Hey everyone, how's it going?
So, as you can see, I deleted the story.
Yes, unfortunately, I did it, just like that.
Why? Because I realized I got way too lost.
As some people told me, the MC's motivations became confused and meaningless, and he started doing things just 'because he could.'
Part of that was because I was pressuring myself to write chapters just to keep a constant presence on the site and stay relevant. Chapters without a cohesive or well-made plot, just fillers.
Also, I was writing while preparing my graduation project as a way to relieve stress, and once I finished my project, writing became tedious, which made me bored with the story.
Actually, more than just boredom, it made me really hate the story, and it pushed me away from other projects.
However, after my graduation, with more time for myself and a job to give me new worries, the story started to come back to my mind, along with the desire to rewrite it—this time with more care and attention to developing the characters and creating a much more interesting plot, at least for me.
So, what I'm trying to say is, thank you. Thank you to everyone who read the previous story and supported me, and if you'll allow me, I'd like to ask for another chance so I can redeem myself with you all. I'd love for you to join me on this new journey.
Thanks.
P.S. I created a backstory for the character to justify his cruel actions and his abnormal behavior toward human life. He's still searching for a family, a way to find a home, but this time, he has a plausible reason for killing beyond just because he wants to. I actually kinda liked his new backstory, and I hope you do too.