nineteen daydreams

In his forties, his life ended quietly and without drama, marked by missed opportunities, unfinished dreams, and a sense that he had always been a step behind everyone else—until the moment he collapsed and saw a stunningly beautiful woman holding his hand, crying with a tenderness that confused him, because he could not remember when someone had ever loved him so deeply. When he wakes up again, he finds himself nineteen years old, back in his first year of college, sitting in a familiar classroom filled with youthful chatter, bright futures, and a life that feels light enough to be rewritten properly this time. Along with his second chance comes something unexpected. A Fated Lover System, gentle and unobtrusive, quietly awakens within him, rewarding him whenever he spends time with, cares for, or simply pays attention to the one person destined to be by his side. And that person is not the popular girl, nor the campus beauty everyone talks about. She is the quiet, petite girl with long bangs who sits near the edge of the room, dresses simply, speaks softly, and somehow fades into the background—yet she is the same woman who, in another life, loved him patiently when he was struggling, ordinary, and unsure of himself. This time, he notices her early. This time, he walks beside her, studies with her, shares simple meals, and fills his days with small moments that slowly grow into something warm and steady, while the system gently rewards him for every sincere interaction, encouraging him to cherish what truly matters rather than chase empty success. As college life unfolds, he begins building a comfortable future through smart investing, small business ideas, and practical decisions shaped by experience, not desperation, creating a life that grows richer not only in money, but in peace, stability, and shared happiness. There are no villains to defeat, no dramatic twists waiting to tear them apart—only two people growing closer day by day, supported by a system that exists to remind him that love, once noticed, can be nurtured into something lasting and beautiful. This is a story about second chances, gentle romance, and a man who returns to nineteen—not to change the world, but to live a warm, fulfilling life with the girl who was always meant to be noticed.

The novel examines a futuristic society, called the World State, that revolves around science and efficiency. In this society, emotions and individuality are conditioned out of children at a young age, and there are no lasting relationships because “every one belongs to every one else”

There were times we could merry and there were times we feel we've been defeated by circumstance. All through, life was much bearable for a young girl after years of mind starvation. Her goals and mission weren't going to be hindered whether destiny liked it or not. She had had enough. .............. I can't keep lying to myself. He is just a chivalrous man who treats all women the same and who still loves his ex. Besides there is no hope for us save for the seal. It's just my luck running out but I can't stand still and watch my future been drifted apart from me. ............... Eddy - a 19 year old sees life as a melancholic melody and keeps on dreaming of a better future when suddenly she is struck with the worst and unwanted news of her life. From her dimension, early marriage was a curse and brings with it closed doors. But will her misfortune really bring with it misfortune?

At nineteen, you’ve seen enough to have opinions but not enough to be sure. That’s exactly where Kushal Singh writes from in “Nineteen in Retrospect,” a serialised memoir of lessons and lived moments before twenty. In candid, unpolished chapters, he traces the arc of his life so far: the thrill and heartbreak of friendships, the sting of betrayal, the confusing pull of first attractions, the weight of social anxiety, the stubbornness of dreams and ambitions, and the quiet faith that steadies him through it all. More than a chronological autobiography, this book is a mosaic of observations and reflections. Each chapter stands on its own — a story, a thought, a scene — but together they form a portrait of a young person trying to understand the world and his place in it. By sharing his point of view without preaching, Kushal invites readers to recognise their own teenage selves in his words and to see that growing up is as much about losing and doubting as it is about finding and believing.

All this time I felt like living in the middle of the ocean with a knife stabbed in my chest. The freezing water steadily consuming me while I bleed to death. I was ready to give up and fall into my despair Until he showed up... He gave me hope. He made me feel loved. I cherished him more than anything in the world. For once I had the desire to swim across the ocean just to witness even a glimpse of him And yet once again, the world has defied my desires For I can't have this man. It's impossible How can I reach you if you don't even exist?

dreaming of far seas mud-stained hands wait for your kiss waves hush but never come Decrepit dungeon, the suffocating structure. Fevin Moore was a soldier of the kingdom, now captured by the empire across the straits. He escapes to find afforded to him the rising liberties and fineness of new magic from the giants that came from western fogs, but phantom chains - now more elaborate and profane - return to claim their bounty. A soldier's dignity and that white-powdered grace aren't enough a resistance against the trappings of a new kind of living. For those with folk that have left - for greener pastures - the you that remains to give hospice to parents. For those that tread perilous waters on dinghies neglected, their breaches plastered with fumes. For those that wake in thick molds, the self lost, dysphoric. Pick up your inked brushes. Find kin, seek self, want.

Bahasa Indonesia: Cerita ini disajikan dalam bahasa Indonesia dan Inggris. English: This story is told in both Indonesian and English. [ID] Tahun 2025, Alya menemukan sebuah buku diary tua di Jogja, berjudul “Love in Nineteen-Ninety”. Dari halaman yang robek dan kata-kata yang seolah hidup, ia menulis ulang kisah cinta seorang pria bernama Raka - tanpa ia sadari, setiap kata yang ia tulis mulai mengubah kehidupan nyata. Dalam perjalanan antara surat misterius, pertemuan takdir, dan kata-kata yang menghubungkan masa lalu dengan masa kini, Alya dan Raka belajar bahwa cinta bisa tumbuh dari buku, kata, dan sedikit keajaiban. Apakah mereka hanya bagian dari cerita, atau justru cerita itu yang menulis mereka? Temukan keajaiban cinta dan misteri yang manis dalam kisah ini. [EN] In 2025, Alya discovers an old diary in Yogyakarta titled “Love in Nineteen-Ninety.” From its torn pages and words that seem almost alive, she begins to rewrite the love story of a man named Raka - unaware that every word she pens starts to change reality itself. Amid mysterious letters, fateful encounters, and words that bridge the past and the present, Alya and Raka learn that love can grow from books, from words, and from a touch of magic. Are they merely characters in a story, or is it the story itself that is writing them? Discover the sweet magic and mystery of love in this enchanting tale.

Shiny, a mischievous yellow five-pointed star with a single eye, is one of the most powerful cosmic beings across the three universes. years ago, Shiny has been stealing nineteen emotions from a boy named Dayas for no apparent reason, leaving him instead with nineteen wishes and a condition… In order to regain his emotions, Dias must make wishes — but that won’t happen without fulfilling the condition.

A story about Harriet a girl an apocalyptic era who suddenly gets transmigrated into a book she read at thirteen. Harry decides to give up her violent lifestyle and to live a peaceful life a rich young lady.

When Kara returns home to find blood splattered everywhere and her mother murdered she is sent away by her father to find a stranger and beg for protection. She was the hidden daughter of ruthless king that sought to kill her. Her only nope was protection from a sexy stranger with his own dark secret.