the line up square edges.

Grandmother, Grandfather, mother it has been so long since the last time I saw you...

I muttered under my breath as I embraced all three of them with all the strength I could mustter as tears started sliding down my face from the overflow of mix of emotions that even my dead heart perk couldn't supress anymore.

My child what's wrong it's only been a few moths since the last time you got released for your one week long vacation why are you crying?

My grandmother asked with tears in her eyes from getting infected by my emotions.

Ewrything is alright Grandma it's just I really love you, grandfather and mother...

I said while wiping away my tears with my hands after I let go all three of them from my iron hug only to think completely diffrent.

"Nothing is alright all of you died then a Russian ICBM with a nuclear warhead vaporized our capital into atoms"

Congrgulations man you finally finished your 9 months!

Am my best friend dressed in summer clothes said as he extended his right hands clenched fist expecting me to do the the same while in the process bringing me out of my abnormal mental state.

Yea I did...

I murmured under my breath while shaking my head to clear my mind as I give my friend a lightning fist.

So Drac are we going to celebrate in a nightclub with Robert tonight?

Nah...we should let him be with his grirfliend and family tonight...

I said as I looked at my friend Robert who was crying his eyes out with tears of happiness and relliew while hugging his ukranian girlfriend who was in no better state than him and only recently managed to cross the ukranian border and finally arrive at our country.

Yea... your right he needs to catch up with his girlfriend after what they've been through...afterall she could have died while trying to reach and cross the border...

Am said with a heavy tone while taking off, cleaning and putting back on his glasses.

Fuck...I really need a drink.

I murmured under my breath as I took off my beret allowing the hot summer wind brush my head.

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Drac seriusoly what's wrong with you? Your clearly not yourself...

Am asked while while sipping on his light cocktail as the Hades nightclubs music kept pounding in my ears while the neon lights flickered on and off.

Illuminating my all black modern military field uniform with a bandana mask with white skull paintjob around my neck, my fingerless with knuckle guards gloved hands with black nails, black lips with black ring earrings decorating my both ears, shin length combat boots with steel pads with steel spikes and a black chain hanging by my left side from my pants.

It's not important Am...

I said as I gulped down my beer bottle in one go like a champion while looking around the Hades club full of intoxicated and sweaty people.

Dancing to the DJ music's rhythm making sure to engrave the nightclubs each detail such as the layout, where is the exit and emergency exit, wheres the bar counter and other things into my memory.

...but what is important is to prepare for the worst.

Upon hearing this Am froze and put down his light cocktails glass onto the black aluminum table that we were sitting at.

You mean the threat of Russian federation invading the Baltic states?

Am asked with a trembling voice because he knew full well that if the Russians invade even thou our country is a member of NATO the other NATO members would leave us to our fate because they wouldn't risk a nuclear WW 3 sparking out because of three weak country's.

"And that's exactly what happened the nato left us to our inevitable doom and only supported us with military equipment and foregein volunteers who signed up into Baltic states which very quickly turned into Baltic Union armed forces ranks just how ukranians armed forces ranks."

I thought while gulping down another beer bottle in one go.

Yea my advice is to flee our country until you still have time with your family and take my family together with you.

But... Drac shouldn't we be patriots and take up arms and fight back the Russians just like the Ukranians are doing?

Upon hearing my friends answer I froze while the monster deep inside my soul started taking over my mind filling it full of wrath.

You fucker!Listen to me! This is not a video game!There's no restart button after you die! Do you know what it feels like then your sitting in a trench with your clothes wet from your own sweat during winter and your so hungry to the point that you will eat anything you find even cockroaches?!

Do you know how it feels then your curled up in your trench in a fetus position trying to minimize your mass as much as possible hoping that the enemy's bombers bombs, rockets and HE shells from howitzers that are exploding left and right around your trench won't hit you directly?!

Do you know how it feels to see the people you killed drop dead liffessly with their mangled bodies from your bullets while your comrades in arms one after another get their limbs torn apart, guts spilled out and heads poped like watermelons?!

There's no winner in a war! Even if your lucky enough to survive with your limbs intact the old you will be dead! There will only be a monster born from the flames of war in human skin left!

I screamed at Am with a voice full of wrath while clutching his sleeveless T-Shirts collar so hard that he started coughing from not being able to breathe normally.

Drac!Cough*Cough*Cough*Let go of me I can't breathe!Cough*Cough*Cough*Drac!

I'm... I'm sorry...

I managed to mutter out weaklly with a voice full of regret and apology as I let go of AM's collar and sat back down onto my black aluminum chair only to hear the night clubs security guard ask me in a threatening voice.

Sir is ewrything alright?

After hearing the security guards threatening tone my Psycho switch in my mind got turned on.

Fuck off!

I said in an emotionless and cold-blooded voice as I cranked my head back to stare at the security guards eyes.

You son of a bitch I was being n...

The security guard started saying while cracking his knuckles only to immediately shut up and walk back slowly and carefully like a scarred rabbit after poking a predator who could snap his neck at any moment but was too lazy to do it after seeing the murderous and mad look in my green eyes that started glowing with a tint of bloodred.

I don't know who you are but your not the Drac I know.

AM said while masaging his throat with his hands with clearly visible fear that he was trying to hide from me but it was clear as day to me from his micro movements that he was scarred of me.

Will you do as I say?

I asked with the same voice and eyes that I used to tell the security guard to fuck off and to scare him away

I...I will.

AM answered after processing what I said making his survival instinct win over his patriotic feelings.

Good then at worst you have a one year and at best case two and a half year before Putin invades the Baltic states for supporting Ukraine politically and physically with military equipment.

"Although I know the exact date then Putin invades the Baltic states but I'm not sure how will the future deviate from my original timeline because of my presence and actions"

And don't worry about the money I'll make sure you have more than enough to carve out a place for yourself in USA.

"Yea I already looked up Morgana Hellsign and although she has quite the cybernetic protection on her personal information these days and age technology is nothing for someone like me who knows how the xeno tech works like a back of my hand."

"Appearantly she's quite a big shot in America an conglamorate owner in the light and in the night a mafia queen so America is a perfect place to relocate my close ones after I steal her heart."

"Since from what I know her husband was an American soldier who died in Afghanistan and left her with a daughter who appearanlty has developed an incurable sickness."

"And I know very well what all woman want from a man thou this mafia queen is going to be a tough nut to crack."

I said and thought as I opened up another beer bottle and gulped it down while enjoying the feeling of my body getting intoxicated and my mind muddy.

I wonder could it be her daughters incurable sickness the reason why she's coming all the way to my country from America.

I asked myself under rmy breath as I gulped down another beer bottle.