This may be because you did not think deeply and understand the book when you read it. You simply skimmed through the plot and characters without really understanding the ideas and theme of the book. Reading is a very beneficial activity that can help you expand your knowledge and improve your thinking ability. However, if you simply read without considering the meaning of the content, you may lose the pleasure of reading and you will not be able to gain real benefits. In addition, if you feel too nervous or anxious while reading, it may also affect your reading experience. In this case, you can try to relax your body and mind and take a few deep breaths or focus on what you are interested in to reduce the feeling of nervousness and anxiety. The most important thing was that reading should be a long-term, continuous activity, not a temporary interest. You can make reading a part of your life. Through continuous learning and thinking, you can gradually understand the ideas and topics in the books and improve your reading ability and thinking ability.