Chapter 62: Unafraid

[ Autumn P.O.V ]

When we woke up I felt his head lifted up from my chest as I held his face and neck as I started to lick my lips and kissed him on the lips which he took a moment to look at me before tenderly doing the same. I felt my right hand gripping his black hair that were through my fingers as my left hand tried to grip his neck. When I woke up I remembered what we did and I felt him still holding me in his arms. I looked down at him with my face on his chest. I felt a rush of all these emotions at waking up with him like this: excitement, relaxed, and really really happy.

Just being like this again with him. Feeling him holding me like this and feeling so much more comfortable like the last time we were like this. I started to smile widely and started to nuzzle into his neck trying to hold tears back from forming from smiling. I don't feel nearly as cheap or ashamed as I did before and I love how even being on him like this, I feel like he makes me feel so loved and safe. That's why I can't help but kiss him wanting him passionately, feeling so much better now. He pulled back.

We stopped and I leaned my head into his neck where I said " Morning, babe. " he kissed my neck lightly before saying trying to lift himself out from under me. " Good morning, baby. " But I felt him shifting under me as my hand was on his chest and I felt something inside me wanted him to not go. It was almost desperate for him not to leave as I felt slight sadness at the thought of him leaving.

I started to lean and put more of my body against him trying to keep him pinned down. I started to whine and whimper as I started to frantically nuzzle my face into his neck and collar as I held my hands on his shoulders tighter. I didn't want him to leave I wanted him to hold me and stay like this with me. He got that I wanted him to stay here because he gently started to say making me lift my face out of his neck to be face to face.

" Darling, come here. " I lifted my face and I felt myself blush when I saw his sweet little smile as his eyes locked with mine. I started to feel his hands holding my back gently and leaned his face close to my neck. I felt him lean into my skin before taking in my scent deeply

" I've missed you, " " My sweetheart, " I felt myself squirm a little at feeling him starting to kiss my neck softly in-between his sweet words. I started to feel him begin to nuzzle into my neck making me bite my lip as he held me close from underneath. I moaned and whimpered as my head was hanging back as he attacked my neck lovingly and nibbling my skin.

It's strange how he was whining happily and also seemed like a lovesick puppy he'd change from nuzzling and licking almost crazily. He started to nuzzle not just my neck but also my face and started to move to my chest as he'd move up and down. I couldn't help think his wolf was having a field day; which made me smile more. His hands would remain on my waist the whole time and I did enjoy his attention and the thought that he was smiling the whole time like he was really happy about last night. That's why I smiled and held his neck in my right hand and holding onto him as I let him.

My hands clung to his shoulders tightly as he started to hold the back of my neck in his left hand holding my back in his right. My slightly mangled dark brown hair hanging and brushing his hands.

When he got my mark I could tell that he was just as thrilled about, waking up to me after being able to be with me like last night. He moved slowly up and held my neck as he started to go up and started to kiss my lips. I pulled away and started to pull out of his grip and started to nestle into him. He smiled at this and then I felt him roll me over with him on top of me. I felt his wolf happily showed his enthusiasm as he started to lick my neck happily and nuzzled energetically. When he stopped and started to lift himself up.

I felt confused and a little worried but then I looked up at him smiling down at me after adjusting himself up. He leaned down and pecked my lips sweetly before he pulled back and said quietly close to my ear

" It's alright baby, I'd love nothing more than to snuggle with you. But we should try and get showers before we start getting ready for the day. " " But hey, you are more than welcomed to join me. " I felt a mischievous smirk slid on his face that made me gulp as he added

" You can help me if you want, but I can help you with yours if you're interested. " We both took showers to clean are sweaty wet bodies off to get ready for the day, but we took them separately but not looking at him as he got out was hard since he was the last one to go.

But when I saw him plop down and started to lay back down shirtless on the couch my wolf had kicked in now that I don't feel so scared about sleeping with him as I did before. My wolf made me use some kind of super strength to pin him down on the couch with me on top of his still slightly wet body. I caressed my lips against his abs moving up to his chest as my fingertips moved against them. My lips tentatively pecked and licked at his mark tattoo slowly. My fingers moved up the mark and slid to the left where I passionately placed kisses in his right shoulder where the memory of him taking a bullet for me still lingering in my memory.

Both my hands slid to both sides of his neck. As I gently moved my face up his neck dragging my lips purposefully. I felt my wolf was definitely not tired ' I know that you can't deny our urge to want to please him and for once we can be the dominant one in this relationship. ' She liked having a reason to be the one in the driver's seat and was willing to be in it for however long she could.

I held his face in my hands gently and then I looked at his calm face as I gently kissed each of his closed eyes and his jaw was clenched; which meant he was enjoying my hands touching him. Then I gently kissed his lips tenderly. As I pulled away I felt his lips lift closer and kissed my lips back.

I continued to kiss his lips as I continued to feel his lips against mine. I opened my eyes slightly to see his eyes were opened slightly as well looking into mine. I felt my urge to fight my wolf and getting control of what I'm doing was fading as I felt myself getting lost as the will to fight started to fade from my mind. Then I felt his left hand holding the back and side of my neck.

But then I felt his right hand slide under my baggy shirt. I felt a shock through me at the feeling of the outside of his fingers moving up and down my side by the wrist. Not just because he was only in boxer shorts right now. This had me release a very appreciative sound as my lips hung over his. As my hands fell grasping his shoulders. Then I moved my right hand down his chest past his mark. At this point my attraction to him was giving my wolf more control even dominating most of my thoughts as she was getting bolder and a little cocky.

' Come on, I want him to call our name as he'll beg for more..' Then I caressed and dragged my finger tips slowly down his hard smooth abs and slowly back up. As the words escaped through a mischievous smirk with hints of seduction as my eyes became half-lided as they traced up towards his face.

" That a boy.." this caused an enthusiastic groan to escape as his hands held me tighter as his lips smirked as well as his eyes shifted from black to gold back and forth violently. That was when he said looking into my eyes with his eyes half-lided as he said lowly

" Be careful what you say, sweetheart. You may not be prepared for what follows. " this made my wolf take this as a sign to test him, willing to see how far he'll let us tempt him. Then I pushed my wolf trying to convince her to not push our luck since I'm still physically tired. I took control even though those words filled me with a flash of heat. Then I moved my hands to rest on his bare chest and I slowly laid my forehead and chest against his chest.

This made me feel like I'm so small being able to fit inside of his toned muscular frame. I felt his eyes looking at me as I hugged what I could. I snuggled against him as I said quietly

" Well, I'm too tired for that right now anyway. Sorry, I let my wolf go this far though. I'm going to have to take care of the boys today anyway. I don't want to go that far and lead you on like this.." I felt him chuckle slightly at this and I felt it as his chest moved. He lifted himself up with him holding me up against him near his chest. I wondered why he kept intentionally holding me above his pelvis.

" It's alright. I get how you're having a hard time and I get that taking care of Jace and Grayson takes a lot of energy to do. " I felt happy that he understood but felt my wolf grumble in frustration ' You should have just let us take care of our baby before we spend most of the day breastfeeding our two pups...' I ignored her and just thanked Leo for understanding.

I lifted my head up slightly to look at him say moving facing away from me as he had me sit back on the couch as he said looking a little awkward

" Just..give me a minute, okay?" I understood once I noticed he'd start coughing slightly. I felt myself say understanding how hard it probably was to um..hold back his well you know..being more visible from his boxers.

" O-Okay..." he went to the closet and tried to get ready to get changed into some dry clothes.

[ Leo P.O.V]

I was surprised that she was able to pin herself on top of me. I was surprised but once I felt her hands leaving sparks of electricity on my skin I felt her body, though smaller than mine, was sitting on top of me trying to hold me still. But as I was going to say something in my confusion at where this was coming from as my wolf didn't quite like the idea of someone pinning us down.

Her lips and fingertips were what shut us both up as I felt my body tensing up as I found myself just trying to not move to stop her. But when she moved to my tattoo on my chest I felt myself unable to keep my arms down any longer. As I started feel her gentle soft hands cupping my neck I felt myself struggling to breathe at the feeling of the slight heat coming off of them. I felt myself close my eyes as I focused on trying to calm my wolf who at this point wanted nothing more than to end this by pinning her down beside me and repeating the amount of pleasure that came from her actions, with interest. But when I felt her kissing the lids of my eyes, they felt like soft little butterfly kisses that nearly tickled a little.

But once she kissed my lips was when my hands started to wonder along with my mind at how each thing she was doing seemed to be tempting my wolf successfully almost calculated. Since he'd say as I started to feel her lips drifting slightly away from mine as I wanted for her to not stop.

' I like this game now I think..it's kinda like playing a game or even in a strange way like hunting a pray that I know is ours to take in the end. Hehehe! ' as I kissed her some more as I opened my eyes slightly just enough that I might be able to see her beautiful brown eyes looking into me if nothing else. I held the side of her neck in my left hand gently trying to hold her from trying to pull away again. But my right was holding her waist trying to pull her closer to my body. Her skin is so smooth and soft that it's practically flawless. I herd my wolf who I was having a hard time holding back while giving him a little length on his leash to do what he wanted at a limit.

When I herd her made an appreciative sound as my fingers moved up and down her side. She pulled away for air, she grinned up at me. I smiled back at her as she hovered over my lips. But when she started to move her fingertips down my stomach was when my wolf had reacted almost to the equivalent of when someone pets a dog's stomach. But when she started to refer to my wolf I was really struggling to hide the fact that well..I've become hard and my wolf was getting tired of this game. But..

I figured that I wanted to ask because I was getting to the point that there's no going back from. I turned around so I can try and not look at her but my wolf was having an angry field day. I tried to breath calmly as I tried looking through the clothes on the hangers.

' Well I can think of two boys who want to be with and in you, and sucking at your breasts all day would just be a bonus.' I got annoyed and said back ' Stop thinking with our cock, and for peat's sake don't EVER mix the two together again! ' he kept angrily getting on my case and say telling me that he was angry.

' Don't lie and say that you didn't like the more dominant side of her..' ' The way she talked and acted was a lot more fun than well..the more timid rational kind of person she normally is when her wolf stays in its cage. ' I didn't lie that it wasn't surprising and my blood wasn't boiling. I would gladly take her in my hands and I would have, if I didn't already know her well enough to know that she was, even now, struggling to understand how to control the wolf. Her beast.

She got up from the couch and started to leave the room and went to tend to our boys who were crying out for her. I got dressed and ever since the rogues have been dealt with I could relax. I didn't have nearly as much of work and stress as before. Sometimes when I'd help with the boys I'd think back as she seemed to devote what love she could give them. I wondered when was the last time we went out on a date. I could only ever count the first time as a date.

In fact, I can't really recall us visiting that garden since the time she got hurt in the shoulder. I know she loves that place even though it had once had blood in the dirt that laid there. I wondered of if we could take the boys there together and visit it once again. I decided to start to do some extra paperwork that I'd have to do tomorrow. I was only in my boxers but even had to try and work on a couple papers as I sat down in our bed.

But after a little while I got changed into my more normal more formal suit and started to work on the papers at my desk. But my mind started to wonder off to Autumn and how great last night was. When Nick came on in with more documents, my face was getting a little sore from smiling in a daze. He said trying to snap me out to concentrate on the papers since a part of me couldn't stop giggling or chuckling.

" Now's not the time to be lovestruck, especially for our Alpha. " I understood but I smiled and said not caring and just getting the papers since nothing could break my mood. With that I couldn't stop thinking about her touch and her kissing all over me last night. I kinda stayed like that all day and it was only when it was late at night that I started to feel it wear off and get even more focused. I looked at the bed and in the room as it was still quiet.

Autumn isn't in bed yet; which means she's probably being held up because she's taking care of the boys. I want to get these out of the way so I don't have to lead on to surprising her tomorrow and I want to not worry her with looking like I'm working too hard.