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Its been two days after i broke up with brian,I thought i will be better without his fake love for me,but no its more worst than i thought it will be.

I can't eat anymore,i just drink alcohol while daydreaming.I never thought this will happen because he wasn't like that when i met him, Everything seems to be the opposite.

I feel numbness on my feet and arms that i can't even get up in my bed, I was stuck there for a week, I felt very useless without him, I was even planning to suicide just because I never felt too broken before.

It wasn't that same heartbreak that I've felt when my past boyfriends broke up with me. I think everything that I see reminds me of him, The couch where we always cuddle up, My room balcony where we used to look up to the moon and those beautiful twinkling stars while saying those sweet and flowering words.

I admitted that Vanessa looks more beautiful than me, she got that sun kissed glow, those full lips, and that tiny waist.

I took me a hard time to go out my apartment but i have no choice. I quickly dashed to the bathroom to take a bath and fix myself up. As i walk by my big mirror beside my bathroom, I've seen my very dark eyes because of my dreadful nights.

After i fixed myself it suddenly rained so i got my umbrella and opened the door. I felt a sudden nervousness and sadness in my heart because of the rain.

When I got to the ice cream store blocks away from my house i quickly ordered a really classic chocolate ice cream and sat in the chair near the window. I noticed that all of the customers were couples and one couple caught my interest, I recognized the laughter that unique laugh.

As my curiosity attacks me i slowly turned my head where i hear the laugh. I was completely in shock that it was brian and vanessa they were endlessly laughing like no one's with them.

I was watching them laugh and smile at each other for about 30 minutes, I wasn't eating my favorite ice cream anymore because of my extreme anxiety

that was becoming more and more worst while watching them.

I walked away from the Ice cream shop which made me forget to bring my umbrella with me. I was being washed by the strong rain that kept me running from the streets.

I was crying in pain, I felt like my whole world was ruined its was like I was watching myself get killed

in just a blink.I can't help but to kill myself.

I'm soaked wet as I am walking towards the bridge planning to jump right away to end my suffering.

I was staring at the deep river beneath the bridge preparing to jump not caring about what people are about to say about this moment.

When Brian left I always felt like a useless brat,I was in the fence of the bridge for about 10 minutes until i finally jumped.

I was just in water for about two minutes until i heard a splash near me, And it grabbed me away from the water,i can hear his deep voice.

"Hey miss, Are you okay?"he asked while breathing heavily.

I couldn't response due to my body's weakness.

He carried me all the way up to the bridge, As i realized i wasn't dead and that got my strength back. When we got to the bridge I immediately got away from him and I don't know why I am crying.

"You shouldn't saved me, Im so useless"I shouted.

He looked shocked after I said that and he quickly pulled me into his embrace, I was shocked too and i heard him sobbing. Is he crying? but why?.

"Mr.Uhm? U okay?"I said and still wondering.

"I'm sorry, I just can't help crying because i remembered someone from you" He embarrassingly said.

He wiped his tears out before he released me from his arms.

I looked into his eyes and his eyes were full of sadness, And it caught me questioning myself,Am I not the only one?!..

Taeehyuunggg? I said while reading his name tag.

"Yes I'm Taehyung How did you know?" he asked wondering.

"Oh Uhm, your nametag.."I said

"And you are???"He questioned.

"I'm Amber"I replied.

"You should go home now"He said while smiling.

"Ok Goodbye, Nice meeting you"I said as I waved my hand.

"Ok Be careful"He said.

As we walked away from different directions.

I was still wet when i got home, When I was drying my hair using the towel while staring at my window I was wondering why Taehyung's voice kept me calm and made me forget about Brian for a moment.

After my hair dried I got to bed.