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ashamed of myself

ashamed of myself

I Scored Myself a Mate

I Scored Myself a Mate

Alex always felt out of place. Isolated and mistreated by his family, his life was pure torture. He believed he had managed to get out, and run away from the beatings and the hate. He wanted a peaceful life, a way to be happy. For a second when he met Luke, a mysterious young man, through a fatal mistake, happiness seemed to be in his grasp. Still, everything began to crumble. The silver eyes that shone under the moon were the bringers of deceit and he felt lost once again, trapped until... ...until he met him. The cold and saddened elf king, living in an endless winter, hidden inside an icy palace. Hair white as snow and eyes a pretty lilac, Alex had never seen someone so divine. Just the sight of him triggered a past he didn't know he had. Opening up a way through the secrets and finding the truth from his hazy dreams Alex struggles between who he is and what he is turning to. An endless journey and his only guide a blurry figure in his mind. "I love you...forever" he whispered and Alex could only cry. Who was he and where could he find him? His only comfort. His only home. Welcome to the The Veil! Filled with unspoken horrors and divine pleasures. A place that only in your wildest dreams...or maybe nightmares, you would have imagined. What lies beneath the covered eyes of the humans? Are you curious to know? Read and find out. .... Also, check out my other Fantasy Romance The Tears of a Prince which is the crazy adventure of a vampire prince as he tries to run away from the people who are after him and the man who changed his life forever!
LGBT+
485 Chs
Win, and I’ll tame the witch. Lose, and I’ll become one myself

Win, and I’ll tame the witch. Lose, and I’ll become one myself

[Undead Synthesis | Entry Fusion | Ruthless | Witch Transformation | Slight Yuri Undertone] This world is insane. Gods who’ve lost themselves. Witches who’ve stolen divinity. A Church that publicly worships gods — yet secretly covets their power. Nobles who appear honorable — yet devour people whole behind closed doors. If one were to summarize the entire continent’s history in a single phrase, it would be: “The weak are prey, and profit rules all.” Earthling Hemu reincarnated into such a rotten world — as a minor lord despised by all nobles. Assassinations, ambushes, poisonings, false accusations, rebellions — there’s no “most devious,” only “more devious.” Fortunately, the Transmigrator Administration Bureau hadn’t forgotten to hand out cheats: the ability to plunder others’ entries, fuse entries into stronger ones, and raise an invincible army of the undead. Since the ruling class refused to play fair, she decided to flip the entire board instead. “Assassinate me? Fine — I’ll slaughter your whole family.” “Frame me? Then don’t blame me for framing you back.” “Rebel against me? Too bad — I already control your soldiers.” Manipulating souls, rewriting minds, constructing a Soul Network and building an Underworld in another realm, using alchemy to forge titanic giants, modifying bloodlines to create the ultimate race — and when technology wasn’t enough, she’d simply fuse entries to break all limits. Step by step, she ascended the path to godhood. Yet, who could have foreseen — that the world’s calamity, the ruler of death, the “Little Western Lord” of Heim, the eternally youthful Loli Reaper, the legendary Death Witch, Hel Heim — would one day come to regret most of all the moment she placed upon herself that damned [Witch] entry.
Fantasy
469 Chs
The novel is ashamed of him
The following are a few examples of the novel's plot of "feeling ashamed of him": - In one story, the younger sister plotted for her elder sister to marry a wild hunter, and she would marry the only son of the county magistrate in her place. Because of this, the elder sister broke off all ties with her younger sister. Later on, when her younger sister was about to die, her parents begged her elder sister to go see her. The elder sister thought of her ruined life and could not let go. The elder sister had always been very good to her younger sister and tried her best to help her achieve her wish. However, she was schemed against by her younger sister. This kind of betrayal by her relatives made the elder sister feel indebted to her. If the younger sister had a conscience, she should feel guilty towards the elder sister. - There was a plot where the male protagonist urged the female protagonist to divorce twice to fulfill the last wish of the junior (holding a wedding). When the female protagonist was lying on the operating table as a terminally ill patient, the male protagonist was terrified and desperate because he would lose the female protagonist in his hands. The female protagonist had always been paying for the male protagonist, but the male protagonist ignored the female protagonist's feelings and was busy fulfilling other people's wishes. In the end, the female protagonist decided to die in the hands of the male protagonist according to the system settings, making him feel guilty for life. The male protagonist's actions were guilty to the female protagonist. - There was also Murong Xue's story. She used Chen Mo to cure the poison, and after Chen Mo was killed, she felt guilty towards Chen Mo, so she asked Long Qianxiang, who was also responsible for Chen Mo's death, to "die" with her. In this story, Murong Xue felt guilty. - A university professor (female) married a boiler worker. At first, she didn't like him. Later, although they had feelings for each other, she felt that the gap between her academic world and her husband's ordinary work was too big. Her husband was silently contributing to the family, and she might neglect her husband when she was busy with her studies. When her husband went out to work, she realized that her life couldn't be separated from her husband. At the same time, she realized that she was guilty of him in many ways. <a href="/?from=ask_words" style="color:red" target="_blank">Read more exciting novels for free</a>
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2026-01-18 12:05
Why is there an ashamed cat in the cartoon?
Maybe the cat did something wrong or got into an embarrassing situation in the cartoon story.
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2025-10-01 05:47
What does it mean to be ashamed?
Shame meant to blush because of shame. "The Crane Drinks the Spring Breeze" is equally exciting. Everyone is welcome to click and read it!
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2026-02-08 20:44
A gentleman is not ashamed in front of others
"A gentleman is not shy in front of others" meant that a gentleman was not afraid to speak directly in front of others. It could also be understood as a gentleman would not humiliate others in front of them. Instead of using flowery words, it was better to say what was on his mind.
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2026-09-23 02:27
Are you ashamed to be a cultural relic?
I'm not a cultural relic. I'm a knowledgeable person who specializes in answering questions about online literature. Your question seems to be a teasing expression. If you have any questions about cultural relics or online novels, please state them accurately so that I can answer them. <a href="/?from=ask_words" style="color:red" target="_blank">Read more exciting novels for free</a>
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2026-09-14 12:21
Is 'I Am Not Ashamed' a True Story?
It is indeed a true story. The film or book takes inspiration from actual incidents and people's lives, presenting a factual account.
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2024-10-09 02:08
Why is Batman ashamed of Robin in comics?
Maybe it's because Robin made some big mistakes that affected their missions or reputation.
3 answers
2025-11-24 09:08
Why is Percy ashamed to be an Omega fanfic?
Maybe Percy has some personal biases. He might have been influenced by the general perception that Omega fanfics are not as 'cool' or mainstream as other types of fan works. It could also be that he has friends who don't approve of Omega fanfics and he's feeling the social pressure.
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2024-11-08 20:32
I'm ashamed to commit suicide.
" The Head of the Family of Time Travel " was a book about a female god farming. It told the story of the female protagonist transmigrating to a poor and backward farm and becoming a rich woman in the countryside. This book didn't have the male lead reciting poems or writing about the Dream of the Red Chamber, so it didn't meet the requirements. So, I'm sorry, but I can't find a recommended book that meets your requirements for the time being. However, if you need any other recommendations, please feel free to let me know.😊
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2025-03-02 14:14
Why is the cartoon of the ashamed dog popular?
It's probably popular because it shows emotions in a cute and relatable way.
3 answers
2025-06-17 18:14
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