What the heart wants:Reincarnator meets transmigrator
"If anything he doesn't love me as much as he loved you, I have seen Asher in love. He becomes the softest and gentlest person to the one he loves, but he isn't like that with me. he thinks he loves me but he doesn't-" "That is because he wants to be loved in return" Sabine stated. Isabelle looked at the other woman, "what do you mean? "That look in his eyes when he stares at you? He loves you so much that he is scared of getting hurt, he is afraid that you would not love him back the way he loves you. If there is something I have noticed with Asher is that he sacrifices himself for me, he did the same thing for Giselle too, but with you, he just wants to be loved back." "And that is supposed to be better? He worshipped you two and for me?" "He didn't worship us, Isabelle, on the contrary, you are the one being worshipped. There is nothing more beautiful in this world than to love and be loved. He did not need us to love him back, he did not require our love but he pines for yours. You can see vividly how he searches and does everything he can to receive even a sliver of your affection. You have more power over his sanity, peace of mind, and happiness than Giselle and I combined wished to have. Isabelle, you have it all, every single part of Asher's heart and soul, and as hard as this is to say, you have to stop breaking it." ****************************** This is a love story, a story of fate and fiction, where lifetimes come to play. Do you believe in soulmates? What if you have to endure three lifetimes to end up with your soulmate? Isabelle has suffered heartbreak her past two lifetimes, even though she only remembers one lifetime. Her fate was so twisted she ended up the victim of an ambitious author. When her world is turned into a novel she does not end up as the main lead, hence she does not end up with the male lead, what is worse is that she becomes a cannon fodder that ends up dying tragically. She reincarnates when a transmigrator possesses the body of the novel's second female Lead, Sabine. With another chance she falls in love with the male lead, her fiance once again. But just like in her first life he doesn't even notice her as more than a nuisance, in fact, in this life she dies by his hand. Now she has reincarnated for the third time, and she remembers her past life, she knows her life is fiction and made for mere entertainment but she cannot accept such a tragic fate again. In the first life, the male lead ended up with her cousin the female lead, Giselle. In her second life, he was in love with the second lead, Sabine. All this when she had the most claim to him as his fiancee' but he manages to break her each time. In this life, she is not going to make the same mistake. Each time she loves him she dies, but not this time. But what happens when he finally wants her? What happens when he remembers his past lives and confesses that she is the one he has wanted all along? ************************** Make no mistake, this is not your normal storyline. The first volume is written in the first person and the main villain is not introduced till volume two. It is a SLOWBURN romance and the story picks up in volume two. But this author promises it is not a read you will regret. It is different but worth it, a deep storyline with flawed characters who make real mistakes and have real stakes and pressure on them. Stay for the journey and you will never regret reading this at the end, in fact, you won't be able to forget it. A lot of life lessons, but you must be patient through the ride. If superficial and shallow plotlines are what you want then this read isn't for you, but if you are tired of the same old thing then try these. Same concept but with an incredible twist. This author hopes you see this book for what it is. A lesson.
He is going to die.
ISABELLE.
"Miss Byun" the second son of the Quing family calls the family attention and brings it back to me and I smile at them shyly. Putting on my, mask again for yet the final lap of this deceit. "Are you okay?"
"Yes, sir it wasn't a big stain I am fine really," I reply as I take my seat.
"Hm? Where is Asher? Didn't you two come together?" His wife the former celebrity asks.
And my eyes widened in confusion, "I didn't see him" I reply.
"That is strange he went after you though" she adds.
"He did?"
"It's okay, if she didn't see him then he must have gone somewhere else." The family Patriarch said putting an end to the interrogation, thankfully.
"You must forgive Asher he must not be entirely comfortable with the idea of marriage yet, you see he only recently just returned from studying abroad for many years. I notice he has been quite cold towards you." The older daughter-in-law, Marisol Quing added.
Throwing my hands in the air I wave them frantically "oh no ma'am, it's okay. I completely understand, even I, am not completely comfortable with the idea as well." I say as I glance at the chairman again for like the tenth time, checking the wristwatch I glance at him yet again.
On this day in my past life the chairman of the largest corporation in the country, the Quing group of companies collapsed and went into a coma. He had pneumothorax, a collapsed lung. We all watched as he struggled and gasped for air, his face turning blue due to lack of oxygen whilst he clutch his chest in pain. Everyone screamed for me to do something but I froze there like the fool I was. I didn't know what to do, I never really paid attention in school because I was too busy following my uncle's advice to live my life to the fullest.
I never recovered from those rumors, the Quings hated my guts, and if not for the fact that there was no love lost between the old madam and the chairman I wouldn't have been getting married to Asher. While the family blamed me, she praised me for doing nothing and letting the chairman become like that. What kind of ally is that? One that abandoned me the moment a better option became available. It wasn't going to happen this time, besides if the chairman is healthy I am pretty sure neither of his daughters-in-law would be dying.
Sure it was too early to really make any progress with school but I have a golden finger, I know exactly what happened to the chairman, he won't be dying this time. Spending hours reading and practicing I knew perfectly the first aid to administer.
"Father? Father?!" The chairman's only daughter screams and we all turn to the chairman watching as he clutches his chest in pain. His two sons rushed to his side in an instant. "Call the doctor!" The second one yells, and I wait for the statement that ruined my entire career.
'Can you not do anything? You are a doctor aren't you.'
But it never came and for the first time, I realise who said that, the only person that wasn't here right now. Asher, tch… wow he must have really hated me. He never regarded me as anything which means he didn't say that expecting me to do anything. He only wanted to embarrass me. Too bad, I am not the same person this time around, I am scared I might screw up, if I do then I might as well just go into a coma with the chairman. These people will never forgive me. I didn't get reborn to be a coward, besides its two sides of a coin do nothing and suffer like I did in the past or do something new with a potential for failure. I guess I don't really have a choice.
"You should spread out, don't crowd around him" I speak up, pushing my way past them to the ground where the chairman has collapsed. Kneeling down beside the chairman I place both my index and middle fingers against his neck to take his pulse. Just as expected his heart is beating so fast, moving lower I tug on his tie pulling it apart and tossing it away.
"His heart is beating fast and he is having difficulty breathing," I say, softly pressing down on his left rib I watch as he winces. "it appears he is also in pain, the chairman cannot breathe I need to get air into his body somehow." I inform them, does anyone have a biro that has removable ink?"
"I do, I do," Mrs. Marisol says running to her purse to get it. In the meantime, I grab a knife from the table and quickly undo his buttons. Looking at the agitated family members first I grab the knife to make a hole. But as I move to work a strong grip restricts my movement. Turning to look upwards I see Asher's angry eyes staring down at me.
"Don't you dare" he spits "if you don't want to lose everything your family has you will step away from him. I refuse to allow someone like you to touch my grandfather."
"What the hell do you think you are doing? If I do nothing he will die, he has a collapsed lung, If I don't get air in there he will die!" I yell back.
"Then let him."
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