a sad suicide story

WINNER: 3rd Place, 2021 Werewolf Competition [Mature Content] After escaping suicide forest, August Moon finds that she has only gone deeper into the mysteries it holds. Lycans exist. But maybe she is something even stranger... With a clandestine experimental pandemic, a decade-old murder mystery, and a timeless prejudice against strange members within the lycan community all simmering in the periphery of her newfound surroundings, August must fight to discover her own truth alongside a fierce and possessive male who claims to be her mate.

Tama adalah seorang mahasiswa tingkat akhir di Universitas Banten. Saat perayaan wisuda nanti ia berniat untuk menyatakan cintanya pada seorang wanita bernama Nadia. Ia sudah jatuh cinta dengan Nadia sejak SD, hingga ia rela mengikuti Nadia dari SD sampai kuliah di jurusan yang sama. Sayangnya nasib naas menghampirinya, saat acara wisuda berlangsung, ia tertimpa tiang listrik dan akhirnya ia meninggal sebelum sempat menyatakan cinta nya. Setelah kematiannya, ia bertemu dengan siluman ular yang bisa mengubahnya menjadi manusia kembali setiap bulan purnama, tetapi dengan syarat ia harus rela menjadi budak nya. Apakah Tama berhasil menyatakan cintanya saat ia kembali menjadi manusia?

Tama is a final-year student at the University of Banten. During the graduation ceremony, he plans to finally confess his love to a woman named Nadia. He has been in love with her since elementary school, even choosing to follow her through every stage of education—from primary school all the way to college, enrolling in the same department. Unfortunately, fate has other plans. On the day of the ceremony, Tama is struck by a falling electric pole and dies before he can express his feelings. In the afterlife, he encounters a demon snake who offers him a second chance: she can bring him back to life during every full moon. However, there’s a price—Tama must agree to become her servant. Will Tama be able to confess his love to Nadia despite this supernatural twist of fate?

I want an S-Rank skill too! I want it so badly, I could die for it! [You have awakened an S-Rank skill.] [But it only works when you die.] Eh !? WHAT IS THE POINT OF GETTING ONE IF I DIE !? ( Note- I copied and pasted it here for myself)

+)Free Book. -) The story is about the misadventures of a group of sailors trying to reach the mainland in an unknown world full of mysteries.

These are thoughts collected when feeling extreme emotions. In no way are they everyday thoughts or opinions. This book is not suited for anyone under the age of 15. Warning this book depicts depression and/or suicidal thoughts. This book was made purely for the hope that the author can use this to cope. If you don’t like this genre or the book/topics make you uncomfortable. Leave while you still can. Basically it’s like a diary, I post this so I may find out about myself and hopefully learn something from it. I do not post everything on here and some of the chapters might be removed due to either sensitivity issues or me being unwilling to share the thoughts anymore. Grab a bag of tissues and a box of melodrama and we can all just cry this out.

Nalan terjerat dua cinta pelik di masa lalu, satu kekasih meninggal di depan matanya, karena perampokan besar. Setelah berhasil melepaskan dari jerat cinta yang membuatnya sulit menata hidup, ia kembali merasakan cinta dengan Serra. Namun, seribu sayang kenyataan pahit lebih menyakitkan. Kekasihnya di nikahi oleh sahabat yang sudah dianggap saudara sendiri. Ditengah patah hati hebat, Nalan bergabung dengan sekelompok mafia yang terjaring perampokan serta pembunuhan. Ada seorang gadis yang terus bersamanya, meski beberapa kali ia menolak Mayra, tapi tak urung untuk menyerah. Pernikahan terpaksa terjadi diantara keduanya, walau Mayra berusaha mengambil hati Nalan. Namun, tetap saja tak bisa mengalahkan perasaan besarnya terhadap Serra. Hingga wanita itu kembali dalam biduk rumah tangganya, mengganggu dan berusaha memisahkan mereka. Perselingkuhan terjadi antara Nalan dan Serra, hingga semua masa lalu mantan kekasihnya terbongkar sedikit demi sedikit di tangan Bryan, suaminya. Semua orang tahu siapa wanita itu, terkcuali Nalan yang menutup mata dan telinga untuk mengetahui kebenarannya. Pernikahan yang terjalin selama 3 tahun, akhirnya kandas dan Nalan lebih memilih Serra. Di saat Mayra pergi, barulah lelaki itu sadar akan semuanya dan mengetahui siapa kekasih yang selama ini diangung-agungkan. Bertahun-tahun, ia mencari mantan Istrinya, tapi tak berhasil ditemukan. Hingga wanita itu muncul dengan sendirinya dan mengatakan kebenaran. Setelah mengetahui segala kebenaran, Nalan berhasil lepas dari jerat cinta Serra dan bisa mencintai Mayra begitu dalam. Kebahagiaan hanya sebentar saja terkecap, mantan Istrinya tewas di tangan musuhnya. Penyesalan tak bertepi pun dirasakan lelaki dingin itu seumur hidup.

**MATURE CONTENT** Chloe lived a simple suburban life until a day when everything that can go wrong does and leads to a night with her staring at a bloody mess. Chloe continuously averts law forces while trying to clear her name with the help of a Stranger.

This is a collection of hilarious blogs written over a long period of time. Some are serious but mostly this book is comprised of blogs that are silly and funny.

[Irresistible MC + Farming & Entrepreneurship + Strong Female Lead + Cute Baby + Love Rivalry + Farming System + Male Competition] Deng Yuyuan wakes up to find she has transmigrated into a period novel about a "pampered group darling" — as the biological mother of the vicious female villain. The female villain has a biased grandmother, a mooching uncle and his family, a blindly filial father, and a spineless mother. She was a small-time thief as a child. As an adult, she committed every kind of evil — constantly framing the female lead — and ultimately met a miserable end. The female lead is the only daughter in another family, doted on by her older brothers. The villain targeted her out of pure jealousy. And now, Deng Yuyuan has become that villain's cowardly mother — and the villain herself is currently just an ugly, wrinkly-faced infant. The blindly filial father loves his wife, but gives all the good things to his own mother. He says to his starving wife and daughter: "Xiao Yuan, come drink some water. I specially heated it for you." Deng Yuyuan looks at her own bony frame and her tiny child — and decides to get a divorce. Goodbye, useless husband. She's going to raise this little cub with an abundance of money and love. No way she'll go astray this time. Lost one husband, gained a crowd of suitors. A beautiful sent-down youth coveted by many — she knows some self-defense and burns the midnight oil studying. With the reinstatement of the college entrance exams, she takes her child toward a much wider world. Riding the wave of the times, Deng Yuyuan works her way up to become a gaming tycoon and a cutting-edge scientist... Except — why are so many men fighting to be her cub's stepfather?