melancholy thesaurus

Poetry ••• Aimless. I guess that's what I am. There's no place I'd like to arrive at. So that makes me aimless. My feet start to ache. I don't want to walk anymore. I'm so very tired you see. I'm urged to keep on moving. Even if it's painful. I want to stop and ponder. Maybe think of where I'll end. What will happen if my feet grow roots. They usher me forward. Hands pushing against my back. I don't want to walk anymore. Upon this dusty path. My feet are dirty and tired you see. Good sir, please allow me rest. I'm urged to keep on moving. Regardless of my health. Since they push me to walk forward. I guess that I'll walk sideways. Aimlessly in the dust. I guess that's what I am. Aimless.

[ MATURE CONTENT] ( Emotional and high stake scenes) ( don't let the title bore you, dive into this story and get addicted to toxic sweet love story and join the splendid fandom) ... [ " Your past is my problem now, so are you"] ***** Four years ago, Evelyn Ashford made a mistake that would haunt her forever. As a trusted FBI agent, she mishandled the investigation of Adams Hayes, an accused man who was innocent. He came to her with evidence proving his innocence, but before she could act, he died by suicide. In despair and fearing the consequences, Evelyn destroyed the evidence and buried the secret, choosing to protect her career and reputation over justice. Since then, every award, every press celebration, every compliment has been a reminder of the life she failed to save — yet she wears a flawless, carefully crafted smile. Now, her next assignment brings her face-to-face with Silas Montclair, a powerful, enigmatic mafia heir suspected of financial crimes. Silas isn’t just a target — he is the only man who knows her darkest secret. He doesn’t just threaten her career; he threatens her very soul. To survive, Evelyn must obey his rules, hide every trace of his illicit dealings, and endure a contract that binds her success to his control. Every smile she wears hides the trembling heart beneath; every move is a careful negotiation between power and survival. As she navigates this treacherous world of high-stakes crime, blackmail, and corporate domination, something unexpected happens: attraction sparks in the shadows of danger, and trust becomes as dangerous as deceit. When the past resurfaces — the real culprit behind Adams Hayes’s death is finally revealed — Evelyn and Silas must confront secrets, lies, and truths that could destroy them both. In a world where wealth dazzles, power seduces, and secrets can kill, Evelyn must choose: protect herself and live in fear, or confront the darkness and risk everything for love, justice, and redemption. A story of ambition, guilt, forbidden desire, and relentless suspense — welcome to Splendid Melancholy.

Opening his eyes, the young man looked in the mirror and did not recognize himself at all. There, looking at him, was a tall, well-built man with long black hair and dark eyes. "Bai Yunsheng..." he recognized him immediately. The young man ended up in the body of one of the characters in his older sister's novel. Now he has two things to do. Survive in the world of the book and understand what this strange world wants from him...

Ash fell in love with Ava the very first time he saw her. She was everything he had ever imagined in her dream girl. As their friendship bloomed into deep love, culminating into marriage, he became her confidence and eternal support. But in trying to be with her, Ash made a choice that broke his father's heart and hopes. As Ash and Ava gear upto step into the next phase of their relationship, life seems like an overload of joy and love. He is confident that his love for Ava will win over all odds, even his father. Little did he know that things were going to change drastically, forever. Why does Ava marry someone else? Why does Ash accept it silently? Why is life so unpredictable? This is a story of deep love that knows no bounds, relationships that break all barriers, and a promise !

You’ve gotten to see the imperfections, of humanity, or the universe's unforgiving nature. But do you have the heart to love it anyway, do you have what it takes to endure such sorrow? Can you love the universe and humanity for its redeeming qualities? Do you know the meaning of life? Follow me, on my journey, a Journey of Melancholy!

Love of One's Melancholy DESCRIPTION: In the peaceful yet cold breeze of autumn, an indication of the upcoming of winter, was the day a new high schooler transferred into a new school. He acknowledged that he was a failure, a dead loss to the community and his own family. Being neglected by his own siblings and parents ever since childhood. His life was without a doubt, traumatic and pathetic in his own perspective. The urge of suicide was getting heavier and heavier after many attempts of self-harm. Will he survive living in a body that fights to survive, but with a mind that tries to die? NOTE: I am the original author of this title and please, if you like my pen work, you can follow me on my social media to get the latest news of Loom (Twitter: @astralaneauthor). WARNING: This series includes the mentions/act of suicide. Please do not repeat the actions written in the novel. I do not hold any responsibilities if anything happens as this warning has been noted for a reason. Please, seek help if you're feeling down or suicidal.

This story follows a teenage boy who has a personality disorder. A mental disorder in which is innate or is considered a part of human development. He soon starts to have questions about things and seeks to find the answers. In his quest for finding answers, he met a girl that greatly impacted his way of thinking. He soon starts to feel different and became more mentally unstable. As time passes by, he got over it but, the cycle continued and he was pushed back into the corner until one day, he came up with a solution to fix everything.

100 years have gone by and humanity had excelled in its technology. With the discovery of mana, mages began to appear all around the world. Those without elements were seen as wastes while those with one were kings and queens. In a small dojo on the outskirts of the Raetia continent, a young boy named Owen Li trained with a sword day and night in honor of his parents. The parents he so dearly loved had left him alone in the world. With no one to call family, he believed in nothing but his sword. On the long cold and rainy nights, others would stay inside with their families, seated by the fireplace telling stories. While he would pick up his sword and swing it tens of thousands of times over. Honing and perfecting his skills. His blood, sweat, and tears were spent on his blade. the most important thing to him was to regain his family’s fame. To understand the mysteries of his parents' deaths, to protect those dear to him, to never lose a loved one again. Will he comprehend his immense potential?

Cal Walnner was once an A-rank adventurer — until tragedy broke him. Now he scrapes by as a private investigator, chasing cheaters and debts just to survive. But when a noble from the Valneria family hires him to find a missing man lost deep within the Margrave Dungeon, Cal is dragged back into the world he swore to abandon. What begins as a simple retrieval mission soon unravels into a nightmare of blood-soaked rituals, forbidden sigils, and buried memories. Haunted by his past and trapped in the ever-shifting labyrinth, Cal must confront not only the horrors lurking in the dark — but the monster within himself. In a dungeon that devours both monsters and men, redemption may be the cruelest illusion of all.

"Suicide is not the way to go, death is part of life, cry but don't let it break you, be strong. Drugs will not be your salvation, don't listen to the temptations or you will lose yourself. " Yet our young protagonist Athena Dupont does the opposite. Her parent's death leaves her so broken she finds salvation in the wrong things. Follow Athena on her road to overcoming life's temptations. Don't let melancholy get to you Melancholy-it's a word for the gloomiest of spirits. Being melancholy means that you're overcome in sorrow, wrapped up in sorrowful thought --------------------------------------- Welcome to a new story In this story, my main character Athena Dupont faces a series of events that make her depressed. In the mix of her depression she has to pass 10th grade, try to understand her new family, learn to get over her depression, try to avoid being clumsy, live in New York City, and not fall in love with the bad Boy who's purely bad news but understands her, not kill herself but learn to move on and last but not least get over the drug addiction that she finds herself using to forget life's problems. Hope you enjoy ---------------------------------------- This story contains suicide, depression, and death. If in any way this may trigger you. Don't read!!