painful sad story

With a contract, she was forcibly dragged into the conflicts of a wealthy family. She was like a bound servant, obeying their orders again and again. For her sister's sake, she endured it, yet she still wanted to fight back. After living under the same roof day and night, she realized she had slowly begun to develop feelings for him. When love and hatred became intertwined, in the end, she chose to run away.

Tama adalah seorang mahasiswa tingkat akhir di Universitas Banten. Saat perayaan wisuda nanti ia berniat untuk menyatakan cintanya pada seorang wanita bernama Nadia. Ia sudah jatuh cinta dengan Nadia sejak SD, hingga ia rela mengikuti Nadia dari SD sampai kuliah di jurusan yang sama. Sayangnya nasib naas menghampirinya, saat acara wisuda berlangsung, ia tertimpa tiang listrik dan akhirnya ia meninggal sebelum sempat menyatakan cinta nya. Setelah kematiannya, ia bertemu dengan siluman ular yang bisa mengubahnya menjadi manusia kembali setiap bulan purnama, tetapi dengan syarat ia harus rela menjadi budak nya. Apakah Tama berhasil menyatakan cintanya saat ia kembali menjadi manusia?

Tama is a final-year student at the University of Banten. During the graduation ceremony, he plans to finally confess his love to a woman named Nadia. He has been in love with her since elementary school, even choosing to follow her through every stage of education—from primary school all the way to college, enrolling in the same department. Unfortunately, fate has other plans. On the day of the ceremony, Tama is struck by a falling electric pole and dies before he can express his feelings. In the afterlife, he encounters a demon snake who offers him a second chance: she can bring him back to life during every full moon. However, there’s a price—Tama must agree to become her servant. Will Tama be able to confess his love to Nadia despite this supernatural twist of fate?

+)Free Book. -) The story is about the misadventures of a group of sailors trying to reach the mainland in an unknown world full of mysteries.

"What happens when a nerdy girl falls for a playboy?" "They say that pain is a sign of weakness leaving your body but in my case, it's a clamp that refuses to let go of my heart no matter how hard I try." Chisom has had a complicated life but when she meets him, the world seems brighter and everything feels a thousand times better. Even though Chisom masquerades as the strongest person she knows with nothing being able to move her, deep down, her emotions are as fragile as an egg: easily shattered. Meeting him was one of the best things to happen to her. He was her first love but would he be her last?

These are thoughts collected when feeling extreme emotions. In no way are they everyday thoughts or opinions. This book is not suited for anyone under the age of 15. Warning this book depicts depression and/or suicidal thoughts. This book was made purely for the hope that the author can use this to cope. If you don’t like this genre or the book/topics make you uncomfortable. Leave while you still can. Basically it’s like a diary, I post this so I may find out about myself and hopefully learn something from it. I do not post everything on here and some of the chapters might be removed due to either sensitivity issues or me being unwilling to share the thoughts anymore. Grab a bag of tissues and a box of melodrama and we can all just cry this out.

{NOTE~ First few chapters needs to be edited} "When it comes to love, the weakest part of the body is the HEART." "Why?" He asked. "Because the heart loves more, it holds all the feelings and emotions. Without the heart one cannot love." The psychiatrist paused. "How is it related to her case?" The man had a serious look. "Her heart is shattered, am afraid it affected her mentally, physically and sociologically. It will be very impossible for her to love again." The man smiled warmly before he questioned her. "What then is the cure?" "LOVE." -----***----- LOVE takes time and is slow, falling in LOVE is a process. It eats deep into the HEART gradually until it has it all completely. BUT.... When your HEART is given to the wrong person, it becomes a SLOW PAINFUL POISON at the end. *NOTE: If this book triggers any of the mentioned emotions below, please don't read for you emotional safety! *Depression *Worry *Sadness *Violence *Bad memories *Suicidal thoughts etc Most of what is written inside this book are very much true. They are picked from our everyday life and what most people suffer in the dark. I just added fantasy to it to make it less intense and a bit fictitious.

Nalan terjerat dua cinta pelik di masa lalu, satu kekasih meninggal di depan matanya, karena perampokan besar. Setelah berhasil melepaskan dari jerat cinta yang membuatnya sulit menata hidup, ia kembali merasakan cinta dengan Serra. Namun, seribu sayang kenyataan pahit lebih menyakitkan. Kekasihnya di nikahi oleh sahabat yang sudah dianggap saudara sendiri. Ditengah patah hati hebat, Nalan bergabung dengan sekelompok mafia yang terjaring perampokan serta pembunuhan. Ada seorang gadis yang terus bersamanya, meski beberapa kali ia menolak Mayra, tapi tak urung untuk menyerah. Pernikahan terpaksa terjadi diantara keduanya, walau Mayra berusaha mengambil hati Nalan. Namun, tetap saja tak bisa mengalahkan perasaan besarnya terhadap Serra. Hingga wanita itu kembali dalam biduk rumah tangganya, mengganggu dan berusaha memisahkan mereka. Perselingkuhan terjadi antara Nalan dan Serra, hingga semua masa lalu mantan kekasihnya terbongkar sedikit demi sedikit di tangan Bryan, suaminya. Semua orang tahu siapa wanita itu, terkcuali Nalan yang menutup mata dan telinga untuk mengetahui kebenarannya. Pernikahan yang terjalin selama 3 tahun, akhirnya kandas dan Nalan lebih memilih Serra. Di saat Mayra pergi, barulah lelaki itu sadar akan semuanya dan mengetahui siapa kekasih yang selama ini diangung-agungkan. Bertahun-tahun, ia mencari mantan Istrinya, tapi tak berhasil ditemukan. Hingga wanita itu muncul dengan sendirinya dan mengatakan kebenaran. Setelah mengetahui segala kebenaran, Nalan berhasil lepas dari jerat cinta Serra dan bisa mencintai Mayra begitu dalam. Kebahagiaan hanya sebentar saja terkecap, mantan Istrinya tewas di tangan musuhnya. Penyesalan tak bertepi pun dirasakan lelaki dingin itu seumur hidup.

This is a collection of hilarious blogs written over a long period of time. Some are serious but mostly this book is comprised of blogs that are silly and funny.

Synopsis: When twin sisters are exact opposite but somehow gets entangled with the same guy. Michael Louis was a twelve year old young CEO who after the death of his mother lost interest in this world. He was tired of living hence attempted suicide. Claudia Larabee, the opposite twin of Clara Larabee, had suffered much unfairness by her family. For the twelve years of her life, her sister had been a thorn in her flesh. Amidst the wickedness her sister had shown her was forcing a nurse to suck blood from her as donation to some young heir. The consequence of that action, Claudia didn’t really recover from. Claudia, unknown to her, had become a reason a young boy had to live. Yearning to meet her for once in his life, Michael stumbles upon her wrong twin, Clara. Years later, he returns to find her again. The journey he makes to establish a lasting relationship proves dangerous to Claudia, as her wicked twin gets a rich and dangerous friend. Would Michael realize he’s falling for the wrong twin? Or would fate forever give Claudia painful smiles?