Volume 1: The New Life

Roshwen POV

24 December 2016.

The day I'm losing half of my life. It's already a week that he is gone from this world. Leaving me and my kids the day before Christmas and a week before New Year. How could him? I have known him since I was seven years old. He always stay by my side. I thought it will stay like that forever until we grow old but suddenly he left from my side without any further notice. But I can't blame him. I knew he also didn't want to leave.

I look at the last Chrismas present that he already prepared for us. I called my kids to open the present. My 10 years old son, Wyatt received a book about 'How To Be A Good Son'. When I saw it, I laugh for the first time after his dead. I knew my husband up to no good. He always like to prank our son because Wyatt don't want to listened what he or everyone said excluding me.

For my 8 years old daughter, Rose, he gave her a white rose necklace. It was the same like the one he gave me for our second anniversary. Rosey really like my necklace. She always said she wants my necklace but it was my favourite, I cannot give it to her. So, I guess that's the reasone he gave that necklace to her. Like people said "daughter meant for father, son meant for mother" I guess this word is true.

While for me, he gave me a white and sexy see through lingerie. I was froze when i see it. I bet he want to see it during Christmas night. My eyes that already dry, start to wet from my tear again. I miss him so much. Why did god take him from me. What am I going to do with my life without him by my side? I almost lost reason to live until I heard Wyatt calling me.

"Mom. Mommy! Mommy!" I saw him calling me with tears in his eyes. What am I doing, my kids already lost their father, what will happened if their mother also leaving. Why am I so selfish?

"I'm sorry Wyatt. I'm here" I hug him tightly. I knew he is also felt sad from the death. Even though he always fight with his father for my attention, he still loves his father. Furthermore, who will play prank with him, who will play games with him, who will teach him to play basketball? My childrens are also losing someone that really important to them. Not only me. While hugging Wyatt, I pull Rosey who stand by my side to my embrace.

She is daddy's daughter. But unlike Wyatt, Rosey don't play favoritism. The amount she loves his father is the same amount she loves me. But my husband, due to our son don't like him, he always pampered Rosey so he can feel that he is really a father. Childish husband..

I knew my husband doesn't want to see me crying over him, so i will tried to stay strong for our family. I look at the letter that I received yesterday and pulled away from the embrace. I asked them to sit in front of me because I need to tell them something.