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Setiap orang di dunia ini pasti mempunyai hal yang disukai maupun hal yang tidak disukai. Ada kalanya hal itu sangat berbeda dengan sebagian orang lainnya. Sesuatu yang kita sukai itu akan membuat kita nyaman dan bahagia saat menjalaninya. Sedangkan hal yang tidak kita sukai hanya akan membuat kita merasa risih dan tertekan, terkadang itu juga bisa membuat kita merasa tidak nyaman. Begitu juga denganku. Ada satu hal yang tidak aku sukai di dunia ini. Aku tidak suka dengan apapun yang berkaitan dengan hujan. Aku yang berusaha dengan keras ini tiba-tiba saja merasa putus asa jika teringat dengan hal yang bernama 'hujan'. Bukankah seharusnya aneh jika ada yang membenci hujan seperti diriku ini? Disaat yang lain sangat mengharapkan turunnya hujan bagi kesuburan tanah mereka, ada juga yang berharap cuaca yang panas menjadi lebih sejuk setelah turunnya hujan. Ada yang menantikan sumur mereka terisi dengan air dari tetesan air hujan dan lain sebagainya. Aku hanya ingin hujan ini berhenti, sekali saja, cukup sekali ini saja. Aku seperti ingin menghentikan waktu. Jika saja hujan ini berhenti saat itu, mungkin aku tidak akan terlalu membencinya. Jika memang kejadian yang aku lalui ini tidak begitu berat, mungkin saat ini aku bisa tersenyum sambil berlari di bawah hujan lebat. Tapi, siapa sangka ternyata kejadian pilu malah terjadi dalam hidupku. Kejadian yang tidak pernah ku bayangkan sebelumnya. Kejadian yang akan meniggalkan luka untukku. Kala itu hujan tidak akan pernah berhenti membasahi diriku. Di saat aku berjalan, berlari dan terjatuh sekalipun yang aku lihat hanyalah air yang jatuh membasahi setiap benda yang ia lalui. Suram! Begitu suram hingga membuatku muak. Aku ingin berlari, aku ingin bebas dari genangan air yang seolah perlahan-lahan menyeretku ke dalam. Begitu dalamnya air hingga air itu seakan membuatku tenggelam. Tidak ada yang berusaha menolongku, aku begitu kesulitan untuk sekedar bernapas. Hingga kau datang kepadaku. Akankah orang sepertimu bisa membuatku bangkit dari genangan air kotor yang menenggelamkan tubuhku? Akankah kau mampu mengubahku secara perlahan? Jika memang kau adalah orang yang aku cari selama ini, maka datanglah. Tapi, apabila tujuanmu hanya untuk bermain, silahkan pergi. Aku bukanlah sebagai alat tempat bermainmu. Karena orang yang rapuh sepertiku bukanlah tempat yang cocok bagimu. Tinggallah jika memang kau adalah orang yang tepat. Jangan pergi jika kau merasa aku adalah rumahmu. Tetaplah tinggal hingga nanti istilah kau dan aku menjadi kata 'kita'. Hingga nantinya kita bisa menemukan kebahagiaan bersama saat hujan tiba. Menghapus luka yang begitu dalam tergores dalam hatiku.

*** My health has been very poor this year alongside loosing my mother-in-law and cat so I'm sorry but this will be rewritten and finished when I'm well, I'm doing it all offline in my rare creative moments, hopefully with a more mature touch *** [WARNING: Mature Themes (smut, violence, murder, suicide, domestic violence, etc.)] --------- Waking up naked and alone with a murderer, without a single memory, she relies on System to understand her existence in another person's body. --------- Still don't know if you should read me? Here's a quick breakdown to help you make up your mind if this novel is right for you: This is my own twist on the QuickTransmigration System genre, giving it a more 'spiritual' twist. It explores sensitive themes throughout each arc and I will do my best to give trigger warnings at the start of chapters containing them. It is written in the first person and revolves around a female lead (FL). This is a weak-to-strong novel, she will have heavy flaws and make repeated mistakes and seem generally weak at the start, bear with her as she grows. Romance is a heavy theme within the story that contains a lot of smut, with more than one character. However, there is only one male lead in the end. The story is less about fluffy romance, instead, it's a journey of growth and self-discovery, revolving around the main storyline. Although, each Arc will have its own separate storyline that will have an impact on the main storyline with both new and reoccurring characters (so skipping arcs is not advised). I have currently written the rough drafts for four arcs at the point of writing this: 1. Ghosts & Guns 2. How do you keep a child alive in the Zombie Apocalypse? 3. Abducted by Aliens 4. Freed by the Fae Folk 5. .... --------- --------- Cover Art made by myself, using nightcafe AI Art, check out my page, I'm attempting to make novel art and character art for each arc: https://creator.nightcafe.studio/u/Raychbunni

An indubitable tragic love story of two souls, Lee Rang and Kim Yuri, who fought between love and hate will meet ,embrace and heal each others wounds. Kim Yuri, the daughter of a famous business man falls in love with a devilish former CEO and the most feared mafia in the darks, Lee Rang, who marries her just to kill her father and destroy her family. From being a worst husband and worst father to the best husband and best father one can ever have. He was given a second chance to correct his wrong deed's that he did in past which costed him his life. ----- Volume: 1 Taking his revenge by killing his enemies. Follow me at my discord: jungkooks_luna #7728

"In this life, I will find the meaning of my existence!" - Dawn Dawn was bedridden since young, unable to move his body. Because of his disability, everyone treated him with disdain. However, he wasn't much affected, but when his parents also forgot about him, he was filled with anger. He wanted to question God about why he was given such a miserable fate. Finally, his life came to an abrupt end. Strangely, however, that wasn't the end for him—he awakened in a strange new world that might allow him to find the answers that he desperately sought. To his surprise, the new world was no different than the old. On the very first day, he was sent to a strange dimension known as the Eternal battlefield. But thankfully, he was fortunate enough to awaken the 'Superhero Class.' This class changed everything. With the help of these skills, he grew stronger at an insane speed and became powerful enough to find god and ask them the reason for his existence. Why does he exist? Why does this world exist? Why did he live such a miserable life? Nothing could stop him from finding the answers to these questions—no young master, no super villainess, not even reality itself. ....... discords -https://discord.gg/egZYREvZbD

This is the story of a kid who was born weak, and who endured many hardships. Despite everything, after all the pain and struggle, the world eventually came to recognize his existence. But this isn't just the story of a kid who became powerful enough to face the world—it’s the story of a soul who always questioned his place in it. He questioned life, death, and meaning itself. And in his search, he discovered something that others couldn’t. He was someone who challenged even his own thoughts. A forgotten life, a questioning soul—that’s what brought this world salvation.

In the cozy streets of Haneul-dong, where cherry blossoms cling stubbornly to the branches even as spring fades, two ordinary middle schoolers find their worlds quietly intertwined. Kang Daewon is a shy, thoughtful artist who notices the smallest details, while Yoo Aera is soft-spoken, gentle, and impossibly kind - a quiet presence that feels like a calm in the chaos. What begins as school projects, library study sessions, and shared sketches slowly blooms into something more. Between teasing friends, little family interruptions, and secret smiles, they navigate the tender, awkward, and heart-skipping moments of first love. From rainy days with umbrellas to school trips up Mount Seorayeon, photo contests, and summer festivals under the glowing lanterns, every day becomes a memory stitched with warmth, laughter, and the delicate ache of growing feelings. Blue Umbrella Days is a story about noticing the quiet beauty in the world - and in each other - about first love, friendship, and the sweet, unforgettable moments that make youth magical.

Michael Clintock knew his father was something else, but nothing prepared him for what he walked into when he was called to his father's office for what he thought was a typical business meeting. And what he found made him furious. A shy, half-Chinese, woman by the name of Eden Li, who had put herself up on a mail order bride website when she had no other options and no where else to turn. She thinks Michael is just like all the other men she has come across who have stereotyped her. But little does she know, he is actually nothing like them and he might be her ticket to freedom. Warnings: sexual content, sensitive, mentions of racial stereotypes, mentions of rape and sexual abuse. Age Suggestion: 18+ Take My Wings: A Mail Order Bride Novel with a Deeper Meaning is created by Minette Enfers, an eGlobal Creative Publishing signed author.

Matías Castleboard was the last shield of a doomed humanity. Born in an era where death was law, he learned too soon that innocence never survives war. He was a soldier, a hero… and a murderer. He died seeking peace, yet his soul found no rest. Reborn as Kael Lanpar, heir to one of the most powerful clans in the continent of Mayora, he now lives in a world of ancient magic, forgotten races, mythical creatures, and gods who play with the threads of fate. But the past never truly dies. The scars of his former life bleed into this one, and with every memory that awakens, Kael is dragged deeper into a question few could bear to face: Can a second life offer redemption… or only more damnation? Because some truths should never be known. And as Kael uncovers the mysteries of this world —and of himself— he will learn that knowledge does not always set you free. Sometimes, it destroys you. At the end of his path, no enemy awaits him… Only something far more terrifying: a consciousness that sees everything— and a truth that can never be unlearned. A dark, introspective fantasy about second chances, wounds that transcend lifetimes, and the price of understanding too much. Perfect for readers who seek not just battles… but meaning.

Marina lives with her parents and older siblings. Her parents have always spoiled her and let her do whatever she wants, but she has always been a cheerful girl who loves her family. Her life was perfect until she turned 15 and her mother died. Five months later her mother also dies, but of a disease that has no cure. She and her sisters are taken to the orphanage, but her brother cannot go because he is of legal age. She suffers a lot, and after a few months she is adopted by a family and separated from her sisters. She is well taken care of and meets two friends: Lucas and Jurandir. They will fight to win her heart. Who will she choose to be part of her life? Find out by reading this story of high drama, adventure, and a light romance.

Yunyun is reincarnated into a post-apocalyptic novel with a powerful female protagonist. Unfortunately, she isn’t the heroine. She’s just a minor cannon fodder character… destined to die early. But after awakening memories of the novel, Yunyun accidentally reveals the future through her thoughts— [Mommy, boohoo… your scumbag husband has been cheating on you for years and even has a child with another woman. In the end, they’ll join forces to cripple and torture you to death!] [Uncle, you’ll be betrayed by an ungrateful subordinate and driven out of your own luxurious home, left to freeze to death in the snow!] [Grandpa… Grandma…] In the original story, only her young aunt—the novel’s female lead—survives to the very end, killing her enemies with her own hands… only to live on as something neither fully human nor a ghost. Before they can recover from learning their fates, another thought leaks out— [Sigh, the apocalypse is coming soon. As a three-year-old cannon fodder, can I go offline early? I don't want to suffer through the end of the world…] Looking at the little milk dumpling in their arms, pretending to be silly just so she can laze around… What else can the Bai family do but spoil her? They hoard supplies, renovate and fortify their home, and prepare in advance for the coming apocalypse. Meanwhile, little Yunyun follows her protagonist aunt, accidentally kicking off the base-building plot and helping create a super base where food and clothing are abundant, even in the apocalypse. Step by step, the Bai family rises to power. In the end, Yunyun is dumbfounded: [Wait… wasn't I supposed to be cannon fodder?! Why does this feel like a "pampered lucky baby" story?!] The Bai family: Their little Yunyun is, indeed, their precious lucky baby.