Lord of the Mysteries:Red Priest
"I am a loser, a doomed wretch destined for unhappiness." "I should never have, I should never have embarked on this extraordinary path. From then on, evil and dark whispers have haunted me, tormenting me relentlessly." "I've been walking aimlessly on the edge of madness, thinking that as long as I'm strong enough, everything will be alright. But anything that can turn bad will eventually turn bad." "Dr. Adam, I'm still young, I don't want to die. Is there any hope for me?" The blond, golden-eyed doctor looked gently at the young man before him, a peaceful smile on his face: "You're just too tired. Believe me, everything will be alright. You're still young, with a bright future ahead." ...A fanfic of Mystery, featuring a female protagonist, a hunter/witch, an illegitimate child of the Loen royal family (even she doubts it), who ultimately becomes the original creator/catastrophe in the mirror. The story's timeline is 1301, the protagonist travels to 1289, and the story begins with her ascension to demigodhood, predating the events of Mystery 1. Along the way, she encounters many romantic and tragic relationships, including but not limited to: a descendant of Tudor who wants to sacrifice her to the evil god in the basement; Tudor's grandson (daughter) who wants to cultivate the path of calamity with her/him; the mysterious demigod psychiatrist Dr. Adam Sandman; and a certain "god of knowledge and wisdom" pope candidate who is always confused and likes to hide in the shadows... Note: The plot of the original mystery will appear in the later volumes, but it is clear that the original protagonist is basically just a minor character, and sometimes even the enemy.