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Andai Takdir Sedikit Mengalah

Sore itu hujan turun dengan derasnya, entah berapa lama aku sudah menunggu di emperan toko. Perasaan bosan mulai datang menerpa, "Eh....." desahku. "Sampai kapan aku harus menunggu??", gumamku. Beberapa lama kemudian, orang yang aku tunggupun akhirnya datang. "Hai ...." sapanya. Senyum simpulnya terlintas di bibirnya. "Sudah lama menunggu y?" tanyaknya, "maaf tadi ada rapat guru kelas dengan wali murid, aku kira tidak berjalan lama, ternyata aku salah, ada beberapa wali murid yg protes tentang kebijakan kepala sekolah.... dst" dia terus saja bercerita tanpa henti tanpa aku gubris karena terlalu lelah menunggu dan sangat lapar. Entah apa yg dia bicarakan, tidak terlalu aku hiraukan. Melihat ekspresi yang nanar menatapnya akhirnya dia berhenti bercerita. Tiba-tiba dia memegang tanganku dan dengan lembut berkata "maaf y sayang, jangan marah, ayo aku traktir makan siang!", katanya sambil tersenyum manis. Akupun jadi tidak berdaya, kupandangi mata coklat kekasihku itu, ada rasa tenang di hatiku. Akhirnya hatiku luluh melihat senyum dan kata-kata manisnya. "Baiklah, aku maafkan, tapi lain kali kalau telat datang tolong SMS aku, jangan buat aku menunggu dan kawatir seperti ini" kataku. "Iya sayang, aku berjanji tidak akan membuatmu menunggu lagi". Jawabnya singkat. Kami pun pergi dari emperan toko itu menuju warung makan terdekat, hujanpun sudah reda sehingga kami tidak perlu menggunakan jas hujan yg sedari tadi sudah dia siapkan. ************** Namaku Nita, usiaku 27 tahun, usia yang sudah layak untuk menikah. Teman - temanku sudah menikah semua, tapi aku sampai usia 27 tahun belum kunjung mendapat jodoh. Hatiku mulai gelisah dan galau, belum lagi pertanyaan dari keluarga, teman dan handai tolan yang selalu bertanyak "Kapan nikah.....?" itu sering membuat Stress. Hingga suatu hari aku bertemu dengan Herri. Herri seorang guru SMP, secara finansial Herri sudah mapan, dan sudah layak untuk berumahtangga. Dia memiliki segalanya tapi entah kenapa dia belum mau menikah. Usia Herri 28 tahun, tampan dan sangat baik hati. Awal kami bertemu di kampus tempatku bekerja. Herri hendak melanjutkan kuliahnya kejenjang yang lebih tinggi yakni S2. Ketika hendak pulang, secara kebetulan kami bertemu di tempat parkir dan mungkin ini yang namanya jodoh, aku kesulitan mengeluarkan motor dari tempat parkir dan Herri datang menolongku. Dari sanalah perkenalan kami bermula, dari awalnya cuma teman, kemudian teman curhat, sahabat dan akhirnya menjadi sepasang kekasih. Hari - hari kami lewati dengan tawa canda, kesal, marah, cemburu dan segala perasaan yang biasa di alami oleh sepasang kekasih. Hubungan kami berjalan mulus dan baik - baik saja, aku memperkenalkannya dengan orang tua dan keluargaku, begitu juga dia, dia memperkenalkanku dengan kedua orang tua dan keluarganya. Semua berjalan lancar, hubungan kamipun semakin serius, rencana pernikahan pun sudah mulai sering di bahas. Disetiap doaku selalu ada namanya, semoga Allah menjodohkan kami, mempersatukan kami dalam bahtera rumah tangga. Bulan - bulan berlalu, kata orang, setiap pasangan yang hendak menikah selalu ada cobaan, tidak terkecuali hubunganku dengan Herri. Satu persatu cobaan mulai menerpa hubungan kami, akupun lebih sering meneteskan air mata bila bersama dari pada tertawa. Keyakinan ku akan cintanya mulai goyah dengan hadirnya perempuan lain di hatinya. Perempuan yang merupakan cinta pertamanya dan sampai saat ini belum bisa dia lupakan. Hatiku hancur, perih rasanya mengetahui laki-laki yang aku cintai dan hendak aku nikahi ternyata masih memendam rasa di hatinya untuk wanita lain. Setiap malam aku menangis, bingung untuk membuat keputusan. Haruskah aku melanjutkan rencana pernikahanku dengan Herri? atau aku harus mengakhirinya dengan segala konsekwensinya?
Remaja
7 Chs
A '70s Flash Marriage: Raising Cubs, Making Millions

A '70s Flash Marriage: Raising Cubs, Making Millions

Fu Xiaoxiao transmigrates into a book and immediately faces the crisis of being sent to the countryside. As the unloved middle child, her younger sister is the one meant to go — but her mother transfers her job to the sister instead. A disaster of a start. To avoid being sent away, she has to marry within seven days. She meets a few ordinary men and decides she'd rather go to the countryside. Then she runs into a neighbor who's also looking for a spouse — and his conditions are surprisingly good. A dowry of three hundred? Bicycles and a radio? Just take care of the kids, and separate rooms are fine? The others may pass, but she won't. Every day is a battle of wits with the two kids. Life is eventful, she gets a salary every month, and the boss is never home. Absolutely perfect. Except... wasn't this big shot supposed to be infertile? Then why does he keep strutting around naked in front of her? She has professional ethics. She won't be seduced by a good body. Hmph. Men only slow down her sword swing. Lu Feng grits his teeth at Fu Xiaoxiao, who remains completely unmoved by his countless attempts to seduce her, and traps her in his arms. "Boss, let's talk this through. I know forty a month is a bit much — how about... five less?" Trapped in his embrace, Fu Xiaoxiao thinks he's unhappy with her high salary and starts bargaining. "I'm giving myself to you for free." Lu Feng grinds out through clenched teeth. This woman has no heart. "...Can I say no?" Fu Xiaoxiao swallows, staring at the washboard abs so close. "Such a good deal — are you sure you don't want it?" Lu Feng squints, tempting her. "Fine." A fool turns down a bargain.
Urban
168 Chs
Farm System, Baby, and a Fortune: My '70s Divorce

Farm System, Baby, and a Fortune: My '70s Divorce

[Irresistible MC + Farming & Entrepreneurship + Strong Female Lead + Cute Baby + Love Rivalry + Farming System + Male Competition] Deng Yuyuan wakes up to find she has transmigrated into a period novel about a "pampered group darling" — as the biological mother of the vicious female villain. The female villain has a biased grandmother, a mooching uncle and his family, a blindly filial father, and a spineless mother. She was a small-time thief as a child. As an adult, she committed every kind of evil — constantly framing the female lead — and ultimately met a miserable end. The female lead is the only daughter in another family, doted on by her older brothers. The villain targeted her out of pure jealousy. And now, Deng Yuyuan has become that villain's cowardly mother — and the villain herself is currently just an ugly, wrinkly-faced infant. The blindly filial father loves his wife, but gives all the good things to his own mother. He says to his starving wife and daughter: "Xiao Yuan, come drink some water. I specially heated it for you." Deng Yuyuan looks at her own bony frame and her tiny child — and decides to get a divorce. Goodbye, useless husband. She's going to raise this little cub with an abundance of money and love. No way she'll go astray this time. Lost one husband, gained a crowd of suitors. A beautiful sent-down youth coveted by many — she knows some self-defense and burns the midnight oil studying. With the reinstatement of the college entrance exams, she takes her child toward a much wider world. Riding the wave of the times, Deng Yuyuan works her way up to become a gaming tycoon and a cutting-edge scientist... Except — why are so many men fighting to be her cub's stepfather?
Urban
86 Chs
How to learn how to draw anime illustrations
Learning hand-drawn animation illustrations could start from the following aspects: 1. ** Tool preparation **: Choose tools according to your drawing ability and preferences, such as various hand-drawn tablets, drawing tools, sulfuric acid paper, watercolor paper, rubber paper, and other composite materials, or daily pencil, colored pen, oil painting stick, watercolor paint, etc. 2. ** Master Basic Knowledge ** - [Perspective Theory: This is an important knowledge to construct a sense of space in a picture.] - [Human Body Knowledge: It is helpful in drawing anime characters.] - ** Color Theory **: This includes color matching. You can choose similar colors or similar colors to coordinate the picture, or use contrasting colors to make the picture lively. At the same time, you have to understand the role of color relations in the overall picture. For example, in the color arrangement and coloring steps, you have to determine the main shades. Pay attention to the distinction between black, white, and gray, and distinguish the primary and secondary. - ** Light and Shadow Effect **: It can make the image more three-dimensional and realistic. - ** Use of lines **: Lines are the basic elements of the picture. You must master the relationship between the virtual and real, density and density of the lines. For example, when you draft and draw the lines, pay attention to the ups and downs of the lines, and connect the lines into blocks to obtain the feeling of animation. Start from the basic line practice, practice the control of the brush, and master the painting methods of different lines, such as length, thickness, and the change of virtual and real. 3. ** Drawing Skills Practice ** - ** In terms of composition **: The composition is the skeleton of the picture. Beginners can paint from the whole to the parts, from big to small. Pay attention to the layering and spatial sense of the picture. Master the scale and size. Mastering the composition skills will help to better display the content of the illustration. - ** Grasping training **: Through animal and plant lines and other materials, you can practice grasping. - ** Imitation Training **: Imitate various sketches of people, plants, animals, and so on. Think more during the process of copying and learn other people's way of thinking and observation. Don't just copy and accumulate materials before creating your own. - ** Creation **: The soul of illustration lies in creativity. You can add your own creativity and ideas when drawing, such as using abstract elements to express emotions or artistic conception, to make the picture more distinctive and personal. 4. ** Continuous learning and practice **: Illustrations require continuous learning and practice. Draw more simple illustrations, try new ways of expression and styles, and pay attention to industry trends and the latest creative methods to continuously improve your illustration skills and creative standards. <a href="/?from=ask_words" style="color:red" target="_blank">Read more exciting novels for free</a>
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2026-09-26 11:39
Where can I read novels about beacon fires playing with princes?
If the anime wasn't enough, then hurry up and watch the novel version of " Sword Comes "! The original novel was equally wonderful!
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2026-09-26 11:38
A novel full of riches
" Full House of Riches " was a novel by the author, Kapok, but the reference materials did not give more detailed information about the novel, such as the plot, characters, and so on. <a href="/?from=ask_words" style="color:red" target="_blank">Read more exciting novels for free</a>
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2026-09-26 11:38
What medicine is used to treat the formation of vegetation in the heart?
When neoplasias formed in the heart, conservative treatment was mostly based on the type of pathogenic bacteria to choose reasonable antibiotics for treatment. For example, for Staph. aureus, we can choose Penicilin, Oxacilin, etc.; For fungi infection, we can choose Flucytosin, etc.; For E. Coli infection, we can choose Cefotaxim, Ampicilin, etc. However, after the formation of vegetation, conservative treatment usually could not cure it. Surgery was often needed, especially for patients with more than one embolisms, vegetation>10mm, or serious valve disease. Surgery was needed, and even valve replacement was performed according to the condition. <a href="/?from=ask_words" style="color:red" target="_blank">Read more exciting novels for free</a>
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2026-09-26 11:37
What are the good novels like the fox girl's immortal journey?
"The Immortal Road of Nüwa's Rebirth" and "The Immortal Road of the Poison Lady's Rebirth" belonged to the category of classical Xianxia novels. Similar to "The Immortal Road of the Fox Girl," both had plots where the female protagonist was reborn and embarked on the path of immortality. In addition, the "Slow Immortal Path" series (including "Slow Immortal Path: True Immortal World","Slow Immortal Path", and "Slow Immortal Path: Immortal World") were also available for reading. <a href="/?from=ask_words" style="color:red" target="_blank">Read more exciting novels for free</a>
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2026-09-26 11:37
The female protagonist's surname is Feng, and the male protagonist's surname is Dugu.
There was a novel called Feng Bailing and Dugu Wu. The female protagonist was called Feng Bailing, and the male protagonist was called Dugu Wu. The novel " Glittering Four Seasons " is equally exciting. Everyone is welcome to click and read it!
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2026-09-26 11:37
What's the name of the novel about the construction of heaven and hell? It sounds better
Here are some suggestions for the names of the novels: ** 1. Fantasy and domineering style ** 1. " Qiankun Chuangting Mansion: The Beginning of Heaven and Hell " - " Heaven and Earth " referred to heaven and earth. It implied that the protagonist's creation of the Heavenly Court and the Netherworld was a feat that separated heaven and earth, showing a grand worldview setting. 2. 'The Dome of the Sky builds the Court, Youdu builds the Mansion.' - 'Qiong Xiao' symbolized the high sky where the celestial heavens were located, and 'Youdu' was related to the underworld in myths. Such a name simply expressed the core content of the creation of the celestial heavens and the underworld, and at the same time, it was full of fantasy. 3. "The Emperor controls the Heavenly Court, and the Monarch creates the Netherworld." - " Di " and " Jun " reflected the noble status of the protagonist, hinting that he had enough ability to create the Heavenly Court and the Inferno, the two places that dominated the cycle of life and death and the order of the Heavenly Realm. ** 2. Mysterious Fantasy Style ** 1. 'Spirit enlightens the Heavenly Court, Soul constructs the Underworld.' - " Spirit " and " soul " were common elements in fantasy novels, representing a mysterious power. It meant that the protagonist relied on mysterious spiritual power or soul power to construct the Heavenly Court and the Netherworld. 2. [Starlight leads to the courtyard, Nether Shadow builds the mansion] - The " starlight " gave people a distant and mysterious feeling, symbolizing the lofty and mysterious heaven, while the " shadow " echoed the dark and mysterious atmosphere of the underworld, suggesting that the creation of the heaven and the underworld was full of fantasy. ** 3. Hot-blooded adventure style ** 1. " Reverse the World and Build a Court: The Legend of the Heavenly Court and the Underworld." - " Reversal " meant that the protagonist's actions were against the norm or carried out in a difficult world." Legend " meant that the story was full of blood and adventure in the process of creating the Heavenly Court and the Inferno. 2. " Brave men create the Heavenly Court, heroic men establish the Inferno." - It emphasized that the protagonist was like a brave and heroic hero, building the Heavenly Court and the Inferno in a challenging process. This would attract readers who liked hot-blooded novels. <a href="/?from=ask_words" style="color:red" target="_blank">Read more exciting novels for free</a>
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2026-09-26 11:36
anime tattoo pictures
You can get 9 free anime tattoo pictures from the tattoo gallery. These pictures may bring back your memories. <a href="/?from=ask_words" style="color:red" target="_blank">Read more exciting novels for free</a>
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2026-09-26 11:36
Why does the host need applause and speech skills?
The following were some of the host's words to get applause: 1. Use humor to count the number of gifts to guide the applause, such as "Thank you for the 100 applause from Brother XX. 150, 200. Wow, the applause from the Dazzling Mai brand couldn't stop! Thank you very much." 2. He used blessings as bait to lead the applause. For example,"May all the guests present today have everything going well in the second half of 2023. Earn more US dollars, everything will prosper, earn more pounds, all the best, and earn more RMB." All in all, it's just one sentence: earn more money, be less angry, be healthy, and have good luck. Applause and encouragement." 3. When it comes to other people's difficulties, extraordinary performance, or their own success, they call for applause."Friends, when others are in trouble, please give them warm applause; when others perform extraordinary, please give them applause; when you succeed, please cherish the applause." 4. Ask for applause on the premise of arousing curiosity, like "Do you want to know more/want to hear it?" Then let's have a round of applause first." 5. He used a metaphor to get everyone to applaud."Give me your gold palm, silver palm, and copper palm. Welcome…onto the stage." 6. Ask for applause by emphasizing the positive meaning of applause, such as "Clap boldly for others and for yourself; a more colorful life and a better life." 7. Through interacting with the audience, he asked,"How much applause do you think you have? How many rounds of applause do you think are the most feminine?" 8. He used the excuse of improving his condition to ask for applause."I've been lecturing a lot recently, and my throat is a little problematic. I don't know if I can finish today, but I heard that applause can produce miracles." 9. Mentioning the level of civilization and other values that applause represented, he asked for applause."The eyes are the windows to the soul, and applause is the embodiment of quality. Please give me your warm applause to welcome…" 10. Using the game's interaction method to ask for applause, he said,"When I count to three, all my good friends, clap with me. Can we invite the friend who made a mistake to come up and sing a song?" 11. "It's like this," she said."During the early communication, the groom and bride told me that our family and friends would be especially enthusiastic on the wedding day, but from the applause just now, it seems that it's a little lacking. When I count from 1 to 3, let's give the bride and groom a round of applause. Let them feel the warmth of our family and friends." 12. The stage needed applause to avoid desolation and asked for applause."There's a feeling called eternal love, and there's a kind of gratitude that can only be felt on the spot. Then I want to feel all the good friends in the audience. Do you have the most enthusiastic applause? If there was no place to rest, it was called hesitation. On the stage, if there was no applause, it was called desolation. I hope that everyone can extend your passionate hands and clap your hands together to bid farewell to the desolation and walk towards glory." <a href="/?from=ask_words" style="color:red" target="_blank">Read more exciting novels for free</a>
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2026-09-26 11:36
What are the names of all the panda novels?
The following are the titles of some novels that contain panda elements: "Bear Life Begins from Prison Break","Continue to Be a Panda in Douluo","Panda Boss","Panda Man's Self-Cultivation","Reborn Panda Cultivation","Panda Ming Adventures","Panda King","Panda King 2: Watching the Wilderness","Panda Kang Ji's Journey","Panda Boy's Fantasy Journey","Panda Chaser","Light Barrier","Floating Azure Record","Sword Bone","Stealing Light". <a href="/?from=ask_words" style="color:red" target="_blank">Read more exciting novels for free</a>
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2026-09-26 11:36
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